to my beloved scarlet, mon amour
i'm so happy we've been together for so long, you make me happier than anyone else ever has and you mean the world to me. waking up next to you in the morning and falling asleep by your side is the greatest thing i could ask for in life, and i don't know what i ever did to deserve you in my life but i must have done something right. you've been with me through so much and stayed by me even at my worst and i hope one day all i have to show you is my best. even when things feel like the world is ending, looking over at you and seeing your smile makes me feel like everything'll be okay a little longer. i don't know when i fell for you this badly... but i'm so glad i did and i hope i'll have the honor of staying by your side for the rest of my life. it is genuinely because of you that i've made it as far as i have and i hope i'll make it even further with you there by me. there's so many things i want to say to express how much you mean to me but i always fail to just because i can't find the words... i hope my feelings come across anyway ^^ you're the most perfect person i've ever met and probably ever will meet. i hope one day we can start a family and have a peaceful life together free from the pain we've both endured for so long and that we get to live a long life side by side. i'm sure we will... anything feels achievable with you here. i love you so, so much.
forever by your side, your ciel for all eternity 


