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⠀Emiliko gif⠀
⤷  ᵐᵉ ˡᵒᵒᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ /ᵃⁱᵐᵉᵈ


hi uhm i can't really believe im having to type this out.. but uhm please.. don't like be weird..? I don't even know how to explain this its just so.. weird and borderline psychotic.. okay uh where to start.. uhm every—nyan knows im the only emiliko irl ever and emi was actually introduced to shadows house by a very close friend, lets call them "bun". And so after starting Shadows house emi was immediately drawn to emiliko, emiliko was like a mirrored reflection of emi! Every—nyan agrees that emi is much like emiliko and truly worthy of the title emiliko irl!
⠀the real emiliko⠀⠀yippee⠀
Even bun themself said that emi reminds them of emiliko..
⠀bun ??⠀
Emi was truly happy being buns friend! Bun is caring and kind, but unfortunately the friendship didn't last long as bun bottles up their feelings, although it isn't buns fault it isn't emis either :c unfortunately emi doesn't understand social cues and needs to be told when she's overstepped a boundary! But unfortunately bun wasn't comfortable telling her! So emi accidentally upset bun alot :c emi really hopes bun will someday be able to express their feelings and boundaries without fear! Because bun is far too kind to suffer in silence. Anyways, Emi still feels bad about overstepping boundaries and wishes to learn how to not do that! But due to bun not telling emi the friendship fell apart :c


Please note there's a few trigger warnings up ahead, mentions of porn, grooming, stalking, and bullying. Please do not hold any of this against bun, i had the option to report everything to buns local police but didn't as emi knows bun is struggling and doesn't need added stress, bun will learn from their actions over time and will hopefully give emi an apology and emi will forgive them happily and apologise properly for overstepping boundaries!


Bun very clearly struggles with their mental health, and i do wish they recover fully and live a full and happy long life! But due to the friendship falling apart bun was sad and that sadness turned to anger, bun blamed emi. Despite not telling emi what was wong. Bun would pretend to be busy and talk bad about emi behind her back, ignoring her when she was concerned and wanted to make sure bun was okay, however although emi was hurt shes not angry at all, however when emi found out about this she blocked bun! However despite blocking bun would get other people to send their messages to me :c they were quite mean
⠀Bun 1⠀
⠀Bun 2⠀
the difference was quite unsettling for mimi but mimi knows she shouldn't take this to heart, bun was just upset and angry at emi and as emis therapist says it wasn't emis fault everyone left, there was nothing i could've done differently that would make them stay, i chose to surround myself with bad people to feel sick enough and those people aren't good for emi. Also emi has never seen herself as a good person, she truly believes her life is worthless and she should help everyone else because they are worthy, emi doesn't even see herself as a person. But shes trying to accept that she isn't worthless, thats she's a good person, thats why emi attached to the term angel, well fallen angel. Fallen angels have been abandoned from god but they're still angels. Much like how i was betrayed over and over and attempted again and again but im still here, im still breathing.
⠀ty " bun "⠀
Emi choses to believe these words from bun instead, they weren't written in a time of hatred and anger but simply they were just true to how bun saw emi and emi is still thankful for buns words as they really do help emi and make her want to get better and better and help more people!


And after bun started to get angry at emi, thats ehen things turned from mean to obsessive and psychotic. Bun started to say they "yume" emiliko, meaning thwy had romantic feelings towards emiliko, or aka me. Just a few days before bun was saying how im the irl depiction of emiliko and then suddenly as if to try and upset me bun suddenly started sexualising the character they viewed as me. Agh im afraid i sound dramatic.. imagine talking to someone for weeks and every day they tell you how you're this character and how much the character reminds them of you ect for them to suddenly start posting nsfw of said character and claim to love the character romantically.


FALSE ALARM THEY WERE JOKING ITS OKAY NOW


Okay so.. false alarm they don't continue to say they yume emiliko they only did it once whilst in a state on anger.. thank the lord.. but uhm im not going into detail about the other stuff as i truly believe it isn't a reflection on bun as they were hurt and acting out of emotion


Even now they still have a deep rooted hatred for emi.. although it does upset emi a little emi knows she's just as bad when she gets emotional. Emi should have been more considerate of buns feelings and shouldn't have claimed a url they really wanted TT

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Pub: 23 Dec 2023 22:05 UTC

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