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will be yapping mostly about my fav vocaloid producer ever but also lots of other stuff sorry not sorry. i needed an insanity page like this for a very long time. will mostly yap about songs and analze them. im edgy here. if that bothers you then just leave. nobody is forcing you to read my autistic rambles ^_^
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01 : RABUKA ? / LOVE KA ?
im lottie. of course i start with the me song ever. i could yap about how i see myself in this song for very long and i will be doing exactly that now. enjoy. first off : the name of it, and the whole song are a pun ! rabuka means frilled shark in japanese , but can also be love ka with an accent. the "ka?" is to signify a question, so the title means both frilled shark and is this love ? ! so the song is not about sharks, its about love. this is a bit of a topic switch but i resonate with the song visually, lyrically, sound-wise, and through the meaning. it is me for real. but what the hell is it even about ? HK‘s (<- simplification for hiiragikirai I use) songs can be pretty hard to decipher at times. well, I’ve got answers ! pretty surface level, but the song is about someone either in or with a past toxic / unhealthy etc relationship. the „is this love“ means not knowing how to love , or what love is and what other emotions are.
small topic switch again, but i actually own /rabuka ! ....its not decorated as of now, i should change that. i need /loveka too wahhh.
“these putrid “love you,” “love you,” “love you”s
Have already fallen to the ground and died out“
can be interpreted as simple „I love you-s“ not being enough / feeling like they aren’t real or have no meaning behind them. I personally of ten doubt if people genuinely mean positive thingy they say to me, so this resonates with me a lot.
will write more later, im sick and tired
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future sections :
none so far
thats it for now, goodbye.