general behavior: idk how to describe myself. but i am extremely capricious, indecisive, ambivalent, fickle, paradoxical, sporadic, and i think i got the point across... i may come off as mature and composed, perhaps, but im not without my flaws. i refrain from using (reclaimable) slurs and making self harm jokes but a remark like that may slip out at times. im mentally and physically ill + disabled. i dont use tone tags so let me know if its needed. right brain dominant. i reasonably overthink a lot and am generally anxious despite acting confident and brave. i mask almost all the time. everything about me fluctuates throughout the day, most predominantly seen are my moods, personality, and my opinions on others.
interactions: i typically match energy and dont text first with people im not close with. i struggle with holding convos so i do best in groupchats. i usually bond over shared interests, specifically playing games. i have tons of typos and bad grammar when talking casually. i tend to be overwhelmingly clingy, supportive, affectionate, and caring even if we arent close (this is my mask). i can be an asshole or distant despite how bubbly i tend to be, which is when im not masking. i believe opposites attract so i unconsciously behave parallel the closer i get with someone. i am flirtatious and sexual but take it with a grain of rice, i have a boyfriend. i also have disorganized attachment.
tldr: im complicated