My preferred name is Emi, but some of my irls call me Mango. please use Emi under all circumstances unless given permission!

I am fictoromantic AND!! fictosexual, and im a very possessive,,obsessive riako. All my f/o's are like my partners frfr.
Doubles WILL be blocked for my comfort and theirs.
I'm Nonsharing due to mental illness. Please respect this decision.
I don't consider myself to be under the 'yumeship' umbrella at all.
What I feel is completely different, but I use riako because it's closest to what I feel.

I'm severely mentally ill and that WILL affect the way I talk and act.
I have delusions and paranoia because of schizophrenia, and I get overwhelmed/panic really easily!
I'm also an introvert and I suck at convos. tone tags are really appreciated! ^ ^
I can get very interrogative and/or vindictive when I feel like i'm being attacked for any reason.
I can view anything as a personal attack, and I may shut down for seemingly trivial reasons.
My triggers are being criticized, and ignored.
I have an anxious-avoidant attachment style, please be mindful of this when interacting with me! If I get distant or clingy, its probably a result of this.
I am often burnt out, and I may come off as disinterested or rude, but trust me i DONT MEAN IT!!
I get angry/jealous easily, and I HATE being ignored. Please say hello when you see me online, it means a lot!

I have autism and adhd and a whole bunch of other stuff ;;;
my special interests are ihnmaims, and vocaloid/vocalsynth stuff!!
I have a LOT of hyperfixations but my main ones rn are: jjba, and homestuck!
I tend to have multiple fixations at once and I get new ones quickly!

I tend to block over small stuff (my faves...), and I will get pissed if I think youre competing with me over them.
I have a tendency to get overly defensive over my faves, please tell me if it makes you uncomfortable!
I view myself as my faves' #1 fan, and you wont be able to change my mind because i'll get pissed and block you!

typology:
mbti: INFP
enneagram: probably 4w5 so/sp
enneagram tritype: 469
socionics:
temperament: Melancholic

BIG BIG BIG shoutout to my oomfs johnny, shosho, najm, mig, blankie, cyber, and lena! you guys are so cool :D

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Pub: 01 Jan 2026 18:12 UTC

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