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bon bon gc
Hi oomfs... I don't really know how to say things like this without getting embarrassed ngl but I'll try my best. Thank you for EVERYTHING, for giving me another chance even after what we went through to get here. I still feel bad about the things I've done and I know I'm not always the easiest to be around but you guys still chose to stay anyways and that means SO much to me. Of course I don't usually say I care but you all mean a lot to me YES everyone in the bon bon gc. Every little conversations becomes memories that light up my mood. I never realize how much I needed the company until now, to have people I can come back to and let myself be loved with without feeling like a burden or a bad person. Thank you for putting up with me and making me feel like I can be myself. I love you guys so much ok?

celeste
Hi bro. You're so fun to be around. You've been such a huge help whenever the gc had a downfall and you always make things lighter again. You're such a peak gc owner too, you manage to keep everything together and I notice the effort you put into the gc and the people around you. You've made the gc a safe and fun place and I'm so glad I get to be a part of it. You're just a really good friend outside of being a gc owner too. I genuinely love talking and playing with you (YES we'll play genshin if it weren't for my storage bro I swear). Every conversation with you feels so natural. You're literally the real Tsukasa because you're actually a star. We're platonic Illuga and Lohen 4ever.
akuo
Dude went through hell and back with me because of that guy LMAOOO literally survived allat and we're still friends, but I'm not complaining. You're such a cool person dude. One of the things I appreciate about you is how you always try to be there for me and everyone else even when you don't know what to say. You also take accountability when you've done something wrong and try to change your actions. You're so peak for that and I know that's common sense but yk,, past experiences YOU KNOW WHO. It feels relieving to have someone who makes an effort. It makes it easier to trust you even though you'd probably steal my wallet. I'm genuinely so glad we became friends even if our first interaction was a little concerning.. We DON'T talk about it ok?

fen
You're genuinely like a sister figure to me. You're so reassuring and I'm really grateful for all the little times you've been there for me. I always enjoy talking to you, even the littlest conversations. You have such a comforting presence and it's always nice when we have a conversation together. You've given me so much reassurance and kindness. You've been so patient too and I don't know how to explain how much that means to me. GENUINELY thank you. You're an amazing friend and I'm glad I got to meet you. I hope you know that you deserve the same kindness and reassurance you give to people. You deserve to be cared for too. I'm so glad you're my friend.
fia
Hieee,, hi birdy,,, freaking loser,,, okay I'm rewriting this to be longer and highly going to be longer than everyone else's but IT'S NOT FAVORITISM ok?ok. I just have a lot of things to say.
I'm not usually this sentimental because I get so embarrassed trying to show how much I appreciate someone but you deserve it. I care about you so much. Even during our insults you became such an important person to me and I never expected that to happen but I don't regret it. I'm so glad we got closer even if it took us a LOT to get here but if going through all of that was what it took for me to become this close to you then I would rather go through everything all over again. You've helped me get back up during my hardest moments and God I don't know how to express how much that means to me. There were a lot of times where everything felt so unbearable and you were there for me, helping me get through it. You've given me reasons to keep going when I had a hard time seeing the reasons. You make me feel like I'm actually worth caring about and I want you to know I see your worth too. I don't only care about you because of what you do for me I care about YOU, everything about you and just you in general.
Usually I'm scared that people are going to leave me and I overthink almost EVERYTHING and yet you helped ease that. Of course you haven't completely made me stop worrying but you've shown me again and again that I don't have to. Your presence makes me feel so safe like I can finally breathe. You've taught me that I can be vulnerable or childish without feeling like i'm gonna be judged. I don't feel like I'm going to be brushed aside, I actually feel heard. You've shown me that I can express myself, that I can be honest about how I feel and doing those wont ruin our friendship and that means so much to me. I didn't expect us to become such close best friends but I'm really glad we did. I genuinely don't know how I went on without you. You're the notification I get excited to see, whose messages I look forward to, someone I want to tell things to, someone I actually don't mind talking to even when i'm at my worst state. I'm so glad I could be a safe space for you too. You're really an amazing person and I don't care how much you deny it because NOTHING could change how I see you. You've been one of the best things to happen to me and I don't say that lightly.
I want to cherish this friendship. I want to keep learning about you, to keep discovering new things about you. I want to know the things you love and the things you hate and the things that you immediately nerd about once it's mentioned. I want to remember your favorite things I want to hear your stories and most importantly I want everyone to know just how much I appreciate you. You deserve to know that you're important, that you're loved, that you're cared for. You're my platonic soulmate, my ride or die, my favorite person. The Wemmbu to my Eggchan, the Fluixon to my Saparata, the Parrot to my Wifies, the Ivan to my Till, the Hyuna to my Luka, the Derek to my Avery, everything. The list could go on and on because I see us in almost EVERY duo.
I don't want to overwhelm you but I just need you to know, that I appreciate you, that I see you, that I'm grateful for you. I hope one day we can sit side by side and just let the peaceful silence ease around us. I'm glad I got to know you mein mond. Ily dude