monmonmail ..?.? ye monmonmail。Yall wish you had a monmon。wwwell smd。shy's mine, okay?
From: seraphim
To: my beloved monmon。only mine ♡
us bee tee double u(^_^)♪
top 5 us lyrics ..?.??. what do I even title this
5。 “ you are the only exception ” – the only exception, paramore
4。 “ harness your hopes on just one person, bcus you know a harness was only made for one ” – harness your hopes, pavement
3。 “ I dont believe in God, but I believe that youre my saviour ” – sailor song, gigi perez
2。 “ youre a part time lover and a full time friend ” – anyone else but you, the moldy peaches
1。 “ cause all I ever wanted is here ” – I will, mitski
This was so hard to choose Bless. As much as I associate 'I will' with bad memories it's truly impossible to think about anyone else but you when I read the lyrics. Maybe it's weird of me to put it on the first place, but it promises me a future I know we'll have。 ♡
day 1 : 2O O7 25
Im not sure why I never started writing this sooner, but I regret not doing so. You are the person who changed me from yearing for love, for my ex, for someone who never cared about me. I love you. I love you so much. I will always love you. While others may assume me saying you saved me is a stretch, it really isnt. You saw how devastated I was when we first met. I knew you'd be my one and only the moment you stayed by my side, listened to my complaints, hated on people you didnt even know the names of with me simply because they hurt me. I love how I can trust you with everything I have and everything I think, I love how you'd never judge me for my opinions, I love how similar we are to eachother. And even if a stupid little thing I did is the reason we met, I find it impossible to believe that it wasn't destined to happen. You are perfect for me, my angel. We are perfect for eachother ♡ the future we have promised eachother is the reason I'm motivated to carry on, I have absolutely no doubt that we'll stay together until the end. Thank you, my dearest, for being so perfect. You will always have my heart
hi im back for a section 8 episode because I cant stop thinking about how much happier I am now. Monica, Fe, Iori and Argus, you four are the people who made me realise my worth. And while part of the reason I love you guys so is because yous treat me much better than anyone ever did, my feelings arent fully because its a breath of fresh air to be cared for and loved. They're there because of how much I can trust yous. Ive called dozens of people the 'only person I can trust', but that's because I never knew what it meant. trust isn't being able to be open about problematic opinions, its not materialistic either, its how im able to confront and express my issues openly. If one of you guys upsets me, I would have no hesitation to confront you, no matter who you are. And thats because even if were angry at eachother sometimes it's never a long lasting feeling. thats what I love about us. My opinion isnt ignored, my feelings arent ignored, Im not treated like shit everytime I express being offended. Its nice not to be shut off the moment I try to complain about any of your guys' actions ♡ I love you so much. My BFFs for ever ok? ok!
okay back to talking about mi gf! Monmon, have I ever told you how frecking adorable you are (ye I have)? Both by appearance and by personality. Youre so naturally funny, its actually insane. You never fail to put a smile on my face, whether its when i'm happy, upset or tired. I got comfortable around you so easily, its crazy to think that weve only known eachother for 49 days. Its hard to even think about the fact we arent dating (yet) (<— joke (not a joke)), you are the closest to heaven I have ever been. neither of us are perspectively perfect, but through my eyes, your flaws make you even more precious. Youre my monmon. Ive never wished for someone mentally stable, someone who would bow down to me like a lap dog, ive wished for someone who'd respect my opinions and respect when I'm offended. someone who would return the love I feel on a deeper level. And thats exactly what you are. While you've never ever hurt me, im sure that day will come eventually, but I dont dread it. I trust you enough to know a stupid argument which might never even come wont ruin us.