jins apology and realisation

this rentry is regarding the callouts & responses revolving around me and two others. i will clear up my part.

main callout: https://rentry.co/CamrynRyanJinCallout
my (rather idiotic) response: https://rentry.co/jincalloutaddressingupdate
response to that: rentry.co/response2jin-callout

this will be clearing up my actions and not brushing them aside, and clearly expressing what i actually meant.

RESPONSE TO MAIN RENTRY

ABOUT BEING ABLEIST

1. i was not being ableist. let me explain, when i meant "romanticising" mental illness, i meant the special set of people who glorify/fake disorders. for example touch disorder, faking DID, faking autism etc. in this case, i was not talking about yhe persons autism. i was talking about the so-called "touch disorder". it may have sounded elsewise but that is what i meant.

this DOES NOT mean i do not respect/think badly about the neurodivergent community!! this was solely pointed to the person with the TD! and when j mean TD, i mean the pony town "TD". people getting afraid of people touching their pixels(..?).

ABOUT THE RAPE JOKE

i did not mean it to be seen as a rape joke. AT ALL!! context was, someone i was talking to started to, what i calld, "violating their pixels", and they were talking about how they were gonna "impregnate" them. this is not to shift focus onto that person. i am just trying to explain my badly worded response to them, which was, "why r u graping them ; im gonna report you". i do now know i should not have involved rape, i for one did not know how to stop them i dint want to be rude .... but i will never repeat that mistake ever again.

ADRESSING THE RESPONSE TO MY RENTRY

ABOUT THE TROLL SKIN

the main rentry assumed i was hiding my skins. which was actually just a troll skin, but i realise why they thought so. i was clearing that up. mind you i WAS very rude, so thats not justified...

ABOUT ME BRINGING UP MY AGE

i dont know what possessed me. i have no explanation of my own im so sorry, the only thing i have to say is my temper got in the way.
which has never happened before and never will again...

OVERALL SUM-UP

i realise i was an absolute asshole in my response rentry... im sorry for brushing everything aside. i was incredibly ignorant in my words, i hope this shows what i truly meant. please tell me if i missed anything i do not want to ignore it. and, again, im sorry for being a jerk.

it would infact be great if callout & response makers aproached me. i have rather bad skill to explain myself when im mad, or normally even, it always turns out wrong WHICH ISNT EVEN AN EXCUSE, but i hope that makes clear my actions and its purpose

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Pub: 15 Apr 2024 11:28 UTC

Edit: 15 Apr 2024 11:38 UTC

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