sometimes i stare at myself and wonder how did i end up here you've recieved a letter! care to to open it?

oh! some confessions, how intriguing.

as of now, they seem to be towards her friends. lets take a look...

my (other) irl friends. how do you put up with me? genuine question, what has made you become bored if i am not near or i am away? friendship is complexing, if i do say so myself. i miss you dearly. life isn't getting any better, but i do hope everyone of your lives have smooth sailing, maybe one day we will all meet again.

my current irl friends. you all, on the other hand fucking suck. except for one of you. sorta. i dont want to hear your heavy venting 24/7. i dont want to hear about your problems. i don't want to hear your entire sob story. i can't help. i'm just as fucked up as you are. as apathetic as i may be, i'm not in the mental state to hear about it. you don't even listen to me when i even make a reference to a problem i'm struggling with. don't expect me to listen to yours.

my online friends. wow, i have never felt so welcomed and unwelcomed at the same time. there's some lovely moments i've had on that app, and i can thank you all for it, and then there's the times where people have called my works 'the most mentally unwell thing they've ever seen.' i guess when there's good, there's always bad. at least that's what i say. whenever i feel angry that my current friends fucking suck, your there. so i guess talking to you all is something i look forward to everyday.



the queen seems to be rather passionate about all these people, whether it be good or bad.

ah well, ignore her obscure ranting. do you want to return to her main rentry?

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Pub: 10 May 2024 03:07 UTC
Edit: 03 Jul 2024 12:24 UTC
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