i feel so alone. i know theres something wrong with me but, what if there isnt? what if im just different? not different in a good way, what if im just weird?? not,, "fnaf" kid weird, just plain weird.
i dont why everyone avoids me. i have tried making friends. i have. i have tried being happy. i have tried pretending everything is okay. but it gets to a point, but when i do let it out; it feels like im vomitting out my feelings.
i disgust myself. whats even the point in trying?