hello! this is dedicated for the person who keeps using whats written here as "proof" that they are a nice person. firstly, being a good person isn't something that needs proof, it is something you show by your actions. i do not know if this person will ever read this, i actually hope you wont because that means you arent still using this rentry whenever you need proof of your kindness. but if you are reading this, that means you are still looking for that proof, in which case i would like to clarify a few things:

to start off, using this rentry as proof you are kind is dumb, and ill explain exactly why. the logic you are using is "someone told me i was nice less than a week after they met me. once they actually got to know me, they constantly admit i am a horrible person, but the fact that before they actually got to know me they said i was nice is enough proof i am nice." let me ask you, why do you give so much credibility to my old words? why is it that when i, who didn't know you well at the time, called you all these nice things and complimented you, ended up what defines or proves your personality, but not the other countless things i said when i actually got to know what kind of person you are?
now, just to show you why the logic youre using doesnt work, i will give you some things that you used to say about me which im sure you don't think are true anymore.



a bit of context to why i put this here: you claim your friend is the only kate ever. if what you used to say about me was still true, you couldnt say your friend was kate, but this just goes to show you how peoples opinions on others can change. obviously i never cared about doubles, i love interacting with them, and kate is just a low kin anyway (even barbie is higher). you, yourself, decided that i was the only kate ever, and that anyone else was fake; similarly to what you say about your friend now.

ironically, i have the perfect example to show you how dumb your logic is, because you did the exact same thing. i will not screenshot this as i assume youd want to delete it, but here is the lovemail you made for me around the same time i made yours - meaning less than a week after we met. in this lovemail you said "Yur beautiful inside and out, yur kind and caring and yu do what yu can to make others happy" and called me "kind and compassionate", which im sure are all things you dont agree with anymore. and thats okay; peoples opinions can change once they get to know someone better. but if i said i was the kindest person on earth who does no wrong, and used this lovemail you wrote as "proof", while ignoring all the times you called me bad things after we actually got to know each other, wouldnt you agree it would be stupid?

another thing you keep using as "proof" you are a good and self-sacrificing person was giving me /aiice. i really, really want to talk about this, because i find it INSANE.
to summerize: you giving me /aiice wasnt self sacrificing. you took it to spite me, and when you saw it doesnt spite me any more, you gave it.
now to explain my points:
\1) the very reason you claimed /aiice to even start with was to spite me. you knew i wanted it, not only because i've asked you if it had genuine content but also because it is quite literally my name. i won't dwell on the part of how you got /aiice because that isn't what youre using as "proof" to your kindness and sacrifice, but the fact that you gave it to me. still, i think this is important to be mentioned why you got the url in the first place.
\2) you admitted you didnt want the url so that isnt self sacrificing anyway, even if spite wasnt involved that would just be giving, not sacrificing anything. it would be equal to if i had claimed /hina (which id obviously have no use for because its not my name) and gave it to you. you didnt lose a url that was valuable to you, you simply gave a url that you ADMITTED you didnt care about.
\3) when you had it, you only kept it to spite me. you gave it because it didnt spite me anymore. when i said this (see image below) you realized that i genuinely DONT want the url anymore, you realized that im petty and can come to hate a url just because you own it. once the url, that you didnt want anyway, couldnt bring me any harm or spite anymore, you had no use for it. it is as if you stick a knife in someone to cause them pain, and once that area goes numb, you pull the knife out because you cant cause them pain with that anymore, so your sadistic self has no use to keep it. thats why when you gave it, i didnt know if i shouldve accepted it. the "bridge" person you used to give the url to me through gave me the url but i didn't take it right away, for this exact reason.

^the image i refered to on 3)
the fact is; you gave a url that you didnt want, to a person that didnt want it anymore. and to add onto all that, you only gave it because it didnt work for your spiting anymore. that is NOT self sacrificing. that is NOT proof for your kindness. and you know what? if giving a url is some sort of "proof" that you are a good person, lets talk about who gave you /emiliko or /kittykissy. hell, lets talk about who gave you /chuni /chunibyou and other urls on the very first day they met you. and it didnt end there, no, infact the very lovemail that was on this rentry contained all of the urls i had gifted you, but of course you entirely ignored that and only "used" the compliments i wrote to you. i gave you so so many urls at that time, including /eeping /prettier /unattractive /empooi /amoempooi /misspeak /selectivemute /colorin /toosweet and way more. and to top all of that, that is only what i gave to YOU. i have not only gifted countless of urls to my friends, but i also often gift urls to complete strangers. and yet; i dont think that makes me a good person. infact, i would never claim to be a good person. but by your logic, giving a single url (which we have previously cleared why that in itself wasnt at all an act of kindness) is apparently enough "proof" that youre a kind person. if that is your logic, what would that say about me, the person who you claim is so horrible?

to finish, i really do hope this all never gets read by you, because that would mean you moved on and are no longer using my old lovemail as your "proof" of your kindness. if you are reading this, i hope you understood how flawed your logic is.

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Pub: 07 Aug 2025 21:29 UTC

Edit: 30 Nov 2025 13:22 UTC

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