
- i go by nick or twitter , i use he/it, please don't use she/they or femneu terms
- i'm a trans boy who is also non-binary and lesbian. i do not like to refer to myself as transmasc as it feels as if i'm seen less masculine but that is what i mean when i say trans.
- i'm the host of a system & an introject and both effect my life insanely so
. i am medically recognized as schizophrenic, plural & having an obsessive compulsive disorder. i am diagnosed with gad and autism, with self diagnosed hpd & bpd. i also am heavily medically recognized with cognitive impairment, which means i have memory that makes me have constant brain fog, the inability to do things like remember basic empathy skills & coping mechanisms and self defense skills and it effects the way i talk. do not force me to remember things because it Wont Work and do not expect me to be able to defend myself like a normal person because i am physically unable to. all of my medical recognictions are because i cannot be diagnosed yet
. i have speech impediments, troubles reading & dyscalculia due to memory issues do not make fun of me i am insanely mentally disturbed and this effects the way i am as a person and how i cope with these things : i will make dark jokes to those who are close to me and are ok with the jokes and have experienced it themselves and never do it publicly or around people i don't know. i am religious ( muslim, my family are flexible muslims ) but i still suffer from religious psychosis at times so be careful when interacting with me during a manic episode my status of interaction has always been interact with extreme care or caution
. my frqs and dms are off constantly do not attempt to befriend me unless i interact with you i do not care for random people and have a hard time making friendships. besides this i will never show anyone any hostility unless it is warranted, the only person we actively trust are those who are close friends and will only interact with our partner system during episodes, close friends is a very short bucket of people whom i know and actively talk to, our partner system actively takes care of us and we only find comfort in being near them
. i'm a very opinionated person do not talk about topics that would bring up the need of opinions or discourse because i will comment on it not even to be an ass i dont have harmful intentions of doing it uhm beside all the things leaking out my brain i love my wife & i find comfort and am currently hyperfixatd on cloutchase yay ask me about things & please send me things relating to twitter, anteaters or cloutchase <:)