Hello everyone. My name is Hidemi or Hazal, and I have been gone for a while. But I have things I would like to share, and it feels important for everyone to know.
User @akikasa on retrospring, devilsmanner on discord and twitter, is a proshipper and an abuser. I am no longer okay with standing and watching as someone who has hurt my closest friends and myself gets away with it. For the latter statement, the other 2 victims are not yet prepared to come out to speak about their experiences, and I respect that. I also understand if this means that claim is hard to believe for anyone. For the former, I can prove it, and I will.
This first screenshot is the original profile of Niko, previously known as Akiva/Remi. There is a lot more I have to share from this profile, but this is enough to prove my point, with the tweet "akiena sibcon" being right there.
Of course, this is a different username and name. So here is the proof of it being Niko.
This connects the two accounts, amongst other things. This was enough info for sentrytwo staff to go off of so I hope it suffices for everyone, though I do have more I will share in private if necessary. I have censored the name of the other person involved in the conversation for privacy.
Additionally, it is important to discuss my own experiences with this user. A while back, I was in a very bad mental state, getting extremely drunk most nights. There was a lot going on in my life; it is also the reason for my inactivity. I am doing far better now, and I am off the booze thankfully. While I was going through this (as a matter of fact, the day I was being disowned by my father), Niko took advantage of my vulnerability to get me to say things I do not stand by. I will not share them, because I am ashamed of them, and I myself only have one screenshot of the matter, I no longer have access to the chat. I do not remember what I said, as I was extremely drunk. I understand if this changes how people see me, though, and I will respect it. I would like everyone to know that I am not proship, and I do not stand by anything I said while in an altered state of mind and going through an extremely traumatic series of events.
I am exhausted, and this is hard for me to continue talking about, but I will answer further questions on my retrospring when I can if needed. For now I hope this suffices.
And finally, to Niko's friends, you know who you are: I left you out of this on purpose. I hope that you can change your ways upon self reflection, but if not, know that I have evidence on you too and I will post it if it is needed. Again, you all know who you are. Please do better and stop associating with this person.