girl i need u to Spin
hi i'm known as julian
i also go by alec/bennet/scag, and others.
i pref she/her most of the time, but feel free to ask. my prns fluctuate.
if you use names interchangeably, just know i only answer to the first 3.
I experience symptoms of tons of things that are listed elsewhere + others that doesn't need to be known to the public. I tend to be anxious, paranoid, impulsive etc and I struggle to function and live because of my symptoms and how they affect me everyday since I genuinely don't know how to stabilize myself most of the time. PLEASE bare with me and keep this in mind while interacting. I am desperately trying to work on how i deal with society and improve myself without help. it's a bit of a tough journey, so i'll be very grateful if you're patient with me.
I am very timid, and I tend to not socialize with others (1 on 1, in dms) unless we're actually close. My extreme paranoia+social anxiety and constant fear of being perceived holds me back from actually going out and talking to others when I really want to. Be warned that I tend to get very paranoid about the tiniest things, which causes me to hide in fear. I can't tolerate socializing the majority of the time, my social battery dies easily, and I tend to ghost people after a certain period of time. Don't take it personally, you didn't do anything wrong 99% of the time. It's a habit that I actively want to try to fix, I apologize about this.
Interests: Adversity Hotel, The Muffins Saga, Dandy's World, Disventure Camp (I like the characters rather than the actual show. BUT it is still one of my biggest interests to date so.), My Stories/AU's, Elements of Insanity, Total Drama Fan-Series,More Here
DNI: Basic DNI criteria, people under 15 (unless I interact first! Frq are fine, I'm not really comfy with dms.), people who I've cut off in the past (i did for my own sake), the majority (if not all) of proship individuals since the topic makes me uncomfortable, i block freely for the most part! The only people on extremely thin ice are if you're only AND actively engaging in the dvc fandom 
Y'all are highkey scary. Sorry.