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⠀2:56am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 1⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀sep 22, 2025⠀monday
even though its 2 in the morning. i was gonna start writing at 12. i just got carried away with deco ... 😅 anyways YESTERDAY WAS SO FUN DUDE. i went to my cousins and usually it isnt fun because its SSOOOOO awkward talking with my cousin.. and to make it worse the cousin i dont like came aswel.. anyways! it was my nanas birthday and a few of us were there plus my uncles and aunts but my little cousins wernt there for ??? some reason.. ANWYAYS me and my sister and little brother were on the couch chilling and TELL ME WHY. THIS TALL SLIMY GINGER WALKS IN. mind you we are a MEXICAN FAMILY. and every there is basically tanned. AND THIS DUDE IS GINGER AND TALL. AND HE WALKS IN AND KISSES MY AUNT. ??!?!??!?!?!?! WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT HAPPEND TO THE OTHER GUY MY AUNT HAD 2 KIDS WITH??!?!?! AND THE OTHER MY AUNT HAD ONE KID WITH. I WAS SO CONFUSED?? AND THOUGHT THEY ONLY LIKE HIM BECAUSE HE BROUGH 8 PACKS OF BEER TO THE PARTY (which was only like 13 of us there..) IT WAS SO FRIGGIN CRAZY. AND THEN THEY WERE TEACHING HIM SPANISH AND STUFR AND HIS RINGTONE WENT OFF AND IT WAS CONTRY MUSIC AND THEY ALL LOOKED AROUND AND ONE OF MY UNCLES WENT "it sounds cowboy, it must be him" BOYYY!!!!!!!!!!1 IT WAS SOSOSOSO FUN DUDE. WHEN THEY ALL GOT DRUNK HE WAS SOOO LOUD. AND COMPLIMENTED MY SISTERS SHIRT WTF. AND HIS LITLLE SIDE BOYFRIEND WENT ALONG WITH THE NODS AND "hell yeah, what he said" BOYYY????? WELCOME TO THE FAMILY? it was so cool man. he was the only reason i had fun there despite not even talking to him... thanks ginger fella
⠀11:04am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 2⠀⠀⠀⠀sep 22, 2025⠀monday
i hate waking up for online school. it SUCKS praying my mom gives me mercy and lets me sleep in this time. UPDATE its 2pm now and i wake uo.. i suppose she let me sleep in for even just a little.,, yawns either way i do feel much better
⠀5:08am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 3⠀⠀⠀⠀sep 24, 2025⠀Wednesday
today is the huzzs birthday oh my gohs. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON!! URHRGRJRHHJ I LOVE YOU SOSOSOOSO MUUCHHHHH MWAHMWHHH!!! hes so cute i love jon. didjah know hes getting a MEOWL. birthday cake. yes be jealpus of him. its ok thoguh ill share my slice with you!!, jon is soosos amaazinnggg man i love hims sososos much. i made him 2 birthday edits....gulps i would make more if it wasnt 5am...</3 goshhhh guusssssyyysss hes so aweeesssooommeee i want him to waek up already criieses.es,.,., i need to spend more time with him aswell... also i dont think ill be able to wake up in time enough DIES . JON IF UR SEEING THIS I LOVE UU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im so sleepyyyyyyyyyyeeeee hes gonna have an amazing birthday i know it
⠀1:36am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 4⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀sep 26, 2025⠀friday
how do you tell someone ou like them br... 😅 like ive seriously NEVER confessed to anyone before but lie,,,.,.k yikes man!! this kinda sucks! im actually NEVER gonna confess id rtaher die lonely then confess so uhm,.,.,. yewh!! i have nothing cool to talk about so sweats... i really hope i get lucky and bro becomes mine lowk?? #prayformemy21viewers
⠀1:19am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 5⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀oct 15, 2025⠀wednesday
i dont have much to write aboit honeslt.y.y. BUT!!! that ginger guys name i ound out was ryan!, and hes my tias bf and like hes SO COOL. he kept eyeing my beatles shirt so i think he knows them,,,,, BUT HES SO CHILLL!!!!! hes like the best every low-key... hhahjshja also i got bangs and i think i look better with them, I TOOK 3 PHOTOS OF MYSELF IN ONE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats a high score. but they are annoying to keep looking okay.. so that sucls... also i dont think ill be able to be paul mccartney for hallowee n... sighs, YKW. FINE!! IM NOT UPSET. FINE!! WHATEVER.
⠀5:09am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 6⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀oct 19, 2025⠀sunday
br.... im kidna sleepy but im like survivng on hi-chew right now ISTSS SOSOSOSO OGOOOODD,,, but naywas.. the ponytown grind never stops. christmas here comes papa... (ALSO THANK YOU TO THE HUZZ FOR HELPING ME !!! )
⠀3:01am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 7⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀oct 23, 2025⠀Thursday
ive been so overstimulated lately bro.. like it randomly shows up,,rciiekss and ive been feeling like i cant breathe alot more now, and my headaches are hettign worser too.. i hsteeveytyhhin
⠀6:13am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 7⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀oct 23, 2025⠀Thursday
this is like private info ikik.....but like my grandma keeps falling and like its mostly when we are asleep, and just a few mintues ago she fell when trying to go to the bathroom when i told her to go sit down until my dad gets out but it was toolate and she fell and i guess she hit her back and stuff?? and its only me awake and my dad didnt even help so i struggles to help her to the bathroom and back..it was so hard too dude because im WEAK. and lkek wtv and her room is so dirty too like siighhhss when can i catch a break man anyways shh done tell anyone
⠀5:57pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 8⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀oct 28, 2025⠀Tuesday
its almost halloween!!!ayahna......whate,e,r,r, it doesnt seem that exciting anymore ,, probably because i can never be what i want to be .. "well you should be grateful!!" i am grateful its just almost all costumes are always gone from stores when we get our costumes and we always end up looking like 10 year olds. and we always get costumes ON halloween,, its so exhausting trying to find something that will fit too... we might not even go becaus we have no vehicle and my dads a bitch so.,, either way i hope everyome stays safe and everyone has fun 🥹
⠀1:41am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀O 9⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 5, 2025⠀Wednesday
AHHHH YAYYAYAYA ITS MY BRITDHAY!! IMS SO EXICTTETD I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS MWHAMWHA IM SO HAPPYY YAYAYAY M SO EIXTCETD momocme home. update i think the whole day im just gonna smile and nod and not talk so i dont start bawling my eyes out,, why is it always me bro, i can never have a day that makes me feel like im special ,, not even for an hour 😓 i dont even want to be here anymore
⠀1:09am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 0⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 7, 2025⠀Friday
happy almost one year of my brainfog that has given me many panic attacks!! woo!! happy almost one year to me getting an inhaler that never makes my lungs open up!! woo!!! i keep forgetting important things how cooked am i on a scale of 1-10 😳
⠀12:55am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 1⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 20, 2025⠀Thursday
diary rebirth YAYYA!!! my compu6er is at 6...gulps ok anywas,, im playing ponytown with jon rgihgt now despite needing to sleeo,,, BUT IM SOOO HAPPY i havent had this much fun in a while!! i love him so much siighhs... hes literally the sweetsted AND HE SEEMED KINDA HAPPYTODAY SO THATS GOOD!! i missed his caps 🥹 ♡ ,, also my tia is coming to town to see his and we havent seen her IN SOOOO LONG 6+ YEARS!! also i got a megdeth shirt and that is awesome so on a special day illl wear that and my new jeans!!! yyaayyy!
⠀1:51pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 2⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 20, 2025⠀Thursday
OOMFS. IF UR SEEINGS THIS. MY PHONE STOPPED WORKING AND I CANT TEXT YOU GUYS BACK. IM IN TEARS
⠀11:40am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 3⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 22, 2025⠀Saturday
MY TIA IS COMING. IN LIKE AN HOUR. IWTH ONE OF MY COUSINS I ALSO HAVENT SEEN IN SO LONG. IM SO NERVOUS WHAT THE HELLL.
11:38 AM[h] whispers: and my mom got her baby maker removed
⠀1:00am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 4⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 23, 2025⠀Sunday
THAT WAS FUNNN i lab my tia and cousin and tiomYYYYAYAYY
⠀3:43am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 5⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 25, 2025⠀Tuesday
no thanksgiving break for us online schoolerd... who thought this was funny. sigghhss im so burnt out. i miss talking to my friends ond sicord and stuff,, life geniunely sucks so hard and im tired of telling people things will get better because im not even in the right state of mind or place, school is so exhausting nd ive learned NOTHING. i miss talking to my oomfs so bad dude. i love you oomfs. yout oo val. you said you hated me on scracth TELL ME WHAT I DID!! :/// but ik you still lab me its okay.. ALSO IS AW UR DIARY ill litearlly get you chciken alfredoin a one serving okay. BEACUSE U DESEREVE IT OOMF!! MWA MWA!! ILY!!!/P ,,, hmmmm im so tired and i cant sleep early because when ever i do i always wake up in the middle of the nightbecayse my brain is so used to staying up... guys i miss goign to actual school.. geniunely im only still friends from ONE person froms chool and we dont even text anymore.. i ACTUALLY. only have online friends and i appreciate all of them but damn. i dont socialize or go anywhere and its lonely staying in the house yk,, nad i cant blame anyone because we are strugglign a bit rn and all i can do is appreciate what i have but its hard when all you have is nothing,, idk man my brain feels funny and i feel so sad but im on my periodmtoo so whatevr... goodnight chat and take care of yourselves ok... cause papa loves you mwa!
⠀4:28am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 6⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 26, 2025⠀Wednesday
i just woke up and im watching the fuckass bee moving because how INSANE MY YEARNING IS RIGHT NOW. LIKE BRRRUURURUROOOOHHHHHHHHH
LIKE WHAT DO I DOOOO SOMEONE SAVE MEEE. i say as i run my hand down the screen:// i miss her so bad bro LIEK COME BACK!!!!!!! COME BACK!!!! COME BBAACKKK!!!!!!!! sighs she probably dont even read my diary but WIATWIATW let me get. this. STARIGTHT IM OKAY WITH WHERE I AM OK. GUSY but GGGOOSHHHH THE MEMORIIEES WTTTFFFFF!!!!!!!!! RIPPING MY FACE OFFFFF!!!!!!! MY HEART I CANT TAKE THIISSS!!!!!! okay im dude ioh my gohs stop stop stop stop it zigshsh...... i miss her.... papa...itll be over soon.. i say as im sent back to war...:///// becayse how do i say anything else without mking it obvious. oomf-chan,.. if ur reading this....and you know...let me know okay papa..?
wait i need to make seocnd page quick update: IM NOT EVEN JOKIG RIGH NOW. A SMALL CHUNK OF MY TOOTH JUST CAME OUT FROM WHERE THE DENTIST REPLACED OR MTH. DUDE. ITS SO BAD IM ACTUALLY SHAKING. WHAT DO I DO EVEN MORE NOW BRO HELLO?? MY MOM HAS WORK EARLY IN THE MORNIGN TODAY HELLO. DUDE ITS ALMSOT THANKSGIVING. BRO IM PANICKING. ITS MY BIG TOOTH TOO. WATER I DO. update brrooo.... my toof..:// mom shrugged itn off and ssaid she will schdule me an appointment LIKE NOONONONOONOONOOO
⠀9:22pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 7⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 26, 2025⠀Wednesday
DUDE I LLAABBB THINKING OF MUTUALS WHEN I HEAR SONGS THEY LISTEN TO ALOT. any gnr song? my sister. CARELESS WHISPER?? im done for. STRAYKIDS???? DUUUDDEE!!!! TYLER THE CREATOR? ENOUGH GET OUT OF MY SKKIIINN!! sighs,,, anyways i am watching the new strranger things episdoe with sister and it is freaking PPEAAKK. MY HAIR IS SO NAPPY THOUGH IM GONI GTO CRASH OUT. friday my sister is taking us to her apartment so hopefullu she keeps her promise amirite ..
⠀3:12pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 8⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 27, 2025⠀Thursday
happy thanksgiving guys i thank everyone who has ever crossed my path, thank you to everyone whos still with me and whos not will me, i love all you guys and i couldnt be happier withbetter friends<3
⠀1:43am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1 9⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 28, 2025⠀Friday
i feel sosick and guilty, what do i do i dont know what to do,, nothing im doing is for the best, im just wiping someones hope away,, im so upset my mom didint even come home ,, no thanksgiving , no food , nothing im so hungry but i feel so sick . everything is my fault
⠀9:44pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2 0⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 28, 2025⠀Friday
i have no motivation to talk to people so sorry oomfs... my sister isnt pickingus up for sure so im a bit upset
⠀4:14am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2 1⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 29, 2025⠀Saturday
Jn used to run his hand down his iPad at a picture of garcellowuat im actiially sleep akkkkqq
⠀3:13am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2 2⠀⠀⠀⠀nov 30, 2025⠀Sunday
its raining very hardl y i scared
⠀9:23pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2 3⠀⠀⠀⠀dec 1, 2025⠀Monday
VAL. ITS ME TEDDY BELIEVE IT OR NOT. OKAY SO DUDE MY PS4 ISNT LETTING LOG INTO GENSHIN. I CANT PULL FOR DURIN BRO. PLS. IF YOU REMEMBER MY INFO. BLESS ME AND GIVE ME A CHRITSMAS MIRECALE!!!! IDK IF ULL SEE THIS BUT PLS IF SO!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS LIEARLLY ONLY 1. OR 2. I BEG!!!!!!!! also whenever someone mentipns me i pull this emoji
I DO IT ALL THE TIME.
⠀3:40am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2 4⠀⠀⠀⠀dec 3, 2025⠀Wednesday
DONT listen to sad music while your having a hard time , i almsot just BAWLED my eyes out #lockedin #stopfuckingmessingwithmejeffbuckley
⠀11:30pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2 5⠀⠀⠀⠀dec 4, 2025⠀Thursday
siighhh oomf is at disnety ladn and i miss her crieieiess come backk...://
4:04am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2 6⠀⠀⠀⠀dec 6, 2025⠀Saturday
hyperfixation maybe more serious then i thought.
11:14pm⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2 7⠀⠀⠀⠀dec 7, 2025⠀Sunday
THEY KILLED OF RICH BRO. IM GONNA CRYY IT WA SHORRIBLE. I FREAKING HATE WELOCME TO DERRY. WTF WAS THAT I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE "how was episdoe 7?" dont even joke lad.
7:27am⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2 8⠀⠀⠀⠀dec 16, 2025⠀Tuesday
im the tyoe to grief over a fictional characters death you gitta catch me ://
