DNF IF BELOW 16 , I AM 18 !!!!! PREF 17+
^ anyone can request !!!! i am kinda picky on who i let in tho due to the topics i talk about! just please read thru everything first ^_^
id heavily prefer two time + lobber self shippers / kins dni as i see myself heavily in them both + it makes me uncomfortable
^ please also dont follow request if you post uncensored blood/sh, idm censored but im extremely squeamish @_@
avery/elliot , it/any , ask for main acc , otherkin/alterhuman
autism, anxiety , bpd ; possible adhd + ocd
i have delusions as well and struggle with derealization / depersonalization . im not sure what causes this but i struggle very badly with it all ^_^""
im weird af and say Bless / blessed a lot im not religious i think but i say it Very frequently Sorry
i am very pro recovery. i am currently working on it, although im still struggling a lot. i do not encourage nor endorse anything i post about regarding negative things
i am much !!!! more unfiltered here than basically anywhere else ! plz dont let it ruin ur perception of me , almost anything negative i say/do isnt personal/reflective of my real thoughts 😓 i often live tweet my breakdowns and my perception is insanely warped and i can say things i know i dont actually mean but need a place to get out
the account is decently vent heavy, but i also will sometimes talk about my interests & use the account as a diary of sorts! there will never be blatant nsfw & very rarely suggestive related posts, but i may post about topics that arent necessarily normal (ex. cannibalism is something not uncommon i might talk about) so follow at your own discretion
i also will use this account to yap about headcanons & things similar
typically my vents will include things relating to sh, my ed, & my relationships. this includes my weight, so if any of this may be triggering please feel free to mute words and/or me when/if necessary. like i said i often will "live tweet" my breakdowns, so i understand if you mute me temporarily or not because of this
any vents relating to people are almost always Highly (not on purpose) overly exaggerated and stuff i would Never say to the people im speaking about, which is why i vent here, so i dont say things i know i dont mean
if you know anyone i speak about here, DONT TELL THEM!!!!! ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ ILL KILL MYSELF IN FRONT OF U AND I WILL CHANGE THE TRAJECTORY OF UR LIFE BRO please do not let it tarnish your view of them either, as i am prone to accidentally making things seem in my favor, especially while i am not mentally stable
a decent amount of my vents are "vauge" and not naming specific people, if you ever worry something is about You please feel free to ask, but i likely will not vent about people i have on my priv, as it feels rude and i have a dpriv i can use if needed
less common topics are reality and i will sometimes speak on my unwanted/intrusive thoughts & nightmares, which often includes sa
i almost never tag things for vents, so please be warned. i will Always tag anything irl though, which only will really be sh or pictures of my body (usually in a tank top and stuff). i do not endorse shedtwt, and i usually post these things so i can look back on them and/or i can feel less alone with my struggles
ANY/ALL comments and likes are very appreciated, but do refrain from blatantly one upping me on vents, or generally being inconsiderate or downplaying my emotions. advice is iffy unless specifically asked for, but comfort is always welcome and very appreciated, especially if asked for
if you sb/hb i will want to know why as i have extremely bad paranoia/anxiety. literally any reason is preferable to unknown, even if you flat out say you hate me
i may sb you, it is almost never anything personal and youre free to request again, though no guarantee ill let you in
have a blessed day 🤍🌷 ꥟