heaven or shya ! sapphillean faesari
mascfem terms, he/hymn pronouns
nonhuman boyfailure, astro introject
loving kuni since november of 2024!
byint ,⠀⠀11.2024 ,⠀⠀my information
kuni, the love of my life ... how do i exactly start this off? you've been with me for so long, and literally always managed to understand me, comfort me, be there for me. i can't thank you enough, i love you, i adore you. i'd genuinely do whatever you ask me to, no matter what. i hate the fact that sometimes your sad, and i feel like i can't do anything to help, i hate it when you're sad, i want you to be happy all the time, i wish we could get those matching necklaces from hot topic you know? it'd be the most adorable thing ever, i hate wearing necklaces (since my skin is really sensitive, not exactly an allergy, my neck is just sensitive.), but i'd do it for you. even if it hurts me to wear it, i'd do it, i'd wear it all the time for you, you know? i even drew a few art pieces for you .. i haven't been motivated to draw at all, but you helped me. you helped me so much, you make me feel loved in ways i never understood. you make me understand what it feels to be loved. i know love is real because of you. i want to be there for you like you have been for me. it shocked me you're learning chinese ... those little nicknames you called me? i got flustered. i feel vulnerable when i'm with you, in a good way! you let me be my actual self around you, and i don't have to feel pressured to put on an act. i think of you 24/7, i care for you 24/7. i hope you know you're everything to me, i would write paragraph upon paragraph so i can prove it to you. you even sent me a message on new years, which when waking up i honestly was .. very flustered, like i was walking around my entire house blushing red as hell, my family was confused as to why... it just shows how much i love you, okay? i love you so much, please don't forget that baby. i'm here for you, always and forever. we're together in every universe too, okay? i can't imagine a universe without you. i could never imagine one without you. i need you, and i love you. .. i also still feel AWFUL for taking that 900 from you (1000 technically, because of roblox taxes) .. i really want to pay you back for it, because i feel so embarrassed needing you to pay for things ... you although told me it's okay, which calms me down for about .. 5-10 days! i'll get us that decoration soon, promise.