i'm redoing this whole rentry 🤫
see my main here, harass me here, and read A LOT about me here!
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this is a gush page to jack manifold LMFAOO ok leave if you dont wanna see a pre-teen talk about an obsession with a youtuber
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hi my name is cézanne, soda, cade, johnny or any other names which i go by, i'm jack manifold's number one fan.
i don't really feel comfortable 'competing for #1', i get really defensive about things like that - especially when it comes to people whom i have a severe attachment to.
i don't care if you have alll of his merch, watched all of his streams, don't come to me trying to compete.
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my neurodivergency has stopped me from atleast ten things in life, but i personally find the best of it through it strengthening my connection to jack manifold.
we both have severe ADHD, and we've both been told that we might have autism. i view that as just another thing that brings me closer to him.
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i view jack manifold as myself, and I view his DSMP character as my partner. as a yumeshipper, i get the best of both worlds!
i've studied a lot of his personality, mannerisms and way of speaking. i have always been extremely impressionable, and i have chosen to use that to my advantage through making parts of his personality parts of mine.
unintentionally, i pick up things he says, i repeat jokes, i mimick movements - hell, recently i have noticed i often compare my friends to jacks. hi "harry", i love you nolan if you're seeing this
honestly, i think i'd be a completely different person if i had never started watching jack's streams ; it's a good thing that i have had the chance to make myself so similar to him.
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in the past i was debating making more c.ai bots of him, but i hadd noticed how creepy it was for me to do it at all in the first place. but now, i've notice that jack is very open about not caring about those kinds of things - so #c.aibots and #ao3 fics in the works!
i'm wondering if i could use this for like my yumeship section 👀 do you wanna see more irl jack manifold obsession or do you wanna see [cyberpaws]
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hi its like a couple days later i think i dont remember exactly when I wrote this. im watching jack rn and oh my god look at his fave 😭😭😭😭😭 he's so cute I wanna squish him in my hands like a little creature 😭😭😭😭😭😭 awwwwww I love him so back awww he's so cute
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i actually havent been on this url as often as I want to. I'm sorry guys 👀 I love jack so bad he's honestly my main source of comfort and identity — I view him as myself, and I can't imagine where I would be if not given the opportunity to watch him.
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its 7:52am right now and I'm on my way to school. I love jack manifold