. co ︵ johnpilgrim   ⌇  extended info , last updated :
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︵    basic info      ૮꒰⑅ ˊ ᵔ ˋ ⑅ ꒱ა    ::

you can call me asa, red, lyca, mark or any other (nick)names you may know me by! I mostly go by he/it pronouns. I identify as abrosexual, my orientation changes often.  most of the time I use the label gay。 I am an agenderboy / multigender

I am a yumeshipper, gachikoi , fictkin, & copinglink.  I kin multiple characters and also concepts, things, animals in both a spiritual sense and aesthetically and for fun stuff。 I also like to associate myself with things in a similar way。 ,kin list is a wip this one <- is outdated

I'm a minor, under 17。 I'm a mixed native。 single。 I don't like tonetags unless you really need to use them, mostly just /srs type of tonetags is okay because I can tell when someones joking 90% of the time。 ask for my tone if you need。 I am pro-good faith identities / contradicting labels , anti-harassment , pro-palestine etc etc。

I don't take personality types that serious as I just see it as a minor thing / for fun, but I'm a INFJ 9w1 & true-neu。

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︵    before you int   ૮꒰⑅ ˊ ᵔ ˋ ⑅ ꒱ა    ::

I have disorders, such as autism, npd, stpd, anxiety & unlisted issues。 this will affect how I behave around everyone. I have general issues regulating my emotions and I am prone to lash outs, episodes of depression, distancing myself, all that fun awesome stuff wow yay。 most of my symptoms are covert or I try to mask/'keep them in my head', but I will show them sometimes, willingly or unwillingly. don't expect me to be #normal . . .

I consider myself apathetic about things (people & their problems mostly), I suck at making friends but I don't mind new oomfs, I'm just not expert at conversations/up keeping them or relationships, unless you're okay with us not talking for long periods of time。 swear i still care about my oomfs I just forget to reply sometimes/don't have the mental energy to talk or genuinely don't feel like it。  I have a bad attention span & memory issues so I may forget things or not be 100% sure abt them. Don't be afraid to remind me or double text.

honestly I can be annoying I know that, I don't like taking things seriously because I often have bigger issues that my energy goes in to。 I only really get upset about things personal to me, or things I care enough about。 being more lighthearted and joking is an easy way for me to cope and say what I want without feeling weird about it, so please keep that in mind if i seem too childish or immature at times。 do ask for me to be serious if you want me to。

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︵    other notes   ૮꒰⑅ ˊ ᵔ ˋ ⑅ ꒱ა    ::

I suck at reading tone when it comes to somebody being angry / annoyed at me or not liking me, so just tell me if you have a problem with me。 we can work it out. I also can't tell if someones seriously flirting with me or joking, or read 'signs', so if you are interested in me just say it。

I act weirdly sometimes, so i apologize for any outbursts or unusual behavior in advance。 I am human and make mistakes sometimes! If I do something you don't like tell me about it。 I am very bad with empathy in certain ways!。 I suck at compassionate empathy but it's a little iffy, I understand how people are feeling and can (sort of) put myself in their shoes, I am very empathetic in theory but I can't put it in to actions for others。

I'm very autistic about my special interests & favorite character and I will be protective and/or annoying over them。 just tell me if you want me to shut up, ok?。 I also don't like people competing with me, or being rude to me about my interests。

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︵    extra extra notes / byi 2.0   ૮꒰⑅ ˊ ᵔ ˋ ⑅ ꒱ა    ::

I don't put everything about me anywhere. you can piece together information but it's never more than what i want people to know. basically, there are things about me not listed for my own comfort. I can be a very paranoid individual and not trust people easily, so you are not getting a face , voice , etc reveal when we first meet. that's generally reserved for very close friends (hi fawn yeah thats you). this doesn't mean i think of you as dangerous i just have a hard time. i can trust, but my anxiety / paranoia will overpower the trust unless I really know you。 I'm sorry guys i think everyones out for me always。

I can be pretty self conscious and I don't have a lot of confidence mostly due to being very anxious about things . . . when I talk myself down I am not compliment fishing, I just don't realize I'm doing it 90% of the time. don't feel obligated to compliment me because I'm not good at receiving them anyways, all I'll say is thank you。

thjs is really random and just here to be here but my god i lob josh stewart ok bye。

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WIP , I'm going to add to this later, continously updated but this is good enough for now。 actyally more than good this is long was shit so i had to trim a lot of things Im Sorry

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Pub: 18 Jan 2026 03:52 UTC

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