۶ৎ𓈒 fraise's journal !
꒰ aka rants about kade ꒱
hi baby i love youuu ^^
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꒰ entry 001 09.22.24 recorded 11:13pm ꒱ ;
11:11 has passed and i've wished on the time for the first time-which is a little embarassing to admit because its a bit childish .., having said that, i'm not exactly sure how to 'wish' properly or 'pray' for something but i'd like to stay with kade forever. if my little time wish doesnt listen since ithoughtitquicklybecauseididntwannarunoutoftime then the very few people viewing this rentry can read it instead (hopefully my wish still works. i just cant keep my mouth shut. manifest for meguys!) but i hope that kade never falls ill or finds someone else, i want him to enjoy life to the fullest and see all of the beauties in the world, including himself. i want it to be him. im so grateful to have him, and it baffles me how he could ever think negatively of himself. maybe we moved a little fast but i needed him and im glad i have him now. kade is like waking up those spring mornings to the sun shining through the windows and the fresh smell of whatever cleaning product your parents use (hehe), this is a specific memory, but i enjoy the feeling. he's like summer, but only when the cool wind blows, when its all nice and sunny— but it feels nice as well. not too overwhelming. overwhelming only in the way the suns heat washes over you, but you're finally having a break you know you needed. i find myself enjoying summer and spring now despite me disliking them before. sometimes ive woken up and seriously thought he was a dream..as dumb as it is he seriously is too good to be true! but im so very lucky to have him. i doubt my wording will make sense to anyone but i needed to rant somewhere,, i love my boyfriend <3 and id love to continue but im super sleepy and he'll be like wao!!! if i don't sleep...i hope he's sleeping well too!!!! i want him 4evrr ^^ hi if ur reading this i love you so bad
꒰ entry 002 09.23.24 recorded 1:24pm ꒱ ;
kades at school and i have no service due to being on a cruise 。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。 i reaaalllyy miss him guys!!!!! imsooo exhausted rn but i wanna talk to him seewwww bad 😭😭😭💔😭💔😭💔😭 he makes me feel better SOBS I MISS HIM GUYS!!!!! i hope we're able to talk as much as we do even while im on this little trip .... i miss him somuch already :( sighs.. kade imy😭😭 i cant even listen to. music ONG AAGHHHH I HATETWTWTWB HAVINN NO SERVICE GUYS kadekadekadekade... i misshim 🗽 i cant wait to take pictures for him ohemge jumps up and down ITLL BE SOOOFUN!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYA i wishhe was here with me.....i wanna kiss him😳 boarding this was lowkey traumatic so kade would probably hateitbbut i wanna take him somewhere nice and pretty like this!!! i wana take him to see hippos.... is it legal to own a hippo???? i cant look that up rn but one day we'll get one Heh.... ARE THEY ENDANGERED i hope not kadeowildhesosad..... sigh i cant wait to seehim.... new years gonna be so litty guys OMG 2025 WTF thats so weird hello????? i hopebi can see kade a lot during thatyear..: and so on.... i love kade guyz:( i want tomarryhim.:.im gonna buy little gifts to givehim probablt HHEHEHE im so excited to see him EXPLDOES i loevehimmm😭😭😭😭 i want to kisshim soooo bad....:.. hessoooo cute omg i rewlly miss him hopefully they get the internet thing soon Bleh i foreal miss my bf guys Wgat if i die.... everythinf reminds me of hiiiimmmm (^ω^) I LOVEHIM DIEIIIIESSSS DUES DIES DIES ok theyre gljng downstairs now for internet so ill end this entry soon sincd i wanna talk to kade ASAAAPPPPP!!!!! Guys i mids him... ☹️☹️😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i wan t him ... guays i lorvevve kade hes actually the best.... i need to expand my vocabulary for him😳 MOOOHES TEXTING ME AND I DONT HAVE THE INTERNET TO RELY IMSOOOOOSORYRYYRHEBB CRIEIISSIW Imissbhim.
꒰ entry 003 09.29.24 recorded 10:55am ꒱ ;writing this while kade sleeps because i miss himm... IM FINALLY OFF OF THAT CRUISE!!!! imso glad because i missed kade sooo much... icantwait to spend more time with him :3 sigh guys i cant waiy to see him imso sad I NEED TO SEE HIM NEOOWW!!!!!!i miss him bad guys... but its ok trust.. iget to voice over his makeup today Heh... SUPER EXCITED cleaning and listening to my playlist about him while i wait cus i lava him and the workd is boring while hesgone..IWAS SO SLEEPY LAST NIGHT i dont remember saying goodnight but apparently i did so thatsgood... gauys i mis him... i love yew kade smiley face kissy face Isana kiss u..
꒰ entry 004 09.30.24 7:10pm ꒱ ;guys im gonna die??? idk im super joyous right now but i miss kade.... we are talking but i miss him i sweargewas like my past life lover or smth he is mt SOULMATE!!!' i want himsobad. i lovehim.. im so luckyto have him he makes me so happy im going through all the stages of grief right now i wannasee him so bad whatthe fRreak?????? goodness gracious please pray i get to see himI NEEDTO GET MY HANDS ON GIM..... imsooo glad he came into my life when. i neededhim cus im smamsmms haopier nowbi want him so bad imnso sad i wanna see him ghysxx hesso pretty im getting violent. whoever blessed me w kade THANK YOU👏👏👏hes actually the best i Aant bim 😭 i really reallyreallt love kade iwant my entiiireeelife to be w him!!!!until i DIE! i needhjm. so bad ....hes acrhally perfect wtf!?2!2?2)!3? im so so so happy guys i love him so bad imcrying sonhard GUHHGH I CANT WAIT FOR NEW YEARS OHMY GOD????? I want to kisshim sobad. like so so bad.im so lukcy... ineed new years right now!!!!!!!sm1 let me move tohis area bro im gonna die i want him so badly. I DESIRE HIM!!!!!SOOOO BAD I WANT HIM GUYS
꒰ entry 005 10.10.24 ꒱ ;
HI GUYS IM RANTING ABOUT KADE AGAIN CUS ITS BEENAWHILE!!!!! things have been so good ever since kade came into my life i swear i be thanking him like ppl thank beyonce 。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。 LMFAOAOO BUT IM SERIOUS!!!!!!! ive been soo much better and have motivation to do things now!! :D im so grateful to have him hes my little lucky charm heh (о´∀`о) BUT WAAA I LOVEHIMSO MUC..... i cant wait to see himm....。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。 i misshim!! i must draw now buti lov u kade eats you
꒰ entry 006 11.2.24 ꒱ ;
HI! its been quite a while and i have to rush and SAVE MY WORDS FOR OUR UPCOMING ANNIVERSARY!!!! TWO MONTHS WHO CHEERREDDD?!1?1?1?1?1?1?? weve been doing so well!!! omg imaososo excited I NEED TO START GETTING TO WORK!!!!!!im doing school rn but ueuuwueeu i lovekade guys... S IM SI EXCITED WWAAHGG ilove him sm its so extremely OVERWHELMING!!!!!! but in a good way!!!! im soosso proud of us and especially kade for doing so good for me :;(∩´﹏`∩);: SOB hes so great guys what if i die. +¥_£*.OKAY IM HAVIGNNTO DDN IT HEREBEACYSE I RLY BEED TO FINISH SCHOOL AND IM SAVIJG MY WORDS HI KADE I LOVE YOU BABYY