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byi
I do not experience empathy, and I generally don't feel remorse for my actions for the fact they hurt others, I feel guilty that my "perfect" image is being stained instead. Something like that. I also will almost always think you're just a nobody below me, and it's rare for me to feel as though you are almost on my level. I am an asshole, and I am manipulative. I do hurt people! I also see everyone as a temporary satisfaction, not as humans, persay. Everyone in my eyes are just people that I'll enjoy having fun with until the dreaded day comes they leave. Oh, and I can't stand when people have it worse than me, I have a bad victim complex, I have to be suffering the most. I won't even feel bad, I just want sympathy. I do NOT return said sympathy. Why? Because I don't care. When people talk about/vent to me/in general I don't think "oh that's sad" or whatever people with empathy think. I think "how can I make this so I'm the one venting and my life seems to be worse, do I have to lie?" Please note that. I do not like people venting to me because it will end up making my mental state worse (even though I'm very curious and want to know everything). I don't have a very good concept of boundaries, or what is right and wrong. I often cross boundaries I don't know I was meant to cross because I couldn't tell. Please tell me directly if I'm crossing them. I'm confused as to what is too much to share or too little and I always end up sharing too much. I do as of late tend to be an attention whore and I don't know why, I just feel like I'll die if I'm not the center of attention.

Don't be mad at me if I do hurt you. I'm coming with a warning sign nowadays.

messages wise
I'm sensitive and will take everything to heart. I would prefer tonetags when you speak with me. I would also prefer if you didn't @ me, especially if I'm unfamiliar with you. Getting pings feels annoying and makes me paranoid usually, especially on Discord; I try to keep no notifications (the red pings or the blue dot). I ramble a lot about things I like and I don't like when people tell me I'm annoying or things like that.

Also, please message me first if you wish to speak with me! I'm an anxious being, I'm scared to text first.

don't talk about these/bring up ^^
bruno is orange, my eyes deceive, scott pilgrim in its entirety, situation about israel and palestine, politics included, and shedtwt.

I would also like to mention to not make fat jokes towards me, I struggle severely with my weight and am very insecure.


dni
i don't have one, if my mental illness says it doesnt like you then it doesnt like u but i still am fine with anyone interacting with me. (other than not interacting with me if you go by hypo) Also reminder! Dni goes both ways. If I'm sum1 that happens to be on your dni list, dont interact with me.

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Pub: 21 May 2024 12:08 UTC

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