where do i even start. there's so much that i love about him. to me it's like he's sunshine in human form. whenever i think of him, i think of happiness, a bright sunny day where it feels as if all your worries have been magically washed away!! or maybe even a calming sunset view by the beach, hearing the ocean waves and the windy breeze. whenever i think of him, i think of wonderful, comforting moments of peace and happiness that i just wouldn't ever want to end. his presence feels like a warm smile, a comforting hug, cuddling in bed with the love of your life after a long tiring day together. he reminds me of sunsets, beaches, the calming sound of the waves, dandelions, overwhelming happiness that feels like you're about to burst, that feeling of riding a thrill ride with your friends and all of you are just screaming and having the time of your lives, and then laughing about it afterwards. it's like he himself radiated so much happiness that just the thought of him alone brings me so much of it. as if all of my problems are so so tiny tiny, like a singular cube of sugar.

he has this smile that's just so contagious. i can't really explain this well, but his smile is like sun & sunlight— so bright & warm, and sometimes, it feels like that i'm about to melt with how cute he is. i have always described myself & my life as dull & boring. but whenever i see that warm, happy smile that i just couldn't ever resist, it feels as if my life suddenly feels all bright and colorful. it's like feeling this random spark of joy that felt like it came out of nowhere. i really, really love his smile. it sometimes makes me feel so weak... but seeing him happy makes me even more happy. i hope he never loses his sweet and adorable smile.

on bad days, whenever i'd look at him, it feels like he could simply toss all my problems away, and make me forget that they ever existed. or maybe at least set them aside for a moment while he embraces me with so much love and comfort, a feeling that if it could be translated into words, it could tell me that everything will be okay & that i'm not alone & that i don't ever have to be so anymore— a feeling that i can get through everything, knowing that i will now always have him by my side. it feels like he would just stay by my side for as long as he has to— for as long as he needs to be here for. something about him is just so comforting and i don't think i will ever find the words to explain how grateful i am for him to have someone like him.

i think i will forever be saying the same things over and over again. because to me, he, in my eyes, will always be the kaoru hakaze, who radiates so much happiness— with just one look, he could fill me with so much joy and excitement to look forward to another bright day. how he's like the sun, all warm and bright, with that sweet smile that will always be my favorite thing in the whole world. and how to me he's basically sunshine and happiness in human form, with his warm energy being so contagious, that i just couldn't help but want to keep on smiling.

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Pub: 13 Jun 2025 05:56 UTC

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