THIS IS SO CRINGE HOLY FUCK sawree Im dookie at writing
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12⠀/⠀18⠀/⠀24 ﹐08:54 PM⠀⠀♡⠀⠀Hi, Lou. Prepare to read the cringiest thing you'll ever see. So cringe it'll physically hurt your face.. I love you. I think that is pretty obvious now, since we have been dating for eight months. I know that's really not a lot in the span of a lifetime, but it's a lot to me. We met on a whim. It was on VRChat, which was pretty stupid, but I like how we met, and I don't think I would change it. You were talking to Potato, the day before christmas. He wasn't really listening and was kind of talking to someone else, but I was looking at you and listening. You talked about your outfit, and I thought it was cool. I was sitting there wondering on how to start a conversation with you because you seemed so cool to me. How I was seeing too little. I was interested in you, and I don't understand how I ever had thought I liked someone else more than you. You are so interesting. The way I felt about you was and is so unique, I didn't understand it. I didn't understand how it was to love someone like this. It confused me. I needed to know but everything I concluded to was wrong, until I realized I didn't love you like a friend. I didn't want to get to know you more as a friend. I wanted to love you as something more. The time we had spent made me feel like nothing I've ever felt before. You cheered me up and made me feel something in a time that was so hard to do so. I figured out I wanted to be the one you wanted. I wanted to be the one you liked. And I kind of fucked it up the first time. But it worked out, fortunately. And I'm grateful for that. Because to have intertwined my life with yours with one singular sentence, I would have never known how much that would change it. Feelings for you reside so deeply in my heart, and thoughts of you mingle in my head so often. How you got me so wrapped around your finger, I don't know. The charm you have, even if you are clueless about it, is so beautiful. It's irresistible. You make me laugh, and smile, and cry happily. Your personality compliments the beauty of your soul, the brightness of it is so handsome, I can't believe I met someone as unique as you. You make me feel more at home than I ever have anywhere. The pinch of luck I got to have you as my boyfriend is so dear to me. Writing like a poet is hard for me, so I apologize. But yes, I love you. Thank you for being a part of this life of mine, and I don't think it would be the same without you.


12⠀/⠀20⠀/⠀24 ﹐01:23 AM⠀⠀♡⠀⠀I was looking through our pinned messages and saw when I had first asked you out and it reminded me of when we were enby they/them omniromantic asexual girlfriends. I read the paragraph you wrote me at the time. I read it a lot. A lot of the paragraphs I wrote for you were really fucking cringe.. But I still stand by what I've said in them. I love how much more real our conversations got later and later into our relationship, because at first it was a bunch of !!! and <333 and overly cheesy nicknames and there's nothing wrong with that but it felt so held back. We weren't as used to each other as we are now. I feel like a completely different person compared to who I was and you helped me shape who I am. I would have been someone completely different if it weren't for you. I was so, so different. A lot of bad habits I had went away because you taught me without even teaching anything. Your influence on me is too great. Your is personality so special, so admirable, so complex to me. There's things that you most likely don't even remember telling me that I recall so easily, just because of the fact I pay too much attention to you. Blessed by the sea, moon, sky or stars, I'm not sure but I got you. How undeserving I am. You're definitely not perfect, nobody is, but I think you are perfect for me. Your imperfections just make you more complex and pretty. I can't express how unique my feelings for you are. Maybe because I finally matured or finally met the right person, but the real feeling of falling in love, or the norwegian word "Forelsket" is how I felt when we met. It's how I felt every time we hung out. I want to kiss you underwater (Heh Percy Jackson reference) and dance with you in the rain. You help me make sense of the feelings I have. all of this writing makes it sound like we have serious conversations but No all I do is send you gifs and we start talking about Monster or something. You're charming, to put it shortly. Spending my time with you is like no other. I want to do nothing more than end up spending my life with you, because I know then I'd be happy. Reading your name every day just fuels the thoughts in my head. Perhaps we may not be able to touch or to talk with our voices, but the letters you type speak enough words to fulfill this need. I want people to get tired of me talking about you, to tell me to stop mentioning you all together. I wonder how someone as handsome as you, in mind and body, are human. You are no angel, no god, no thing of the sea, but you fooled me. If you told me you were, I would believe you, as I have never met someone like you. You are such a pure, positive improvement in many people's lives, and one day, you will see as I do. Being around you makes me want to be better. You find yourself imperfect, and that may be so, but perfection doesn't equal beauty, and that, you have. The unfairness in life will not stop me, because you shine your light through it and prove that there is something better. You are not my missing piece, but you compliment me. And don't worry if you are bad with words, because actions speak louder than them, anyway.


1⠀/⠀19⠀/⠀25 ﹐03:29 PM⠀⠀♡⠀⠀Words cannot explain, and thoughts cannot comprehend, what my feelings for you are. I don't even fully understand it. I fear nobody will, ever. It's too deep of an emotion to explain with words and thoughts alone. Sometimes I think I'm a fool, and that it's only because I fell for you but such small things you do bring me joy. You flourish my hope that not everyone is bad. That I am capable of love, and that someone is capable of truly reciprocating. The warm feeling in my chest you bring by just being yourself amazes me. You got me a Kitsune in adopt me because I said I lost my old account that I had one on. That made me really happy. You null out the pain I feel when I'm upset. Talking to you makes me feel so uniquely, It's so interesting. I'd like to think that we'd be together in different universes, too. But even if we only made it together in this universe, I'm glad I got to be the one who lives in this one with you. People might just think you're a dumb idiot who likes adopt me, and you are, but it's okay. I like how you are now. To know someone like you feels like a privilege, but to put you on a pedastal feels like a mistake. You are just a boy, obviously, but you mean a lot to me. My feelings are hard to write out and if I ripped them out of my heart and put it on a piece of paper it would probably be just scribbles, but I know I care for you more than I do normally. Feelings like these are new to me, even if we've been dating for awhile. I'm not used to this either, no matter how many people I've dated. It's new and it's confusing and it's difficult sometimes but I would never go back on starting to love you. I love you like a real lover, not like a distant and nonexistent person I came to know. I love you like you are a person. And I like loving you. Loving you makes me happy. You make me happy. And to have the person I care about the most in my entire life tell me that I make him happy is like how someone gets shocked by a defibrillator when they're unconscious. Thank you. Thank you for giving me the chance to make you happy. Because knowing I can make you happy makes me happy. Because you make me happy, by just being you. So please don't stop being yourself. Because no matter what, the most truest form of you is the one I will love. No matter how much he changes, I will always be inlove with him. No matter how different he may be from how you present to others, he will always be loved by me. Because he is you, and every part of you is worth loving. If I didn't love your mistakes, or your bad thoughts, then I wouldn't be loving you at all. And thank you for loving me no matter the mistakes. Because I believe mistakes don't shape a person. Just whether they want to change. but, thank you for loving me no matter my flaws.


1⠀/⠀25⠀/⠀25 ﹐06:44 PM⠀⠀♡⠀⠀I love you very much. Talking to you makes me feel as if I'm gonna start floating. To moments where we're distracted by games, and times where we sit in silence, every moment I'm with you makes me fall inlove with you again. It doesn't feel like almost 10 months already, but I can't wait until we pass 1 year. The distance doesn't even matter, because I've never felt this close with a person. I didn't know what love was until I met you. The feelings you make me feel is something that I don't want to ever stop. I was worried my love for you would fade with time or days when we didn't talk to eachother for that long, but it never did. And I believe it never will. Your taste hooked me, and your personality made me stay. Thoughts about you are always in my brain. They won't leave. The calls, the texts, the pictures, the gifs, the games. Mi Vida, Mi Alma Gemela. The vastness of my feelings and my love for you is limitless. I love you, My Άνθος. And if you didn't believe me I would say it until you would. You are my person. The distance we may have does not affect my closeness to you. Because no matter how many miles apart we may be, I still feel closer to you than I do anyone else. The laughs, the smiles, the happy tears, the feelings. Everyday with you will lead to more memories that we will make. And perhaps I'll be the only one who remembers them, but I'd be happy knowing those moments happened. Every little thing you say draws me more to you, Du gjør meg lykkelig. I love you, my kjære. I thank the universe, time, or whatever caused our paths to cross. ¡Gracias por amarme.
^ I was experimenting thats why theres spanish greek and norwegian here. I dont actually call him my hotcock or some shit PLEASE


2⠀/⠀2⠀/⠀25 ﹐011:21 PM⠀⠀♡⠀⠀I'm not used to the feeling of being in love, even if I've known you for over a year. It's so confusing, but I wouldn't stop being in love with you if I had a choice. When I don't want to talk to anyone, or am tired out from doing so, you're always the one deflecting that and bringing me back the energy I once had. I could sit and repeat the things I have said but perhaps you've heard them all before, perhaps I've reiterated too many times. But I don't care, and I will keep saying all of this until I die. We'll be together for many years to come, and if soulmates existed, I think the prime example would be us. You make me believe in frivolous things such as that.

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