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⠀2:56am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 1⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀sep 22, 2025⠀monday
even though its 2 in the morning. i was gonna start writing at 12. i just got carried away with deco ... 😅 anyways YESTERDAY WAS SO FUN DUDE. i went to my cousins and usually it isnt fun because its SSOOOOO awkward talking with my cousin.. and to make it worse the cousin i dont like came aswel.. anyways! it was my nanas birthday and a few of us were there plus my uncles and aunts but my little cousins wernt there for ??? some reason.. ANWYAYS me and my sister and little brother were on the couch chilling and TELL ME WHY. THIS TALL SLIMY GINGER WALKS IN. mind you we are a MEXICAN FAMILY. and every there is basically tanned. AND THIS DUDE IS GINGER AND TALL. AND HE WALKS IN AND KISSES MY AUNT. ??!?!??!?!?!?! WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT HAPPEND TO THE OTHER GUY MY AUNT HAD 2 KIDS WITH??!?!?! AND THE OTHER MY AUNT HAD ONE KID WITH. I WAS SO CONFUSED?? AND THOUGHT THEY ONLY LIKE HIM BECAUSE HE BROUGH 8 PACKS OF BEER TO THE PARTY (which was only like 13 of us there..) IT WAS SO FRIGGIN CRAZY. AND THEN THEY WERE TEACHING HIM SPANISH AND STUFR AND HIS RINGTONE WENT OFF AND IT WAS CONTRY MUSIC AND THEY ALL LOOKED AROUND AND ONE OF MY UNCLES WENT "it sounds cowboy, it must be him" BOYYY!!!!!!!!!!1 IT WAS SOSOSOSO FUN DUDE. WHEN THEY ALL GOT DRUNK HE WAS SOOO LOUD. AND COMPLIMENTED MY SISTERS SHIRT WTF. AND HIS LITLLE SIDE BOYFRIEND WENT ALONG WITH THE NODS AND "hell yeah, what he said" BOYYY????? WELCOME TO THE FAMILY? it was so cool man. he was the only reason i had fun there despite not even talking to him... thanks ginger fella

⠀11:04am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 2⠀⠀⠀⠀sep 22, 2025⠀monday
i hate waking up for online school. it SUCKS praying my mom gives me mercy and lets me sleep in this time. UPDATE its 2pm now and i wake uo.. i suppose she let me sleep in for even just a little.,, yawns either way i do feel much better

⠀5:08am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 3⠀⠀⠀⠀sep 24, 2025⠀Wednesday
today is the huzzs birthday oh my gohs. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON!! URHRGRJRHHJ I LOVE YOU SOSOSOOSO MUUCHHHHH MWAHMWHHH!!! hes so cute i love jon. didjah know hes getting a MEOWL. birthday cake. yes be jealpus of him. its ok thoguh ill share my slice with you!!, jon is soosos amaazinnggg man i love hims sososos much. i made him 2 birthday edits....gulps i would make more if it wasnt 5am...</3 goshhhh guusssssyyysss hes so aweeesssooommeee i want him to waek up already criieses.es,.,., i need to spend more time with him aswell... also i dont think ill be able to wake up in time enough DIES . JON IF UR SEEING THIS I LOVE UU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im so sleepyyyyyyyyyyeeeee hes gonna have an amazing birthday i know it

⠀1:36am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 4⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀sep 26, 2025⠀friday
how do you tell someone ou like them br... 😅 like ive seriously NEVER confessed to anyone before but lie,,,.,.k yikes man!! this kinda sucks! im actually NEVER gonna confess id rtaher die lonely then confess so uhm,.,.,. yewh!! i have nothing cool to talk about so sweats... i really hope i get lucky and bro becomes mine lowk?? #prayformemy21viewers

⠀1:19am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 5⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀oct 15, 2025⠀wednesday
i dont have much to write aboit honeslt.y.y. BUT!!! that ginger guys name i ound out was ryan!, and hes my tias bf and like hes SO COOL. he kept eyeing my beatles shirt so i think he knows them,,,,, BUT HES SO CHILLL!!!!! hes like the best every low-key... hhahjshja also i got bangs and i think i look better with them, I TOOK 3 PHOTOS OF MYSELF IN ONE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats a high score. but they are annoying to keep looking okay.. so that sucls... also i dont think ill be able to be paul mccartney for hallowee n... sighs, YKW. FINE!! IM NOT UPSET. FINE!! WHATEVER.

⠀5:09am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 6⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀oct 19, 2025⠀sunday
br.... im kidna sleepy but im like survivng on hi-chew right now ISTSS SOSOSOSO OGOOOODD,,, but naywas.. the ponytown grind never stops. christmas here comes papa... (ALSO THANK YOU TO THE HUZZ FOR HELPING ME !!! )

⠀3:01am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 7⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀oct 23, 2025⠀Thursday
ive been so overstimulated lately bro.. like it randomly shows up,,rciiekss and ive been feeling like i cant breathe alot more now, and my headaches are hettign worser too.. i hsteeveytyhhin

⠀6:13am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 7⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀oct 23, 2025⠀Thursday
this is like private info ikik.....but like my grandma keeps falling and like its mostly when we are asleep, and just a few mintues ago she fell when trying to go to the bathroom when i told her to go sit down until my dad gets out but it was toolate and she fell and i guess she hit her back and stuff?? and its only me awake and my dad didnt even help so i struggles to help her to the bathroom and back..it was so hard too dude because im WEAK. and lkek wtv and her room is so dirty too like siighhhss when can i catch a break man anyways shh done tell anyone

⠀5:57pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 8⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀oct 28, 2025⠀Tuesday
its almost halloween!!!ayahna......whate,e,r,r, it doesnt seem that exciting anymore ,, probably because i can never be what i want to be .. "well you should be grateful!!" i am grateful its just almost all costumes are always gone from stores when we get our costumes and we always end up looking like 10 year olds. and we always get costumes ON halloween,, its so exhausting trying to find something that will fit too... we might not even go becaus we have no vehicle and my dads a bitch so.,, either way i hope everyome stays safe and everyone has fun 🥹

⠀1:41am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 9⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 5, 2025⠀Wednesday
AHHHH YAYYAYAYA ITS MY BRITDHAY!! IMS SO EXICTTETD I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS MWHAMWHA IM SO HAPPYY YAYAYAY M SO EIXTCETD momocme home. update i think the whole day im just gonna smile and nod and not talk so i dont start bawling my eyes out,, why is it always me bro, i can never have a day that makes me feel like im special ,, not even for an hour 😓 i dont even want to be here anymore

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Pub: 20 Sep 2025 04:56 UTC

Edit: 05 Nov 2025 18:07 UTC

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