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For those who are unaware of who Knives is or used to be friends with her/him/them, info on them can be found here.

I WILL UPDATE THIS LIST AS I SEE FIT.


Knives, or Sunshine, is a now ex friend of mine who I met on ponytown awhile ago. At first everything was going well, but then over time things began to... Sour. They very well told me and made it clear that there were things going on irl in their life, and I understood that. However, I am only one person and have trouble understanding (most likely because of my disability).

I am sorry if I crossed any boundaries, I can't stress this enough. It's not my fault or her's and I don't blame her.

However...

They told me in whisps that I need a therapist and genuinely need to seek help because of my behavior. Note that I have actually SEEN a therapist, so there was no need to assume that I hadn't seen one.

No, I didn't previously make her aware of that fact for the sake of my own safety.

I do get upset a lot and am sensitive, but you do not have to point it out to me like that.


Knives got mad at me for trying to whisper them over and over again, which had gone on for probably weeks now. I'm not really sure as I wasn't keeping track, but I was only doing this so I could know how she was feeling. I was trying to comfort them and help them feel better somehow.

Knives getting upset at me for interacting w them

There were indicators in their skin names such as dni, dniuf, and dniuc as seen in the ss above. Nonetheless, I still tried to interact with them regardless of the indicators.

Then, this is where things take a turn for rhe worst. They deliberately asked me "Why are you acting all weird and sad about it? You ignored my boundaries lmao" because I had responded previously with "I'll just stop talking if that's what ya want."

Is relevant to what was said above

Then the next ss,,,

"Why are you acting all weird and sad about it? You literally ignored my boundaries lmfao 🤡"

At a point, she made a claim that I probably have RSD (and should go see a therapist, mind you) , which is Rejection Sensitive Disorder, commonly linked to ADHD.

See the ss below,,,,

Keep in mind ive seen a therapist, so them saying this offended me ngl

  • First off, Knives doesn't know a thing about me or if I even have RSD.
  • Second, even if I did have it, don't get so heated. Like, be fcking for real, dude.

Considering they know nothing about me, they sure do know how to talk lmfao, LIKE BE FOR REAL BRO,,, HOW DO YOU MAKE THIS UP?? I know from when I interact with people, i leave an impression on them, but this was just flat out stupid, I'm sorry.

Oh, and btw,,, Anybody who wants to crucify me over this who's friends with them, then go ahead. Idgaf who berates me.

A friend (who I'll call X), had a similar encounter with her and doesn't speak to them anymore. And rightfully so. I knew that once this all happened, she (Knives/Sunshine) wasn't exactly the right type of "friend" I needed in my life now that I am aware of and know their true colors.

Because of this, it's left me frustrated and and angry. We don't have to interact anymore.

I respect their wishes in wanting to no longer be friends and not acknowledge me.

I just hope that... Whatever happened between us is nothing more, nothing less. It has fully evaporated.

Though, I find it VERY ANNOYING how they say I'm annoying and that I quote on quote, "overstepped their boundaries," yet I was only trying to check on them because of their mental state. Clearly they didn't get the damn memo... Yes, I was whispering them nonstop every day, but what they need to understand that them not answering me was worrying and bothering me.

  • If somebody doesn't respond to me, I immediately start feeling worried. Maybe even a tad bit concerned.

If you ever come across them, please, I advise that you not interact with them or even approach them at all.

DON'T GO AND ATTEMPT TO HARASS THEM EITHER AND SWARM THEM WITH DEATH THREATS.

This is just a fair warning for anyone who approaches them (I'm somewhat over it now, but whatever.)

They're genuinely the one who needs help. Not me.

I'm not trying to go out of my way and contact them. Yes, I did confront them finally, but I'm not going out if my way just to harass them and make them feel bad for what they said to me.

But I won't ever forgive them.

Again, please do not go after Knives and harass them . Those of you who are friends with her, please do not come after me. I'm just simply trying to make others aware, thank you.

✨🌠💫

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Pub: 13 Oct 2023 16:41 UTC

Edit: 02 Jan 2024 15:47 UTC

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