lovemail for him...

i'll definitely work on this tomorrow!!!

i still can't pick a major for him... sigh. i got my results back and i failed everything! ;-; i'll just pick what i got the highest for i guess

wait actually what do we think about art major maya

about maya

maya. he/him. 23-24

eye color: black
hair color: black
height: 167cm; 5'6

names in other languages
マヤ (maya)

imperial yumei university
defence attorney

地雷男子 (+ サブカル) i also self insert as ryuunosuke sometimes kinda because i'm stupid and he's also me-coded as fuck!!!

i feel like writing my own lore is fucking ooc or whatever. i hate myself too! please kill me!

he was a very talented student from imperial yumei university (i don’t know his major yet stop it.) he was selected as an outstanding student to study [major] in london. he boarded the ss burya along with kazuma, ryuunosuke and susato.

fast forward to when kazuma dies because i cannot be bothered. maya knew kazuma was alive because idk it was pretty obvious ngl T-T i'm really too tired to go into specifics but you get the idea

continuing on -> mikotoba and jigoku or whoever let maya follow kazuma along to hong kong to guard kazuma without him finding out. when kazuma disappeared in hong kong, he still followed kazuma around close behind but he never reported it to mikotoba and co. kazuma obviously found out but i don't think he really cared so he never said anything.

after they both arrived in britain, maya revealed himself to kazuma and accompanied him on his journey. they were both then sent to scotland yard because kazuma didn't have his identications and whatnot.


about kazucal

slash: we can be whatever we wanna be.

also known as: asoame, asocal, asomaya, asomaria, kazumaya, kazumaria, 真寧 (zhēn níng) (yasuma)

professional yearners. ok. co-dependant, obsessive, toxic and unhealthy relationship but it's okay because they're both insanely inlove with each other

kazuma (攻), maya (受)


us-coded

ships
shion tatsunami/haru akinashi

tv tropes
after action patch up, amnesiac lover, anger born of worry, better as friends, break his heart to save him, can't live with them can't live without them, crazy jealous couple, destructive romance, devoted to you, i can change my beloved, i owe you my life, i will wait for you, lacerating love language, love is a weakness, love makes you evil, loving a shadow, no accounting for taste, relationship labelling problems, yandere couple


art together

coming #soon


theme songs
  • kazuma — hex
    maya — hex

make damn sure — taking back sunday
you are everything i want
'cause you are everything i'm not

and we lay, we lay together
just not too close, too close (how close is close enough?)

well, i trip over everything you say
i just wanna break you down to badly
in the worst way

my heroine — silverstein
you won't try to save me
you just want to hurt me
and leave me desperate

you taught my heart
a sense i never knew i had
i can't forget
the times i was lost and depressed from the awful truth

you won't leave me alone
chisel my heart out of stone
i give in everytime

i bet you laugh
at the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
i bet you believe (bet you believe)
that i'm better off with you than someone else

smashed into pieces — silverstein
i'll slit my throat with the knife i pulled out of my spine
maybe when you find out that i'm dead
you'll realize what you did to me

and if my lungs still let me breathe
would you be there for me?
if i can make myself believe
i'll give you back what you took away

no, i won't let it go
douse myself in gasoline
so don't save me when you come into the fire
i'd rather die than have to see your smile

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Pub: 23 Apr 2026 11:29 UTC

Edit: 10 May 2026 21:38 UTC

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