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꒰ but its rants about fraise ꒱
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꒰ entry O1 | O9.23.24 1O:12 PM. ꒱ ;
Heh.. honestly i dunno what to say. Fraise you mean everything to em..LIKE EVRYTHING!! I love you so much it makes me wanna die and cry and evryrhign,, i hate commitment and stuff but for you its worth it. I cant wait to see u for new years and finally get to kissu..UAGHHH i bever wanna lose u. I think abt u everyday and ur like myother half;( without you if eel so off.. and bored and overall shitty. But WHEN IM AROUND U i get so giddy and i smile sm ☹ u make me so insanely happy and i feel for u SOOO much. you're my first actual love .. you're not some obsession or anything like i actually love you so bad and i wanna marry you one day and be with you foreverrr and everrrrr ... I hope you never find anyone else or decide to leave me. I wanna be ur last everything ISGSHH.,, ive never had someone treat me like this before and honestly im glad you're the one to show me real and pure love. I love you so much fraise im going CRAZY!!;(.. even if we went too fast thats okay. bcs i understand & get along with u so well and if u wanted i'd give u the password to my disc & insta & WHATEVE RU WANT ☹☹ i trust u with ervrything and btw you're not ugly at all. honestly i swear on skibidi and aot that i think you're gorgeous !!! i loved our ft and how fun you are to be around..uaghh fraiseeee u make me feel all sorts of things.... DIES ON SPOT!! anyway im tired and i miss you so im gonna stol writign and reply to u GELP


꒰ entry O2 | O9.29.24 11:59 PM. ꒱ ;
Hi!!!! being around u is so FUN and amazing. every time i think abt u (which is like all the time) i just catch myself blushing, giglging, kicking my feet, and twileing my hair.. its like everyday i fall more and more in love with you and i seriously can't imagine a life without tou... you're my person & my other half. i wish i could kiss u and get my freak on.(jokeithink) you're so pretty like UAGHH i wanna kiss and lick u whenever we ft LIKE MAN!! i got so lucky you're the best gfbf ever:( you remind me of the rain! but the aftermath.. when its dark and blue outside and it smells AMAIZNG!!! you remind me of winter and the feeling of stepping on fresh untouched snow (yk when ur the first to step on it and leave marks?). i bet you like 5 bucks the second it snows i'll write ur name in a heart in the snow :flushed:. I hope my weirdness doesnt scare you away... i can be really weird in gcsGELP but i love you soo bad☹ literally i love you with my entire heart and soul & i love you for YOU ! truly i get so emotional bcs my love for you overwhelms me cus its judt so:((/pos but anyway i think you fell asleep... WITHOUT SAYING GN!</3 but its okay i hope you're sleeping well!! i love you so so so much sweetheart licks:3 (im gonna read this when im more awake and cringe i bet u 10 bucks. but i mean whay i say!!) I love you a whole whole bunch fraise... if you were to count every single little thing of sand & double it 10 times that would equal how mucj i lovr you. but like i said i love you more everyday heh. imagine when we're like a year into our rls...OK goodnight ILVOROYU


꒰ entry O3 | O9.30.24 7:57 PM. ꒱ ;
Fraise is the bestest person ever like truly. I thought ethan was someone i “loved” but i was completely wrong. Fraise is such a loving person and i havent had a single doubt about my love for him or his love for me😭 I’m gonna see him for new years irl and we’ll be able to finally hold each other heh.. I know hes good for me and that i’m good for him. I can’t imagine anyone else for me and he genuinely tries to get into the things i like & he genuinely listens to my rants and stfuff and it makes me sooo UAGH hes so perfect sobs.&/$/7 He’s the first person i genuinely wanna kiss and hold👽 I wanna be with him forever!11$&:8&/ spending everyday with him & talkikg is so nice and i have yet to get tired and i definitely never will. He makes me so happy and he reassures me without me even needing to ask ☹️ hes also the first person i ft without feeling so uncomfortable and hes just so fuckikg GORGEOUS!! hes so pretty and lickabke like gcuk😭😭iwanna lick him so farn bad. hes my first genuine love and i never wnana lose him like eve..r. Hes so sweet ☹️☹️☹️👽 being cheesy with him is sooofunsiesUAGH. everyday my love for him grows like 100x more fatter and bigger like i cant even think abt him without twirling my hair and getting major fat butterflies in my stomach sigh. I wanna give him my entire heart and soul and i want him to be my first & last everythings 😣 Fraise has no idea how much i genuinely love him like holy shit it’s genuinely so fuckikg overwhelming like i wanan cry and scream but in a good way.GELP i lvoe fraide sobsd i actually cant wait to see him for new years🐎🦈 im gonna kiss him and lick him and all of the above..heh.. he reminds me of rain & dark blue & for some reason he reminds me of fresh laundry. I ACTUALLY cant wait to hug and smell him NEW YSATS NEEDS TO COME FASTERfuck brainfart


꒰ entry O4 | O1.14.25 7:30 PM. ꒱ ;
HOLY CRAP! I havent written here in ages i kinda forgot since i tell fraise how much i love him to his face.. Gahj imgonna keep this short but guys hes literally my everythingg aHAVHH !1!!2 Anywyas i feel yapful and boyyy i've bever been happier yk?? Usually relationships for me are draining & they make me upset to the point where my mental health declines.. but fraise? GAHAH hes so perfect ive never been so loved and happier. :(( words can't explain how happy i am & i love talking to him HELOME i feel like we've changed quite a bit since we started dating.. its been 4 months:D!! i know its not long but i believe with every fiber of my being that one day when we reach a year we're gonna look back at these paragraphs and giggle & be happy cus we MADE IT! anyway hes no longer the rain & dark blue. to me hes the sun, hes everything to me. he brings me happiness even during times whrre it feels like being happy isnt possible..heh.. ^^ hes so pink & a pretty yellow shade. hes so fall & hes so forest like .. like a deer / bunny vibes. fraise i lovr you so much and i love you more than i did when i wrote my first paragraph for you on here. my lvoe for you grows everyday and ive said that to u a few times but holy shit i mean it!! you're love itself don't forget that. i am so freaking LUCKY to be able to say that you're mine! Im so lucky to call myself yours as well.. i knew the day we started actuslly talking that you'd be special to me. Ivantill is so us jts insane.. they mean sm to me cus of tjay one day where we played alnst rblx rp & laughed tg. U MEAN SM TO ME!! ivantill us resl anywya brainfsrt i'll be back soon :evilface:

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