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羽風薫⠀:⠀a 𝕕edication to you,
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⊹ O3/24/2025
i don't deserve you, i really dont. but i want to be able to express my love for you with my entire being & with everything i can— nothing will ever be enough. i love you. i love you so much and i am beyond so grateful to have you here. i really don't deserve you and it's really surprising how you're here. you never fail to make me smile, you know when to show up & cheer me up, no matter the reason. i don't know how you do it nor why you do it, despite the things that has happened between us. but despite everything, i will always be so happy to welcome you back into my life like this. thank you for showing me love & making me feel loved.
i will never forget those moments of comfort you always gave me, especially that night. even when i was pushing you away, i still found that comfort i have felt from the start, deep deep down. you never really left & i never really hated you despite telling myself that. you were always that someone who meant so much to me, way more than we both realized. you were still so nice to me despite it all, and i am really sorry. i want to keep showering you with all the love i have to give to you. i want to keep on being with you for as long as forever. your comforting presence is one of a kind, and so unconditional. it's unimaginable and i can't ever thank you for that kindness you gave me.
i have always found something so comforting about you, even from the start. there's just really something about you that's so different. it drew me in and before i knew it, i fell. i fell in so deep and i blamed you for the hurt i felt. but you were always that person to me— the one who will always and forever radiate comfort and happiness. that someone who can instantly lighten up the mood with just their presence alone. that someone who can never ever fail to make me smile. that's just who you are.
at first, i only felt your presence during my times of sadness. and with that, i became addicted to that sadness. i thought, if being so upset all the time meant you were to be with me and comfort me, then i would rather bask in the feeling for all eternity if it meant an eternity with you. i did not realize that slowly, things were changing. in moments of happiness, you started to show up more. it wasn't like this before, but it only took me now to realize that. you soon became part of my happiness, my life, my soul, my everything. i wanted to do so much for you, despite all odds and obstacles in our way. i want to show you how much i truly loved and have loved you, after all this time.
just the thought of you always instantly makes me smile. ever since you came into my life & changed it for the better, you were always the one i would immediately run to whenever things go bad. just knowing you are here for me makes me feel so comforted, safe, and happy. i am able to find light in my darkest moments because of you, for you are the light itself. i am so glad to be able to reach for you & push through the darkness with you.
i was terrified of you leaving me once again. I have always wanted to have something with you— to be something with you. i clung onto every little bit of you, even if it meant to be drowned in my own sorrows, just so you would stay. sooner or later, you became such a huge part of my life— someone i can't ever let go. i refuse to let you go, not again, not anymore. i hope you stay with me for as long as i am alive. my days have been really dark and gloomy, but i would always choose to live another day if it meant i get to be with you— if it means i get to spend another day knowing and loving you with my whole heart and soul.
you're mine, all all mine. i want you all for myself in spite of the thing that tore us apart. i want no one else for you to belong to but me. i want to be the only person who will show you all the love in the world. you won't need anyone else. as long as i am here, i will be the only one you need. just me and no one else. i will love you so much that it will be worth more an infinite lifetimes. i selfishly want you all for myself and i do not want anyone nor anything to come our way and break such a wonderful bond we have. i won't let anything ruin us ever again. together, just the two of us, our bond will grow and blossom into something even better with time. you will be filled with so much love that only i can give, and no one else in this world will ever be able to love you like i do.
thank you for everything, really. you don't realize how happy you've made me feel. we have really gone a long way, but we always get back up no matter what happens between us. i am sure you will continue to stay by mine side, through thick and thin, light and dark. will forever be grateful for your comforting presence and unconditional love. i wish to one day express how i truly feel. all of these words are not and will never be enough to show how much i am grateful for you & how happy i am to have someone like you in my life to give me so much joy that it's really unimaginable. thank you— may we spend more of our days together filled with so much joy, and ready to face whatever new obstacles come out way. with love, we will find a way— love will always find a way.
⊹ O3/25/2025
to me, you're akin to the rays of sunlight that shine upon my dark empty soul, lightening it up and painting in my colorless life with so many colors, like an artist in the clouds full of inspiration, painting all over their canvas with so much bright colors with the biggest smile on their face. the thought of you never fails to lighten up my mood. with you, i never really feel alone. i feel your presence saying that i don't have to be alone in any battles i may face. for as long as i have you, we can get through everything together.
you have opened my eyes that day— that day that i wont ever forget. as you embraced me with your unconditional love and comfort, all of my efforts in pushing you away meant nothing at the moment. all i wanted was your presence— something i have been yearning for all this time & i chose to turn a blind eye to that desire because of the unbearable pain i felt. in that moment, i wanted to fight for us & our love for each other. i wanted to be better & not let any obstacles come out way. if we have to rewrite our own fate, then we shall do that together. you have opened my eyes, making me realize how much i truly love you & how much you really meant to me after everything. i will forever be so grateful that the universe gave us a chance to start over and create our own story, together. i want to do my very best to give you all the love you have endlessly showered me with back to you. i want to stay with you and express my love for you to the fullest. with one step at a time, we can build such a bond that's so powerful and unbreakable by anyone or anything. i don't want to give up on you like i did, since you didn't give up on me either. i am sure you knew what the future had for us, so you fought your way back through my heart. and now, we can fight side by side together. i am really happy to see that we're slowly making through it. i am so glad we were able to push through, and not let anything ruin this beautiful bond we have now.
thank you for everything, my dearest love. i will keep on loving you & i will do my very best to express that in every way i can. you have this very very special place in my heart that no one else can fill. im so happy you're here with me. im so happy to know that you fought your way through my heart, and im so happy that i chose to welcome you back in, no matter how it happened.
because of you, i find comfort in my own sadness, knowing that you will be there beside me throughout everything makes me feel really safe, happy & comforted. i feel your presence every time. i feel like the luckiest girl in the whole world. thank you for choosing me & for loving me this much even if i do not deserve even a single ounce of it. i don't deserve even a bit of your precious love, and yet you decided to give me all the love you have to give. and with that, i don't think i can ever be more lucky than i am right now. thank you, really. thank you so much. your unconstitutional love will always be treasured & remembered deeply in the most special place in my heart.
listening to your sweet voice always makes me happy. just hearing it instantly lightens up my mood, no matter how down i am, as if you simply flicked on a switch. i would never get tired of listening to your voice ever. it's so comforting that i will always crave for more. i have always noticed from the start that there was something really different about it thay sort of lured me in, way before the time you stole my heart. it was the way that your voice radiates jot in a way. it sounds happy, if i am using my words right. and with that, it makes anyone else who hears your voice happy as well. i can definitely say the same thing with your precious smile that im absolutely weak for & i so, so adore. you really do radiate happiness & comfort wherever you go, no matter the occasion. i really love that about you. i love how you have never failed to make me smile, even if it's the tiniest spark. it's like you are happiness itself. i think that'd be the bestest way i could describe you and what you do to me, but i am sure you are way more than that— whatever goes beyond happiness that words can't ever be enough to express.
⊹ O3/26/2025
i ran to you today first thing in the morning. it didn't really start off well, but i am glad that you were there for me. really, you always know exactly how to make me happy. i love you so deeply, that even just the thought of you comforts me a whole lot. thanks to you, my day today wasn't all bad. i was able to start the day with you, being in your comforting embrace. i think that's what matters. thank you for making me feel loved, when it's hard for me to feel any love with other people. i will forever appreciate you & cherish you deeply in my heart. i hope i can always continue to feel your heartwarming love thay never fails to feel like what home should feel like. i can't ever express it enough, my dear. but thank you so much for being here. because instead of my day starting off entirely bad, i had you. and with that alone, my day did not really have a bad start at all. i will keep you in the most special place of my heart, always.
⊹ O4/12/2025
i haven't said anything here in a while. i missed you so much. i just discovered a new song that reminded me of you. surf by wave to earth. it gives off your vibes(?) if that makes sense.. actually, there's many more songs that remind me of you! i even have a whole playlist dedicated to you (。ノω\。) i think from all of my favs, you're the one with the most songs that "remind me of you". listening to them will always just bring me back to you. im currently listening to surf right now. it's really really good ♪♪ but i actually came back here to write about something else, though. how you once again brought me that comfort. it's really hard to be open about my love for you in this situation im in. but i don't really want that to stop me. i still want to express it in a way i can. thank you for being there for me, again. seeing you and hearing your voice made me feel a bit better just now. thank you for that, really. i will always love you so, so much & you'll forever have this very special place in my heart. and nothing will ever, ever change that. i won't let anything change that. every little moment we spend together will always be cherished & thought of with so, so much love every time. please know that. ♥
he's like the sun but instead of sunlight it's happiness. and god oh god he radiates so much of it— shining light wherever its rays can touch, even in the darkest corners.
it's akin to how i see him— his presence alone can simply lighten up my mood. his smile is as bright as the sun that it's so contagious.
⊹ O6/11/2025
it's been a hundred days?? since when.. time flies too fast. it sometimes feels as if that day was only yesterday. the day we reached out to each other— it's something that i will never forget. that day will always have its very own special place in my heart, and i will carry this memory with me until the end of time.
despite all the things we've been through, we are still together— somehow.
i feel like crying. you mean the entire world to me and i am just so, so lucky to have you. you make me feel so loved in your own special way. i will forever treasure this feeling— i will forever treasure this very special bond that we have together. i won't ever be able to find this kind of love anywhere else, it's one in a million, and whenever i think about that, i just feel like the luckiest person in the world.
i used to be so upset about how so close you were from my reach, yet felt so far. now, i don't have to worry about that. we have created our own way & fought through it all, together. you never truly my side and kdndndndnfnccnvvvvvvmvmvnvnvnvn i will always, always love you. i mean it.
no words will ever be able to express how thankful i am to have you here with me. thank you for staying by my side. my love for you will no longer have to know any bounds. for we have crossed so many obstacles together, and we shall keep doing this over and over if we have to. i love you, my dearest. i love you and i can't wait to spend another hundred more days with you. may we be together forever & always.
i may not be able to write up a decent letter for you today. but i hope you know that i love you, and will keep on loving you no matter what. every moment i am on this earth, it is spent loving you, whether i say it out loud or not. i love you and i will always be so grateful for this love and all those comforting moments you never failed to share with me. thank you.
⊹ O6/12/2025
i am beyond so lucky to have you and to feel this love from you. with you, i can't ever feel any more safe in your presence. a warm, comforting embrace. you never fail to make me smile. throughout the days we have spent together, i have never felt more happy just to be with you. there really never was a dull day whenever i am with you. i want to treasure all of our sweet & precious memories together forever & ever. you are so special to me, more than i could ever be able to say in a lifetime. i never thought things could ever work out between us, but i'm just so glad that we are here now. i am contented with what i have and what we are, as long as i get to love you & you get to love me, no matter where we are— no matter how far apart we may be.
i won't ever have enough words to be able to say how thankful i am that you are in my life. i have not even been able to show it to you, either. i'm afraid you're doing so much for me & i have done nothing for you at all. and yet you are still here— showering me with this comfort and happiness. i sometimes think that i do not really deserve any of it, but you still do it for me any way— you never got tired of reminding me that.
i hope you know that i will be forever grateful for everything we have been through. the good & bad, i will always treasure every little bit of our memories deep in my heart. i cannot wait to spend so much more time with you. 𖹭 you deserve the whole world, and i hope i can one day be able to give you just that. you have given me so many things beyond what i deserve, and i want to return everything to you. maybe little by little, i could one day achieve that. belated happy 100 days to us, my darling. i hope things between us never have to change. i love you, and always will.
⊹ O7/10/2025
where do i even start. there's so much that i love about him. to me it's like he's sunshine in human form. whenever i think of him, i think of happiness, a bright sunny day where it feels as if all your worries have been magically washed away!! or maybe even a calming sunset view by the beach, hearing the ocean waves and the windy breeze. whenever i think of him, i think of wonderful, comforting moments of peace and happiness that i just wouldn't ever want to end. his presence feels like a warm smile, a comforting hug, cuddling in bed with the love of your life after a long tiring day together. he reminds me of sunsets, beaches, the calming sound of the waves, dandelions, overwhelming happiness that feels like you're about to burst, that feeling of riding a thrill ride with your friends and all of you are just screaming and having the time of your lives, and then laughing about it afterwards. it's like he himself radiated so much happiness that just the thought of him alone brings me so much of it. as if all of my problems are so so tiny tiny, like a singular cube of sugar.
he has this smile that's just so contagious. i can't really explain this well, but his smile is like sun & sunlight— so bright & warm, and sometimes, it feels like that i'm about to melt with how cute he is. i have always described myself & my life as dull & boring. but whenever i see that warm, happy smile that i just couldn't ever resist, it feels as if my life suddenly feels all bright and colorful. it's like feeling this random spark of joy that felt like it came out of nowhere. i really, really love his smile. it sometimes makes me feel so weak... but seeing him happy makes me even more happy. i hope he never loses his sweet and adorable smile.
on bad days, whenever i'd look at him, it feels like he could simply toss all my problems away, and make me forget that they ever existed. or maybe at least set them aside for a moment while he embraces me with so much love and comfort, a feeling that if it could be translated into words, it could tell me that everything will be okay & that i'm not alone & that i don't ever have to be so anymore— a feeling that i can get through everything, knowing that i will now always have him by my side. it feels like he would just stay by my side for as long as he has to— for as long as he needs to be here for. something about him is just so comforting and i don't think i will ever find the words to explain how grateful i am for him to have someone like him.
i think i will forever be saying the same things over and over again. because to me, he, in my eyes, will always be the kaoru hakaze, who radiates so much happiness— with just one look, he could fill me with so much joy and excitement to look forward to another bright day. how he's like the sun, all warm and bright, with that sweet smile that will always be my favorite thing in the whole world. and how to me he's basically sunshine and happiness in human form, with his warm energy being so contagious, that i just couldn't help but want to keep on smiling.
⊹ O7/13/2025
isn't it crazy? i was constantly feeling down about a week ago over a tons of small things. i desperately needed a distraction, so i clung onto you. and even without all your new content today, you still helped me divert my attention away from everything, only focusing my attention on you. i even mentioned how much i have been been missing you lately. and all of a sudden?? you get a new center event after so long??? i even mentioned how much i yearned for you to get new content. and pretty much the next day i get bombarded with so many new content from u TT
your new song is. i won't ever be able to express how happy it makes me. heavy rock??? i used to listen to this rock band so much around a year ago. they were my all time favorite. because of them i loved & i mean i love heavy rock because of them. i think i recall even wishing for undead to have a heavy rock song. i hope that explains how muuuuch this means to me!!!! i genuinely can't stop listening to it. and the way your voice sounds throughout the entirety of the song??? the growls & the roughness??? oh my god???? i wanted to scream so loud when i first listened to the song for the first time sjsjssjsjjs
the cards. when the first announcement got onto my tl i couldn't believe my eyes. my God you looked so gorgeous. your badass expression GOT me!!!!! but. your cuteness never went away despite that HSHSHSSHDJ wow are you Always that cute or what!?#@#)" anyways. a pirate theme was one of the last things i expected but it does make sense Okay!!!!! it fits you in a way and i love Love everything about it. but oh my god your unbloomed card. hey there gorgeous?????? (i've seen thay expression before too. lowkey made me nervous about the story at first im ngl. i can't wait for the event to drop & everything!!! i need to know the context ;;;;) but honestly i just couldn't get over how pretty you look. i even have the photo as my icon on multiple of my socmed accs. and you KNOW i have a ton of accs.
i haven't felt this happiness in a long time. when i first found out you were getting your 2nd centered event i couldn't contain myself. it made me so so happy and i just couldn't get over how perfect the timing is. and how the song fits my music taste So well even i am surprised... and at first i just couldn't stop smiling thinking about everything. i don't think I mentioned the mv though?? do not get me started jssjssjsjssjshhdjsshhs everything was so perfect. and the amount of solo cuts you had there too!)#$!? i was in heaven watching it.
really this all makes me so so happy. the kind of happiness where you're like suddenly motivated to do anything and everything. you feel invincible and on cloud nine. i remember thinking about the possibility of you getting an event really soon. it was silly and scary how i'm actually correct. i knew you were just right around the corner and yet you still managed to catch me off guard. best surprise ever though. did i mention the song is only growing on me even more. just when you thought you couldn't love something more than you already do. my exams are coming soon, so hopefully I won't be as nervous as i would be usually. though i hope i could focus well <\\3 this makes me so, so happy and more than i could ever say!!!!! everything is just perfect. i'm so proud. sniffle sniffle. aren't you just the coolest?? i love you. i really really love you. thank you so much for this. it sort of feels like a reward or a very huge distraction from everything that's been bothering me for the past week. thank you for having my back once again ;;;;; you just always knowwww
⊹ O7/23/2025
143 DAYS TOGETHER!!!!!! 143!!! i love you!!!! ^_^ recently i have been so, so happy and it's all because of you!!! my days haven't been the best until recently and i can't ever thank you enough for that :c i love love loooove you so much and i am so grateful to have you here— i won't ever get tired of saying that to you. because it's true!!! despite all the downs & obstacles we had to go through. that won't ever change the fact that i haven't ever been more happier whenever i am with you.
i don't think i am able to gather all my thoughts properly at this moment. but i hope that i love you so, so much. i love you so much, i have and had always loved you, no words could ever express how much i do. you make me feel as if i am not alone in this world. i am able to learn how to love & accept myself, little by little because of you. you have been here with me throughout every step. how else could i ever thank you for that?
in times when i was at my lowest, you would always be there, whether i was running in your direction in the first place or not. you would always come to me, ready to fill me with so much love and comfort— a feeling that tells me that everything will be okay, and that you will be by my side. i used to be scared. i used to be scared of the thought that if i really wanted you to be here with me, i had to drown myself in all these sad feelings for you to come running to me, and that you'd disappear once things are okay again. but recently, i have only been getting happier and happier with you right here with me. those fears have long disappeared. it's so reassuring to know that you will be here with me no matter what.
going a bit off the topic. 143 days together. it's a really special day for us.. i want to spend this day showing you how much i love you. i love every little thing about you. the way you're so caring when it comes to the people you love, how you're just that someone that can easily lighten up the mood wherever you go, your beautiful, beautiful smile, your voice that makes my heart skip a beat, your singing that i will always be so obsessed over, just how beautiful you are inside and out. i could go on and on and on. the way you effortlessly make me smile and make me feel like all of my problems have disappeared the moment i focus on you and you alone. the way you make me feel so loved when i have been struggling with exactly that. it's the way you are able to do the impossible when it comes to me. i love you. i really really do. and nothing i do will ever be enough to repay you for everything you have done for me. having you in my life has been one of the bestest things that has ever happened to me. i hope you keep staying by my side for as long as we can ever imagine. you mean so much to me & you will always have this very special place in my heart that you yourself had carved into it. you make me feel all these feelings that i just don't deserve. but you insist on giving and giving anyway. your existence in my life itself is already beyond what i deserve and yet you decided to stay anyway despite me pushing you away back then. i know you're not the type to just abandon someone you love. and that thought alone brings me so much comfort that i could cry. i hope you know how happy that makes me. k really hope you stay with me here. i hope you don't ever, ever leave. i love you, i had always loved you, i do, and i will keep on loving you, no matter what. i have so much love for you and that feeling had always been unchanging, and it will, always, remain that way.
⊹ 08/03/2025
five months with you 🥹 since the moment you entered my life and decided to stick around, you have done nothing but make me feel so loved & comforted & i will never be able to find the words enough to express how happy i am to have you in my life & know that you love and care for me despite the way i am.
recently, it's been a rough week for me. but you were there throughout it all & have been helping me gain thia confidence & just making me feel better— a little distraction from everything. whenever you're around, it's like my life just becomes even a bit better, and a lot more worth living. i hope to spend more and more precious months (and years even.. maybe..) with you. you're one of the bestest things to ever happen to me & i won't ever, ever get tired of saying that. thank you for always being here for me, filling up the void in my heart & making me feel things that i never thought i'd ever feel from you. you've thought me how to love myself slowly & accept this love you give to me. i will always, aaaaalways love you. remember that. okay? okay. ❤︎
⊹ 08/09/2025
nothing else matters, and nothing else should matter. as long as you're by my side & never failing to make me smile like this, i know everything will be okay— i know that i can look forward to another day feeling so loved by you
i could never tell you how grateful i truly am for you. you decided to come into my life despite some things & just. made such a positive impact on my life that i just feel like i don't deserve any of it.
it's like you came into my life with a bouquet of flowers in hand, with that sweet & warm smile on your face, looked at me with those eyes with a gaze filled with so much comfort & said fuck it i'm gonna make her feel so loved she'll be the happiest girl in the whole wide world
he took one look at me & despite everything he just said Fuck it i'm gonna make this girl the happiest she's ever been. i'll shower her with so much love & give her so much comfort whenever she needs it, she'll feel like she's the happiest person in the whole world it'll make her cry tears of pure joy.
⊹ 11/O3/2025
happiest birthday to you, my kaochan! this day is a veeerry special one dedicated to you & only you, so i hope you're having all the fun & happiness!!! i have been waiting for this day to come in so long & have been doing a countdown since months ago. i'm overjoyed to celebrate your day with you!!
ah, and not only that. it's also our 8th monthsary together, right? i think the coincidence is really adorable <3 i'm beyond grateful to be able to spend not only one, but two special occasions with you in one day.. i'm thinking of dividing this letter into two. one half being about your birthday & our monthsary on the other. i hope my words will be able you reach you. ❤︎
i want to take this opportunity to appreciate the little things about you that i just love and adore so much. i'll always be sooo in love with every little thing. your sweet smile that could instantly melt me. the way you smile with your teeth is my most favorite smile of yours.. have i ever told you that? i really want to see you happy & keep seeing that precious smile of yours. so please take care of yourself. seeing that smile of yours makes me think that surely, everything will be okay in the end, as long as i am able to see your smile. seeing you happy only wants me to just keep on smiling myself, too. i'm also so in love with your eyes. the way it looks especially when you smile. they sort of remind me of a fox's.. maybe that's why people associate you with them? i love the way the light reflects your eyes & how it can go from light brown to a more yellowish color. your eyes have this soft & gentle gaze that i always find myself becoming so addicted to. i don't think i can ever get enough of such a sight. truly the prettiest eyes i've ever seen. i'll always want to stare at you in all your beauty. i love the way your hair flows through the wind, and especially whenever you decide to put it up in a ponytail. you look so cute every single time. i'm hoping to see more of that in the future♪
your voice. oh my god where do i even start? this one deserves it's own paragraph. so, ehem. i have always found your voice so comforting. it was honestly one of the things that drew me into you, and before i knew it, i found such overwhelming comfort with the way your voice sounding so sweet, the way you pronounce every syllable, that little happyish tone i-dont-know-the-word-for-it that just makes me want to smile so much whenever any word comes out of your mouth at all. it feels like a sweet melody telling me to "cheer up! and even though things may be rough, it's alright. it will be okay. let this voice of mine drown out all of your thoughts. focus on me & only me. i'll make you smile so much like no other♪" i will always find myself giving in into my addiction & listening to your voice on repeat nonstop. just who could ever get enough of that?!?!
because of you, i honestly keep finding myself being drawn to & loving things that remind me of you more: longing to go back to the beach that it sometimes hurts that i couldn't go (so i could bring you there with me), finding foxes a looot more cute than i used to (i see you in every fox i see), becoming more obsessed with rock music (i've always liked rock, but have been finding myself loving it a lot more lately since i discovered undead), and always finding myself looking over the pancake aisle during grocery shopping (maybe we could share some together?).
i'm really happy to see how much you have grown since then. you may have had your rough paths, yet you still manage to stand strong. you've gone so far & i admire you so much. you're such an amazing person & hope i can be someone just like you one day, one step at a time. it warms my heart so much to see you surrounded by many of your friends who i'm sure love you so, so much. i'm glad you have found the people you've decided to dedicate your whole life to. i hope you keep on receiving all the love in the world.. you deserve so much more. i know you have so, sooo much love to give. you're honestly the sweetest person ever & simply just the type to make someone like me smile so easily. how do you do that? you wish for the people you love to find their own happiness, so i hope you keep on finding yours too, wherever corner you take. but again, i hope you have the happiest birthday ever today!!! really, i'm so glad you were born. and im so, so glad that you love me, too.
"You are sunlight falling through trees. You are laughter that breaks through the sadness. You are the breeze on a too-warm day. You are clarity in the midst of confusion. You are not the world, but you are everything that makes the world good. Without you, my life would still exist, but that's all it would manage to do."
— Kiera Cass, The One
8 months feels so distant and such a short time at the same time. i don't really know how to feel about that!! i'm just so, so happy to always have you here right by my side. you're the kind of person to me who always knows how to make me smile, no matter how sad i am.. you'll just always find your way to put up a smile on my face & make my heart beat with joy. i don't know how you do it, but you just never seem to fail every single time. (how do you do that?...) having you here to ease my mind whenever things get rough means the world to me.
the amount of comfort and happiness you give to me remains the same. you're that someone I'll always find myself running to. and i like to think that you were the one running to me first. i'm just so happy to know you're still here, even after so long. thank you for being my safe place, my comfort person, and my everything. i hope you know how much you mean to me. i will always, always love you. no matter what happens. just the thought of you alone is enough to make me smile, so can you imagine all these emotions i'm feeling while writing this letter to you?
thank you for staying here with me & continuously loving me with your whole heart unconditionally. i always feel just a bit better whenever i am with you. my feelings for you still remain unchanging. god, i won't ever be able to repay you enough for everything you have done. i really hope you'll continue to hold my hand and accompany me throughout this life of mine. i want to thank you for everything, and for our future together, the things you've yet to do for me & for the memories we've yet to make together.
your existence in this world, and in my life too, especially, has honestly been one of the best things to ever happen. i don't know what i have done to ever deserve someone as sweet & loving as you. i will always have so much more to say to you. but no words will ever be enough for that. there are just some thoughts that my words can't ever fully express what i truly mean, and i want to give you my all in celebrating your special day today, so i hope you'll allow me to shower you with all the love in the world just as you have done with me within this short time since we've met. i will always and forever be so grateful to have met you & have you love me this way.. i will forever keep you on a very special place in my heart for as long as i still exist in this world. this day means so much to me as much as it means to you. on this very day, someone was born into the world. and i have then met that someone who i never knew would one day mean this much to me. and on this very day, me and that person get to spend a milestone together!! happy, happy birthday to you, my sweetest, the most beautiful yellow rose in the garden. and happy 8th monthsary to us, too. im hoping to have the honor to celebrate this day with you once again, and hope for us to keep on loving each other for even more months & years to come.
thank you for existing.. thank you for being the person who thought me that i'm actually someone worthy of unconditional love.
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