/initial lovemail ࣪ ꦃ for the ones i love and deem important i love my bfs xai and kit!!
xai, 22/09/24 ♡
my adorable baby dragon. where do i even start with how much i love you. we've been together for over a year now and i say with full truth that despite everything shitty that might have happened you have made this the best year of my life. i love being around you and you bring me comfort i didnt even know was possible, you may say you are horrible at comforting but for me - you just being there is more than enough. the amount of times i've been on the verge of breaking down and a message of your just saying 'rawr' is the singular thing that can calm me down in ridiculous. i've never felt safer with anyone than i do you. i've never truely belived a relationship would last forever until you. when we plan our future it doesn't feel like something wistful that we do for the sake of it, its feels like. our future. i love you so much. i love the sound of your voice, god you KNOW how much i love your voice, and the accent you swear you don't have. i love hearing you rant about your day or how we talk of the most stupidly domesitc shit. god i'm so in love with you. i don't think anything ever could change that fact.
kit, 15/11/25 ♡
my sweetest darling kitty. god. every moment i think of you and realise oh my god you are actually mine it drives me insane. since the day we've met i've been infatuated by you and the more we talked the more that turned from plain infatuation to true ungodly love. you are so sweet, and cute and calling you is genuinely the highlight of my day. i love your laugh, your voice, listening you sing to the music i always beg you to stream. i love ranting with you about our interests. i love when you let me be apart of your interests. i'm glad that you let me be apart of your life. i will never take anything you give me for granted. apart of me always knew i would fall for you, i didn't realise i would ever fall this hard. i've never been happier than now. being with you feels good. you make me feel good. i will do everything to please and worship and show my love for you. every single day, every moment i can until the final breath is taken from my body. i adore you, i love you, i need you, forever.
nir, 15/07/22
my right choice. the one who's been here since day one. and yes i say day one despite all the years we never met. i don't mean this lightly, i truly don't know where i'd be without you. everyday i wonder what made you stick around and everyday i'm grateful that you did, that you do. you're the only person that ever has and what we are is the most special. being with you, even if it can be messy, is everything. honestly you know me better than i do myself yet your still here, despite the fact that you know, you've seen each disgusting, dirty, burned up part of me. i dont know why or how. i'll always be grateful. i trust you more than anyone, even myself. you have this horridly wonderful way of just. of just. thank you nir. thank you for choosing me to be the sunset. i will always admire you. pretzel.
ash, 15/06/25
my one and only best friend. the idiot i can always enjoy life with. genuinely you are such a light in my life, through every bullshit you've just been here in this corner of the internet making me smile and laugh my ass off. i'm not good with people nor do i like them very much but your different, your special to me. i like to keep a very small select people near me and somehow you've bypassed all of that becoming someone i wouldn't want to live without in such a short time. i don't say that lightly. this, right now is the first time in my life I'm genuinely content. and you are a massive part of that, bigger than i've ever given you credit for. what i'm trying to say is that i appreciate having you. you're the sun that shines upon my life even if i know you would NEVER describe yourself as such, that is what you are to me.