Huh, stupid disease... they told me at the hospital I had one of the worst cases of WUAAGS they have seen... Well escept from my mother's genes reshaping my body with about thirty years of interests, I feel fine... Co-op: instead of selecting half as many options, I'll select the full number. My coop can do as they want
Him? Well he's my Best friend, has been since high-school. Despite that we have a kind of rival relationship: we play a lots of video games and things tend to get quite competitive... in a friendly manner.
He has supported me a lot about my new... well condition... Well don't take hasty conclusions: I am not a girl !
He still calls me by my proper name and we spend some leisure time together (with all the sick time I got). He's trying a lot cheering me up with guy talk, the usual banter like old times...
Well they told me about the huge changes, but I'm not feeling them too much. Well maybe I have been feeling a bit noncompetitive, I mean I was a seriously sore loser before, but maybe the changes have given me wider optics... But being hospitalized and isolated has given me the drive to socialize a bit more. And I won't pretend I don't like the attention he's given me recently... feels nice not to be alone...
Have I explored my sexuality? Lord no! Well... I always had some kinks before like breeding, and I would lie if I wasn't wondering what motherhood would feel like given my new condition... And yeah I also have some wet dreams about being desired, but who doesn't? It doesn't make me a girl, does it?
Huh? Do I have feelings for him? What... definitely not...that's for sure ! 100% !
I mean I recall those events perfectly... How he jokingly pretended we were dating in front of that old woman misunderstood our situtation ! He even called me pretty! How dares he?!? Or how I shrieked that time when he surprised me at home while I was doing dress up... I mean I had to, since that note from HR about my uniform...
But yeah, I've been taken some baby-steps to make this new reality a bit more comfortable... I've tried to take more care about my hair, I mean it was scratchy as hell ! Also I've worked on my wardrobe, I had nothing that fit me. Some days, I surprise myself working even on my styling... Since things are to stay like this, maybe I should consider changing my name. What about Jenny? does it fit me?
Yeah I think I should start to accept that the world is still revolving, despite all the disaster happening at times. I mean I even learned that he got a girlfriend... I've tried my best to support him, I mean this clueless virgin needs all the help he can get...
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Oh he want to talk... maybe I should come out clean about... my feelings...
TLDR:
Co-op
Him:
Best friend
Rival
I am not a girl:
Proper name
Leisure time
Guy talk
Changes:
Non competitive
Social
Attention
Sexuality:
Motherhood
Desire
Him
Events:
Misunderstood
Shriek
Pretty
Dress up
Uniform
Baby steps:
Hair
Wardrobe
Styled
Name
Disaster:
Support
Confession:
I confess?