ok hi im addressing everything again on rentry if u guys still gaf ofcourse but im not gonna blame everything on cloudy because thats a retarded excuse (i blamed everything on cloudy before bcus i was kinda panicking and didnt know what to do hehe sorruy guys!!)
also keep in note that i freshly turned 13 years old im actively trying to better myself and the way i act im getting therapy and im working on becoming a better person
- me telling people to get r*ped
no i did not tell anybody innocent to get raped. whatever cloudy said was a lie ijbol also i said it before that i only made a rape threat to my rapist only no one else why r u guys trying to paint my rapist as if theyre innocent can i not wish rape on the person that raped me 3 times when i was 7 is that not valid
im watching u noah sillyscollace "also mental health is still not an excuse to send rape threats to someone" and the said someone was my rapist because i remembered vividly on what my rapist did to me and i had a straight up mental breakdown and i was bawling and cryinf my eyes out STOP TRYING TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE MY RAPIST IS INNOCENT PLEASE WHY ARE YOU VICTIM BLAMING ME i made a rape threat to my rapist thats not someone innocent
ya sure wishing rape on anyone isnt probably okay no matter what but idk i kinda think its valid if i was raped 3 times from that person alone.. its not anyone innocent im watching you guys to the people that r still trying to paint my rapist as if theyre innocent elohel.
also it was supposed to be a private account with very sensitive topics like rape, sexual assault, ed and etc etc, why are we surprised that rape topics are in my account dedicated to have sensitive topics..?? why are we surprised that i tweeted when i was having a mental breakdown and i wasnt in control of my actions..?? on a private account.. meant to have triggering topics..? its a.. ddpriv..?
can u guys stop trying to paint my rapist as if theyre innocent pls /gen uknow damn well that its justified if i made a rape threat to my rapist only and no one else.. pls think about this..
"on fucking rentry bro" BITCH WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO USE I DONT KNOW HOW GOOGLE DOCS WORK AND IS RENTRY NOT A DIGITAL PASTEBIN BFR
- fatphobia
i had multiple fatphobic friends and a gc that would make extremely fatphobic comments to each one and another and i was in a place where fatphobic insults were normalized and nobody would care that they made those fatphobic insults in the first place, i didnt think too much of it and i didn't think it would be too serious because i was very uneducated and i was highly influenced by my said friends that would make multiple fatphobic jokes.
im sorry for the fatphobic insults i threw to catfish, u never did anything to me u never hurted me like. at all and i shouldn't have had resorted to fatphobic insults and i didn't know why i did it in the first place, i'm severely impulsive and i normally don't think of my actions and i generally don't know why im like this but im actively trying to find the help that i need and im actively trying to stay from whatever bullshit that has made me act like this, i didn't realize the affect that my words would've have had on you but i genuinely feel like shit and i don't know how to feel, i'm sorry for the words i've thrown at you and i didn't realize the effect that my words would've have had on you. i'm sorry.
upd: "the apology sucks ass" i fear thats the least i can do after i made those fatphobic insults to her
- me "harassing people"
ALRIGHT so yes i said in my hatertwt account that i wanted to "harass people" but i never knew harassment was a rlly srs topic to begin with multiple of my friends made harassment jokes around me and i thought it was an okay thing to joke around with since i didn't thiink it was that deep and i was jst rlly uneducated in general, i was an unstable person and im trying to get the help that i need.
also addressing more stuff
no irene does make me relapse its all because i wanted to hate people that cloudy hated so i didnt want to upset her and make her feel like shit because she would always vaguetweet me when i dont do something that i dont want to do no i didnt want to paint malice as if they were a bad person cloudy just kept bitching abt his aiden design so i tried to impress HER💜no i did not want to hate on ro shes genuinely the sweetest person ive ever met i just wanted to be like HATERTWT💜no i did not scam lance i was just in the middle of overdosing and i was at the hospital when i was paying for lance's logan GREETING💜
also the reason why i started blaming cloudy for everything was because i was panicking and i didnt know what to do so uh heres the actual explanation on why i did these in the first place in this rentry
ok bye
yes GURL im 13 years old and i was an uneducated freak back then and i didnt know the words i said wouldve had affected those PEOPLE idk what u want to hear from ME
"and the apology sucks ass" NIGGA WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO OMFG I DO FEEL BAD ON WHAT I DID THATS WHY I MADE AN APOLOGY FUCK ELSE DO U WANT ME TO DO MAN
also i got back from the hospital like 4 weeks AGO and im trying to better myself and the way i ACT iidk what else u want me to do i fear i am taking ACCOUNTABILITY you guys r just still holding it onto my head on what i DID IN THE PAST i cant improve if im being reminded on what i did in the PAST OKAY
also pls stop calliing me kyle thats my DEADNAME call me CLEMENTINE
you should TOTES mass harass me on my discord account instead thatd be way BETTER
also how the hell did you guys find my new account so easily r u guys stalking ME