Simply put? I'm going on a break due to exams and mental health. I'm balls deep in exam season right now and, as someone who gets distracted way too easily, really just want to focus on studying. As for the mental health aspect, it's self explanatory. I'm going through one of the worst times I have ever been through in my life and while I wouldn't say my online prescence takes an extreme toll on me, feeling like you're rotting alive while simultaneously having the pressure of not ghosting your friends on your back isn't exactly an enjoyable experience. There too is the aspect of me simply trying to shut out the fact I do truly exist, and human connection unfortunately makes that close to impossible. I just want to take some well-deserved time for myself, especially whilst being a full time student, and try to get myself together. Or not, but either way, I don't like tearing my heart out for all the world to see. And that is exactly what I do online whenever given the chance


As for when I'll be back, I quite frankly have not a single idea. Definetely not until 2026, I'd say? My exams end in January but I'm not sure how the whole situation with my mental health will go considering I am currently perpetually overwhelmed by the feelings that all is hopeless. I will truly miss you all, especially Fawn, Fe and the rest of section 6; Nyallo to Argus, Iori and Rabies! Same goes for all my other friends, of course.

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Pub: 04 Nov 2025 21:35 UTC

Edit: 04 Nov 2025 21:36 UTC