ok this is gonna be me yappignhi like basically a diary blog idk dont get mad if i rant about u ok
16/8/2025
uyghhghgf im clearly not doing mentally okay now cna you stop telling me to kms every three seconds and hate on stuff js becausw i like itok thanks bye
sigh ijusr want someone tahts likw my closest friend andsees me as their closest oomf and likw.. nothign romantic or dating stuff just likw ykwim right. ifeel likw none of my friends actually gaf about me like i know theydo but i feel likw they dont idk
i didnt even realize i wrote ts i was defineleielrltu ON somethign during like 3 am idk,, anywyas im crying over my oc lore ts just TOO peak
17/8/2025
ihmydyays i misisthem smmmm i miss my 2020 oomfs KILLS MYSELF. i know we were so corny and all but like they were so fun to br around i even made some ocs inspired by the ocs WE made tg,,
small yap about them all
ihmygod i remember whwn we first met iIN FUCKIGN ROBLXOXO. and then you like introduced me to the gc aand then i started hating i and i hated metoo but likw we became closeoomfs afyer that and then i added a to the gc and like it wa sso peak..,,, and omg b im still friends w b but i dont talk to her a lot sigh,, i might block idk but ill feel bad sicne we used to be friends for four years anyways,, i rmemebe when we met a2 and ljkeit was fun Um. im still mad at myself for blocking half of them but like they never reached out to me or tried to contact me i hate how i block peiple to see if they care kills Myself i love them all sm omg i missthemmmm
done yapping for tn
ok its still the 17th but THAT WAS YESTERDAY IDCCCC anyways.
i forgot to say ts but,, i got 2 new oomfs yayay um idk if one counts since we used to be friends but some drama happenedyk but were friends again now ilvoe them sm
20/8/2025
its mikeeyyes birthday yayyYAYAYAYA
hi nice way to ruin my fucking day when i was happy for once im leaving
K LEFT I CHFMFUCJGB I FUCKIGN TLEGY OHMUGOF DI LEF TU KEND T IHE FBFOG LEIE RLU I I LEFT I LEFT OHMGYGOD.
END OF AN ERA OHMYGODDD
21/8/2025
i feel kidna bad for like,, juno and canoe idk gheyve never been rude to me and were rly nice but like idk i cant see tjem as friends anymore,, the others pmo they ALL pmo ohmygod. i ws going to leave like a year vefore ohmygod i remember when i promised myself ill never leave and thay i love tjem well fuck you all✌✌ ughhg idk im not mentallay ok rn and getting told to kill myself and js people actinf passive agressive every second even if they mean it as a joke LIKE its funny when its sometimes but 99% of our conversatjons is js. THEYRE LIKE FRIENDS THAT U ONLY TALK TO WHEN UR HAPPY YK LIKE IF UR sad youll get called corny or like theyll ignore it or js say 1 or 2 thigns ab it,, anyways like isiad i was plannign to leave for alogn timr but i couldtn do it but like stuff got worse they started saying my favs would rape me and maeno rapes natsu and like being rude to me idc if its a JOKE STOP DOIGN IT EVERYSEOCND passive agressive hoe and like. amy sayinf that my hair was ugly was like the limit i couldnt anymore like?? if i ever showed them how i look likw irl i wouldve gotten absolltutely cooked omg and i already hate my ahir stop mkaing it wkrse. so i LEFT i left THEY CAN SMD I DO NOT CARE and like. theyre gonna start villanignzzing me after a few days on everyones soul bro and like WHY was their first thought "oh her mom found her socials" she knows and does not gaf like CAN YOU TAKE ME SERIOUSLY FOR ONCE IMNOT 7 "she doesnt wanna talk to any1 for a bit" i have real problems,, and also like. i was keepinf the gc ALIVE i always yapped 24/7 ofc its gobna die without me and it wa sso tiring keeping it alive like i decided to not talk a lot for ONCE a few minths ago and they were all crashing outlike whats the point in staying if its js me and like someone else occasionally talking too idont crae anymore bro figure it out urself
22/8/2025
ugh why do i feel badddddd ohmhgod i remember when i promised juno that i would nvr leave ughg kill me,, anyways idk i feel bad abt canoe adn juno like ikinda wanna rnat abt tbem snice thye were my favs ib thr gc,, so like. thank u sm for ibtroducing me to natori and gachiakauta or wtv its called theyre so peak adn jnuo TES ill watchch haikyuu myabe kojikawa yuri real idk Um ur thw only pek ones idk ts so corny
why the fuck am i becoming like him sigh atleasy i told tjem why i left ohmygod.
i want 2023 gc back please pls pls
23/8/2025
im teachng oomf about milgram,, twahcing her PEAK
whos ur fav character from sh mines beans (okim not being edgy its AN INSIDE JOKE W MY FRIEND PLS)
ok im ngonan Lovk in because WHG DO I ONLU HAVE TWO FRIENDS TWOOOO FRIENNDSSSS AND LIKE I USED TO HAVE DRAMA STUFF W ONE KF THEM TOO
okay imgonna make a list of the oomfs i wnan talk to again
- n
- s (i added it but likw im too scared to dm so im waitign for it to dm firstBUT it prorbabaly wont,,)
- k
- e (NOT happening bro)
maeno: tsugino im on shtwt
tsugino: omg same
natsu: whats fhat
fuyu: you would post yourself cutting on twt
ppart 2
maeno: tsugigno lets cut tg
tsugino: yes🥹
fuyu: sybausyshsbausysysSYBAUUU
natsus js there
ts so corny igngore thar okay
24/8/2025
im rereading i love amy rn and irs so Peak omg yuri
25/8/2025
ohmygod me and oomf made fake screenshots exposign peopleQND LIKE IT GOT A LIL POPULAR ABD THEYRE MAKIGN VIDS ABT IT IM CRYIGNGNNGGGGG I MADE A FAKW ACC CALLED MIKANKO BASED ON THE SS TOO TO AMKE IT REALER
life hates me so it decided to make me obsess over someone that doestn even know i exist Ok fUCK YOU
im thinking of wways on how to oomf them,,,,,,,,,,,,, dies ih and im also making ocs based on them like i do w everyone i know
i love love love love them plaatotnically so so so so mich!! trhy peak
28/8/2025
can you DIE please omg i abaoluttley DESPISEEEEEEEEEEEEE being ignored in a gc or server they can all slit especially that khaled bitch "dni im cutting" cut deeper please ur egos too big ANYWYAYS ALL THE ATTENTION SHIULD BE ON ME. MEEEEEEEEEEE IM BETTERRRR
30/8/2025
OHNGYGODOBD OUHHGHH MYGODDDD I FORGOT TO SAY THIS OK OK OKKKAYYU OSOSOSOOOSOSO ME AND AME AND SOME OTHERS R WORKING ON MAKING A GAME!!!!!!!! I DRAW THE SPRITES MAJIJI DRAWS THE CUT INS AME DRAWS BGS AND MAKES THE OST JUNO WRITES THE SCRIPT YU MAKES SOME DESIGNS ANDNDNNDDNNDNDNDNDNDNDNDNDDN OHMFYDIAISHV UM ITS ABT AN ATTENTION DEPRIVED GIRL DOING ANYTHING FOR FAME AND EVEN DOXXING AND MAKING FAKE ALLEGATIONS ABOUT PEOPLE W HER OOMF AND THERES A WEEK SYSTEM W 5 WEEKS AND 5 CHARACTERS AND EVERY WEEK U RUIN ONES REPUTATION AAYAYYAYA oh and im a bfdi fan now yay
31/8/2025
i want to be someones favorite person
sigh it feels weird admitting this but like. i kinda just a lil miss when i was closest with ava in 2020 and lux in 2023 and also nikole in 2024,, like. i dont have feelings for any of them i hate lux btw i just miss when people liked me and considered me their favorite person kills myself also why did lux always have to say "omgg remember my aya phase haha" like can you please shut up im still not over it
ohmygod and like i always pushed them away (except for ava) kms i was so fucking rude in 2023-4 for what?? hello??,,
how to slit and die tutorial
me rn✌✌ACTULLAY NO im talking abt it in myOWN PERSONAL DIARY WHERE ONLY ME AND PEOPLE TJAY WANNA SEE IT CAN SEE OK im not activelely sayinf it every second ok.
3/9/2025
ojmygof this cnt be actually fucking happenijg rn imso happy wtf wtf IKCMXJDDBRB ITWKEKEIRJAA AAAAAAAIJXJXHDHD YEYSYEYDYDYDYYS FINALL YE SYES YEYSYSYSYSSSSS
i rlly hope me and yu atay friends for a long timw but. imalways textigb firsf and we dont rlly tlak that much omg kms,, and um i have to actually tlak w fp too KILL MEEE
6/9/2025
if it was 2020 rn i wouldve made a 69 joke anyways. hmhm i love my ocs
Ok today i learnt yhat i should sotp stalking peoples reposts and rentries etc yk because i willwant to absolutelu Kill Myself
umfirst time thpwing uo i mighr have emetophilia wtf
9/9/2025
I FUCKING HATE DRAIWNG OH MG GOF. my artstylr is just a worse version of pjsk and qmengs art mixed together this is pissing me off omg and i have to draw that fucking commission too omg why did i agree to drawing it fucking die I DONT EVEN WANNA DRAW IT?? I DDIDNT EVEN WANNA START COMMS IN THE FJRST PLACEI JS FELT BAD ABOUT OOMF OMFG
i hate my life i hate my art i js wanna start drawinf nao and fix my artstylr
why have i hated everyone i know at least ONCE in my life
things i wanna do before my bday,,,
- make more close friends,,,, 2 is enough but i wnatmoreee i lovemy oomfs tho ok
- redesign my room completely likw the walls furniture kangel muu figures yk
- make my entire room filled w kangel ans muu stuff
- drop bread/moira wtv
- fix my relationship w my mom
- get back w some old oomfs i ghosted,, not the gc no No
- commission peak ayuu art 4/7
- finish all the games i keep forgettign to play likw slow damage love curse replaying yttd udg etc,,
- drop the gc
- smsmthth secret shh
- find somebody that will care about me and actually see me as their favorite person forever and ever
yes i copied a specific person for thjs list it better not see ts i keep copyigb its rentries,,