i feel so alone. i know theres something wrong with me but, what if there isnt? what if im just different? not different in a good way, what if im just weird?? not,, "fnaf" kid weird, just plain weird.

i dont why everyone avoids me. i have tried making friends. i have. i have tried being happy. i have tried pretending everything is okay. but it gets to a point, but when i do let it out; it feels like im vomitting out my feelings.

i disgust myself. whats even the point in trying?

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Pub: 09 Jun 2023 21:50 UTC
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