"IDGAF about you no more"



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"Girl, I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand, but I can't."

Before you interact

I might not take your Feelings into accountability or even push them aside (this is not purposely, I just do things after being told not to sometimes) due to the possibility (saying possibility because I've shown signs of this) of having ASPD. If I do this please try and tell me! I can get tone deaf and that can lead to this. (I do not attend to cause anyone harm)
if you're wondering about the current situation. I've been trying to make a change and I've directly apologized to them (I've tried to, saying "tried" because I'm not good at apologizing), even though that can't fix anything I do know that what I've done is wrong, If finding out about this situation causes you to dislike me or anything I completely understand that. although some of my attempts at apologizing were either horrible or straight up not okay to say, I will try my best to do better ones. I am bad at remembering things. and I know what I did was wrong extremely wrong. because well it was and i won't deny that what I did wasnt okay. But I am trying to think more about how my words can affect other people, everyone (grey mostly) has agreed to move past this. Although not all of my actions can be forgiven me and them have decided that it's best to move on from this.


I am slow, I might not respond quickly or really at all. (Talking about on all socials), it's best to msg me on discord because it's the social I use the most. (@Fisshngthesea or @Fishhngthesea). I might take a little bit to respond (I type pretty fast and I usually respond quickly. But depending on if I can spell a certain word or not I might take a while/ depending on how much I am typing.)
I have ADHD (diagnosed) and Autism (also Diagnosed), (If you don't believe me that i'm both of those that's alright) so I might not stay on topic depending on the conversation (if its serious conversation obviously I won't do this) but if it's just a regular one I might talk about something that you aren't.
I might ignore you when you talk (this isn't on purpose once again, I might just not see your text this is more targeted towards pony town so.) But if I do it's best to Whisper me if this happens.
I am very clingy I might even come off as obsessive (this is not purposely), I have separation anxiety so this probably feeds into that. If this makes you uncomfortable please tell me and I will not be as clingy.
I might not trust someone that is also your friend but not mine I might even be rude towards them.
I have bad anger issues, which in a way I have under control but I can still snap at you or anyone. I tend to want to get the last word in and I might even get violent with what I say but. Do not take any of this to heart (especially if I get mad at something stupid/not worth getting mad at).
I often (it's not very often with me but it still happens) age regress/ slip into littlespace (it's a coping mechanism and I only go into it if I am overwhelmed to a large extent.) If this happens please just treat me like a human.
I have weird humor it's nothing problematic I might just joke about being homophobic (which I am not) sexual jokes (I do it a lot and if it makes you uncomfortable Dont be afraid to tell me pls, and I am trying not to joke about nsfw as much due to the situation)
I am aroflux so I might rarely/barely feel romantic attraction. if this happens I'm sorry I can't really control it, it just happens. I mean no harm but flirty jokes can make me uuncomfortable.

"Wanted to be your man back then and you knew I fell for you, but you just broke my heart in two"

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Pub: 14 Jan 2024 03:26 UTC
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