march 19th 2026

hi i love my boyfie yuan somuch yah dis is all about my darling and my rants we jsur got together and yah I really love him :):)


my rentrymy baby

word count : 3,309 words currently at : no. 11

rant no. 1
19.3.2026

shhh yuan doesnt know that my first video in my secret private account SUPER SECRET AHHHHFHDHDHDGGD or diary entry was about me crashing out because i was overwhelmingly in love with yuan so much and i wanted 2 date him already he literally says things that make my heart flutter and warm so much he literally brightens my entire day just by a few messages and his presence ....... Yes🥺 babe if ur seeing dis yah... ( @qtsushi_0505 ) ilvleyou so much btw and I wanted to be together with you so bad :) i can literally just drop it right now mylove 💞 u can really see I was sodesperate for yo uu im somadly in love with you my handsome boyfie<3 im so happy I belong to you now because i can't believe posting my drawings and communjating day by day with somebody brought me here to dating them im sohappy2right now🥺 MY ADORABLE AND AMAZINGBABY<333 were bound to be together im so happy i get to call you as my boyfie, sweetheart,sdarling, baby, love, babe romantically now you're so loving and so caring to me i love it whenever u check up on me you put in all the care and the time to text me and that's what makes me love you more gradually day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute, and every second you're so special to me my love oh and the " this is hurting me " thing was that I was suffering being in love with yo so much your love is so contagious ilove yousomuch I CHERISH EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF US BTW💞💞💞:)))

rant no. 2
20.3.26

MY BABY IS SLEEPING RIGHT NOW IT'S LIKE 5:23 FOR ME BUT HE WAS AWAKE WHEN IT WAS 3AM FOR HIM HELP . I GOT HIM TO SKLEEP IM SO HAPPY MY BABY IS TAKING GOOD CARE OF HIMSELF bECAUSE OF ME AND FOR ME IM SO SO PROUD OF HIM FFOR LISTENING !! <33 I LOVE MY DARLING 5EVER pls keep taking care of yiurself bbaby iloveyou so somuch mysweetboy 🥹🥹 I JUSJT FOUNF out he has AN ENTIRE COLLECTION FOR ME HELLO . 400+ VIDEOS IM GONNA SSOB SO MUCH NY BBABY how THE FUCK DID YOU GET OS MUCH IM GIGLGIG YOU'RE SO LOVING AND SWEET AND SO KIND TO ME YOU'RE SO PRECIOUS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I LITERALLY HIT 100 LIKE TODAY SSOBS shhh... i can finally spend 2 months with my baby bcs yk.. summer break just started for me.. THANK GOODNESS I WANNA SPEND MORE AND MORE TIME WITH MY DARLING EVER ;;!! MY SWEET HANDSOME SWEETHEART by the way im getting new clothes for my aku plushie .. and that aku plushie is actually yuan my baby shhh... he lives inside dat aku plush.. Dats why I take good care of my aku Plush because it's my boyfie !!!!!!! 🥹I wanna kiss him sobbadly uugh my precious handsome boy i love love u💞💞💞

rant no. 3
20.3.26

SSTOP THERES SMTH WE FIND IN CCOMMON TOO AND ITS US BEING LAZY AND BBORED TOGETHER AND GIGGLES IT MAKES THINGS AWKWARD BUT HONESTLY I FFIND IT SO ADORABLE HHELP BECAUSE WAHT DO U MEAN WERE BOT H LIKE LAZY AND BORED RN TOGETHER ... SOBS shhhhhhhh babe if u ever get bored or lazy just know these are da THINGSIES I do when im bored :)

watch a horror movie, stalk somebody's reposts or page, draw.umbhm hmm, window shop likelike scroll through products cz yeah.. organize my bed ( i rarely do this:( help ), keep myself entertained with apps like color puzzle.. I love dat app.. AAnd maybe word hunt or puzzlep yk.. and make papercrafts likelike yah.. embroidery.. wat else uum :( hmm play games like roblox waaaaaah these are soo boring cry, collect and download images of akuatsu or just atsushi, play with my stupid animals AHHH baby u should really try scrolling through online products :) u never know u could find something u want hehe ok ? I like to gamble to.. like gachapon stuff.. or maybe liek.. zone out and think every possible event dat has happened in my life especially ones where im in dramas.. maybe style my hair tew..idk babe butbut yah..

Dats all I do whenever im bored Giggle i might update dis incase i missed something:) I GIGGLE pls da situation is so awkward it makes me feel warm inside because imagine dis in real lyf wit us together.... Imgiggle🥺🥺🥺OK I LOVEYOUSOMUCHHHHHHHH plz I hope these help u :(((((((( j dot want u 2 b boooreeeddddd pls play roblox wit me... by da way i wrote dis when I got out of da shower

rant no. 4
21.3.2026

mylove im gogign crazy somuch im envious of yiur ex I wannalove you more than he loved you before i justhooe imshowikg it right and making you feel seen iloveyou somuch mydarling i hope whatever ifuckig yelled and said nonsense lwas not embarrassing or 99% aibout me iloveyoy somich ohmyhpd my baby ihopeyor diong i gope we last for a year and more i loveyoysomuch i cdotbknow wh•ag else to utteutter than iloveyou im just fcuking broken in the head i loveyousomuch yeah you heard that right i fuckingloveyoy more than anytjijg i hope my absence and isolation didnt affect u so terribly mylove i love you im going crazy . I hope you sleep well my baby sweet dreams and sleep well in advance, goodnight my sweetheart

rant no. 5
25.3.2026

ive been dying 2 rant here brah.. now i finally ccan giggles.. i just wanted to rant about my boyfie and our relationship and some of his frienfbs...... whicu first of all yuan is mine and I love him so muchie and deeply with every beat and pump of my heart and such — everyday I think about him and constantly worry abt him.. im the most happiest ive ever been in the past few years !! >_< i have an awesome bf, ive been taking care of myself for him and myself, ive been feeling more livelier and better, the things ive been looking for and yearning to ever own have been given to me ! like a cutesy atsushi plush ive been eyeing on despite how costly it is ( it's worth it trust ^-^ ) !?!?!?!!! ive been more expressive than ever and lastly, my dream came true whereas im finally transferring schools to see my bff ever.. and all of this is just because ive met my beautiful, loving, and caring boy, he made my life better all because of him, he is a miracle and a blessing to me and im happy he stepped inside my life because i was deteriorating and i wasn't capable enough to do anything <33 💞 he made me believe love does exist again, because he is the definition of love to me and is absolutely special ! i have never, ever felt such unwavering love like this and i wish we can last till the very day we die, my baby ^3^ he is so honest and loving to me ! and whenever we fight, we always be as honest as we can and thats what makes me fall for him deeper and deeper, finding somebody like my yuan is like having a wish you wished upon a star happens — somebody like him is rare to find and im grateful and thankful for ever meeting him as my significant other ♡ now onto my baby's specific friend.. they've known each other longer than me and my boyfie and recently yuan just told me they have a partner all while posting stuff targeted 2 yuan and our relationship.? ?? and their effect on our relationship too.??? im ssorry but having a crush while having a beloved partner is normal unless you show more love and attention to your partner and not act upon it, like asking for their socials and hanging out with them more often, hell, even seriously reposting videos about how you want my baby so badly ? my boyfie doesn't even want you, he wants me and only me.. i may sound possessive but, what kind of a person tolerates absolute disrespect for me and my boyfies relationship? you cannot be dating unless you're educated and truly committed to your partner. if i were to crush on somebody and have a partner, i would do anything to lessen my crush and focus on my darlings love and attention . seriously.. please respect my boyfies decision and choice to be in a relationship just because you aren't the one dating him, thats literally so offensive and upsetting . he is all mine and im all his ^3^ 💞 btw me and mmy babe have matching rentries 😳😳😳😳 1 2 3 sshhhh im making one for me and him again :) sskkyuri

rant no. 6
28.3.26

it has been 9 days since ive been dating my beloved yuan !! giggles im so happy we've been together, this by far has been my most healthiest relationship ive been in out of every single relationship i had been in and im incredibly so thankful i get to date somebody as special and lovable as my sweet baby <3 ive never been this confident to show or express my love before and the last time i did, i fully went on to the wrong person and that was the person that hurt and traumatized me hmph which made me not be able to find love for around 9 months or more... but, luckily i found yuan all because i started posting my art ! what would i be doing if i didnt post my art ? i would feel and do terrible in life n barely have the motivation to take care of myself and don't do much art because most likely ill be doomscrolling and spending time on discord, but once i started communicating with yuan, my life changed and i have never, ever met somebody like yuan, he loved me and i loved him back through our days of still being friends with each other, it felt like a situationship and i was yearning a lot for yuan and once i finally brought up the courage to ask and confess to my baby in a server where i.. gamble... GIGGLES WE FINALLY BECAME BOUND AS ONE TOGETHER !! me and yuan btw I LOVE HIM SO MUCHIE AND HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS EXPERIENCING THE KIND OF LOVE I HAVE ALWAYS HOPED FOR ONLINE !!! ^_^ he cares about me, is honest about and to me, loves me unconditionally, unwaveringly, uncontrollably, and such.. he makes me feel so owned and claimed by him in the best way ! like, please.. be possessive towards me and talk crazily so much about me to others, youre truly the bestest and sweetest boyfriend ive ever had, i couldn't ask for more my darling 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ ՞𐦯 im committed to show you love more than anybody ever, youre mine, and im all yours, i wish we can cuddle, kiss, hold hands, nuzzle, confess silly things, worship each other personally, i want to feel my baby wrap his arms around me and claim me as his as we both drift off to sleep and cling to each other ^-^ i hope we fall more and more in love, i love you so much. having to process that i actually have a boyfriend like you makes me feel so emotional and i would sob — is crazy, giggles.. mmwah.. i wish we can cuddle.. eeeppiii nini... goodnight my honey , i love you so much ,thank you for changing myself, my life, my view of love, and everything

rant no. 7
29.3.26

bbaby.. i havent heard from you and i mmiss you so much.. its 2:13pm rn and i hhavent seen you online.. hhehe, im sure you're taking a really good eep giggles i gguess im often like dat too.. eepign a loot buuut aside from dat ive been waiting so patiently for you to be online ssobs my stomach and chest aches waiting for yyou and i try my bbest to contain myself to be patient and good 4 uuu... :( baby text me rn ! mwahwmwah WAIT OH MY GOD YOU JUST CAME ONLINE hyayayaYAYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 2:17pm HAYYAAYYYY JUST 4 MINUTES bbaby if youre seeing dis rn i hope you slept super duper well and comfortably ! i hope everything felt rightfully cold and amazing as you slept uwaaah by da way.. i got a notif from u last night and i couldnt sotp thinking abt it ! ^-^ hehe yyah i love it when u call me cute when you're as just as cuter as me my baby !!! youre so cute too mwahmwahmwah kisskiss my beloved boyfie i loveyouuu sooo muuuchhh! i have literally been nesting STOP yes nnestijg in bed thinking abt u and missing u ssoooo muuuchhh... im like an omega waiting for my alpha hmph. all day i WWAS missing youuu soo muchhieeee kiss kiss im so happy you woke up hehe ive been carrying this stewpid akutagawa plush with me because it reminded me of you super duper muuch and it felt like my baby was with me ^-^ ! i love youuuuuuuuu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rant no. 8
29.3.26

by dda way yesterday i sent u a shit ton of voice mails andand im sso happy you tolerated me and all ddat.. you listened to my voice mails hhehe and that is a lot for mme it makes me feel so noticed and i love how i can be stupid and a dumbass with you because usually i try to be less comical or idiotic around ppl but with you i can be who i am and express myself comfortably... you make me feel so special and i love and appreictae you so muchie for that my baby ! please dont stop being sweet and kind i love you so mmuch youre so sweet to me and i feel like im melting uuuuurrrhhh... you mmake me softened up all dda time i love it when you ppost about me and show me you love me im gonna diieeeee... i loovee loveee youuu !

rant no. 9
4.4.26

my sweet, sweet darling yuan !! ^3^ i love my boyfriend so much — i'll never, ever be ashamed or regretful to be bound and willing to love somebody like him ever ! he makes me so warm and full of happiness and pride whenever i think about him, the thought of somebody as loving, caring, and adoring like yuan makes me filled up with so much enlightenment and hope. He makes me take care of myself, even if he doesnt tell me to — i worry about my sweet baby a lot, i would risk anything for him unless im not stubborn or scared enough to do it.. i love him ! he brightens up the day just with his presence and words of affirmation, small or not, solely the bare minimum, i don't care ! he makes me so noticed and valued, and make life worth living !! i recently called yuan for da first time.. he is so comical, hilarious, and a big dummy — even if he didnt talk to me with his voice, he communicated with me through messages and that was enough !! ^3^ i trusted him enough to see the embarrassing stages of myself and such, i would never ever show somebody my old appearances and such... But, yuanny makes me so confident and makes me trust in him ! i love yuan !! he makes me giggle and even if im awkward, he doesn't care and loves me ^_^ i love my sweet, handsome, and stupid dummy yuan <3 he is such a twerp.. i have to look after him and make sure he is taking good care of himself, this dummy complained about wanting to eat spicy buldak ramen and then telling me he feels sick.. you blockhead, of course your empty tummy will ache because of the acid from the noodles you solely only ate... but, it's okay ! i love my sweetheart no matter what he is and how he acts towards me or anybody, i wanna hear my baby rant about anything, venting to me, and such — i wanna make him feel noticed, i wanna help my baby on his struggles and guide him too ! i wanna be the light in his life to guide him and help my lovely, beloved yuan get better ! he doesn't deserve to feel sick, sad, troubled, paranoid and having to handle it all alone.. i wanna be the person to provide him the reassurance, care, attention, and the love he deserves and needs ! i hope he is sleeping well.. my baby needs a great rest after today, he deserves everything ! i hope you're sleeping well, my beloved baby <3

rant no. 10
6.4.26

i love my boyfriend so much !! he cares and worries about me, recently an earthquake occurred and when i told him about it he told me that he wants to pull an all nighter for me because he is scared that i might die or an earthquake happens as i sleep.. he was telling me and sounded sincerely scared and that was enough to make me feel warm and cared for by him, im so happy to be with him and be his. he is so sweet to me and i love him so muchie !! nobody has ever considered wanting to pull an all nighter for me, not only for that but, just to ensure my safety that nothing happens, it really shows and displays how he loves me where he gets worried and tries to think of the safest and better solution just for me to not get hurt — which literally has to involve and interfere with his rest 🥹 it kinda makes me giggle that there's actually 3 people after yuan, im looking at you.. but, honestly — you're never gonna be with somebody as precious and loving as my boyfie, he is mine and he ants me too ^-^ !! we love each other mutually, he is willing to commit to literally alter himself and change the way he wants to behave so he doesn't disappoint me — but, no ! ^3^ i love my boyfriend and sweetheart the way he is, he doesn't need to change himself to be perfect for me — he is perfect the way he is and i adore and admire him for the way he is in my eyes !! my heart blooms in warmth whenever he initiates a conversation and his words of affirmation, he comforts me just through his compliments and the way he shows our love online. i hope the pain i have caused you before eases down and lessens, i feel terrible for making my baby upset and terrified, im sorry and i love you so much my sweet baby. may our relationship last longer than ever ꈍ◡ꈍ

rant no. 11
7.4.26

HELLO WHY ARE THERE LIKE 4 PEOPLE WHO WANT MY BOYFRIEND. one who seems envious and doesn't like me.. one who is 3 years older and toxic to yuan, one who is actively reposting videos about how sad and similar they are to ivan because they're watching the person " they loved " get together and be happy with somebody and is weird and also dating smbd.. and ONE who is seriously sending couple videos to my baby while they're aware yuan is taken.. im sorry but the last one pisses me off and it's so obvious they want my boyfie, hello.. name one almost personal thing yuan has told you and trusted you enough to tell you and why you believe yuan will reciprocate you and thing your feelings with my boyfie is mutual — NONE, because my boyfie barely knows you and i love him more than you obviously and whatever you're doing is definitely pissing my baby off — you guys aren't even that close what's wrong with you hmph he is perfect and out of your level and you dont deserve him he is all mine and not yours to suddenly seem territorial over and act like yannys lover.. gomen cs the concept of you dating my wonderful and spectacular, amazing sweetheart literally cannot get my name out of his vocabulary and he loves me more than he ever will love you ( he doesnt actually so umm.. ) ^3^ overall, i love my amazing and sweet darling ever ! he wouldn't love you ever like how he loves me, were destined to be and i believe that ! im grateful and thankful to be loved by him and spoiled !! >u< he is a boyfriend i can never ask for more, he deserves everything mmwaah i love you yuan !!

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