i say this—that i'm personally invested in drama—so i feel it should be known, to anyone that cares to read this (sincerely or not i shall count my efforts as 'letting' it 'be known') that i care about people quite a lot. before i got like, cancelled or something, for a joke a few of my friends made (which i stand by obviously, though that's a discussion for another day, or perhaps one that's already happened?), i think people associated me with these questions i used to ask. and that makes me happy to remember. i hope some people still do. i hope when they answered they felt like they learned something.
that's how i feel when i answer questions like that.
when i'm sitting alone, questioning things like the sorts i would back then (though of course then it was public and an inquiry rather than mindless (sort of) lonely wondering), i find it hard to come to an answer. because no one really needs one. so i'm stuck between wanting an answer but having no reason to conclude anything.
so i liked—or, like—when people ask them. even if they can be easily thrown away with some debatable sort of carelessness. all that means is you don't particularly care to think about it. and that's all fine and well. i don't think it's ever really anything that important. (obviously there are some things that are that important. and generally speaking its good to think about these things. but i get it, really, not everyone is in a state to do so anyway. not necessarily out of like, hurt or something? too distraught to think about that genuinely? but rather you really need to want to... to care to. you need to not only respect the fact someone is asking, not judge them for such, and relate to the fact they wonder it—you need to have at one point wondered something like that yourself. i thinkkkkk.)
but it helps those like me i think. who needed a reason to conclude. and it feels nice to make that. once you make a statement like that it means it can change. it'll never feel like you've improved if you don't have some sort of reference of the previous version i don't think. generally, yes, it can, duh, but it's more rewarding to have some sort of reference. and me, well i like people. i care about them quite a bit. so it makes me happy to think that this act of aiding my future self in his improvements was also answering someone else's question.
i often need to see other people's answers to understand what a question is asking anyway. it aids me. i hope the people who cared about my (vague and not profound, i need to make clear, i don't think i was asking anything life changing. here i'm just talking about questions with any thought attached. even a little bit. they count.) questions know that they helped me and, like... well made me happy i guess.