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₊ ︵ ‿ ꒰ balladeer's identity / label collection ꒱
note : favorite / main = underlined(✿ ᴗ ᴗ)
balladeer ⸝ kunikuzushi ⸝ ame ⸝ enmei ⸝ manyou ⸝ deluge ⸝ calypso ⸝ sorrel ⸝ tamarix ⸝ aurelia ⸝ lycidas ⸝ ethel ⸝ ronin ⸝ dovesong ⸝ scara ⸝ autumn ⸝ nemesis ⸝ ashe ⸝ thanatos ⸝ maple ⸝ harumi ⸝ ryūji ⸝ kaedehara ⸝ sabre ⸝ daimyo
it ⸝ quill ⸝ poet ⸝ muse ⸝ doll ⸝ samurai ⸝ faun ⸝ angel ⸝ ballad ⸝ leaf ⸝ haiku ⸝ hy(mn) ⸝ discard ⸝ thread ⸝ gloom ⸝ drift ⸝ decay ⸝ hue ⸝ marionette ⸝ joint ⸝ porcelain ⸝ parasol ⸝ cross ⸝ experi(ment) ⸝ lace ⸝ mer(cy) ⸝ xhy ⸝ thing ⸝ deluge ⸝ ith ⸝ vow ⸝ lyr ⸝ form ⸝ shx ⸝ wing ⸝ frail ⸝ sin ⸝ fang ⸝ divine ⸝ failure ⸝ dae ⸝ rot ⸝ void ⸝ holy ⸝ saint ⸝ omen ⸝ ix ⸝ being ⸝ envy ⸝ grim ⸝ h... ⸝ limp ⸝ scare ⸝ fallen ⸝ dove ⸝ fear ⸝ ?
﹕ attraction to men, masc aligned, and unaligned individuals
﹕ when an actual sexual situation comes, one feels repulsed by it. imagining it, talking about it, etc is alright, but the moment it's about to happen, one feels repulsed.
﹕ experiencing little to no sexual attraction, but still experiences strong sexual desire.
﹕ being unable to differentiate between different types of attraction due to bpd, and it is therefore measured in intensity.
﹕ feeling little to no platonic attraction.
﹕ experiencing romantic attraction, but not wanting it to be reciprocated at times.
+ ﹕ experiencing romantic attraction towards strangers, losing that attraction once a bond is formed, and regaining that attraction once the bond deepens. (also known as vallisromantic)
﹕ romantic orientation changes depending on whom one is in love with.
everything below here is a work in progress
﹕ transitioning to a more masculine presentation
﹕ feeling a disconnect from one's gender
﹕ when one's gender changes depending on whom one is in love with
﹕ when one feels less than genderless, or less than 0% gendered
mirroridentity - mirroring the identity of whom one is in love with
anonymic - gender related to the concept of anonymity, wearing a mask, and hiding your face for whatever reason
caedurine - gender that feels like it's been ripped apart, utterly decimated from what it once was, and is now a gorey mess
﹕ feeling apathetic towards one's entire identity. it's only able to be described vaguely due to not caring.