welcome to the deeper explanation of hitari! i'll break this into sections for you, as follows ;
- meet hitarikusa!
- timeline
- pre and post-death appearance
- pre and post death personality
- romantic relationships
- platonic relationships
introduce yourself!
meet "mai hitarikusa." (known simply as hitari, as she hates the name 'mai') born 19th of july, 1934, hitari is 22 years old. her death takes place on the 4th of august, 1956, where she is cleanly beheaded in front of her boarding school. hitari struggles with multiple disorders, including but not limited to, npd, psychosis, sociopathy, ocd, asd and multiple more severe paraphilias, as listed here. {hebephilia, pedophilia, emetophilia, necrophilia, vulnphilia, uranophilia, zoophilia, incestophilia, (more with parent / child and less with sibling / sibling), and a whole lot more.}
to keep herself busy, hitari takes interest in cats, rabbits, horror and mystery, sleeping sixteen hours, watercolour, planning with takaniki, smothering tentten, field walks, taxidermy of the animals that hitari sees as the most "worthy," or the "prettiest." - kaamu often joins in with this one. reading - but more often writing (with kaamu as well, they often write together.) walks in grassy areas to go scavenging for insects and any animals to use for projects. (when collecting insects, hitari keeps her girlfriends brother in mind, mushi, and will pick his favourite snacks for him to bring home with her.)
baking - pre death
scrapbooking - pre death
hitarikusas timeline
19th July 1934 : Mai Hitarikusa was born, and named 'Lirikusa-Himai' and called 'Liri' as a short, affectionate nickname. Expected female but an intersex baby to Yliomi Tarikusa and Li-Himai, who overall decided they wanted their baby to be born with male genitalia, and female presentation.
9th December 1937 (3y/o) : Mai Hitarikusa just learning to walk, Yliomi noticed some strange signs in her now toddler. She refused to look at people, as if blind. She did not acknowledge food sat in front of her, and seemed to enjoy spending much more time playing with the family cat, Ryou.
19th July 1939 (5th celebration.) : Mai Hitarikusa completely refused to engage in what was called her 'birthday.' A party was thrown, inviting all of her pre-school friends to a rented out concert hall. Food was prepared, and live music was organised. All kids invited showed up, bringing presents, cards and a warm presence, where as Mai Hitarikusa simply sat upstairs, alone. She refused to take part in dancing, in eating any of the food that had been payed for, and the girl never even opened the gifts she had recieved from her family and friends.
1st August 1939 (5y/o) : Mai Hitarikusa became distant from her family. When offered food, she would refuse. When offered affection, she would refuse. She would just kind of stand there, with that same blank expression on her face that she has to this day. It was around this time that Yliomi and Li-Himai starting seeing her as less of their child, and more of just a strange presense in their house - Naming her much more formally as Mai Hitarikusa.
1st September 1940 (6y/o) : Mai Hitarikusa was then handed over to St. Marias Boarding School For Religious Young Girls. She would then never see or hear from Yliomi Tarikusa and Li-Himai again.
see her experience there, or stay here and continue down the timeline to her death.
18th July 1950 (15y/o) : The eve of Mai Hitarikusas sixteenth birthday. She plans what she calls a 'free day' for her sixteenth celebration, and escapes the school in the night.
19 July 1950 (16th celebration.) : Mai Hitarikusa is captured and brought back to St Marias.
19th July 1955 (21st celebration.) : Mai Hitarikusa is released from holding chambers and put into an even worse 'holding chamber.'
4th August 1956 (22y/o) : Mai Hitarikusa is excecuted. extended story of her birthday, capture, and death.