(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ ‎ macabre ‎ or ‎ vichkov。
mentally ill⠀⠀ ࿔⠀⠀xe⠀/⠀void⠀﹠⠀agndr
⠀⠀stupid fuck⠀⠀୨୧⠀⠀I。⠀⠀Back。⠀⠀III。

i love my boyfriend so fucking badly omgomg.. <33 i <3 my stupid qpp /aff


"I'm dying on the dancefloor, I'm showing all my scars !!"


1.
i cannot stress this enough, IM MENTALLY ILL.
i quite literally have bipolar disorder
in my genes !!
i cant get any diagnoses because my mom doesn't
want me to lose my life insurance !! fun !!
i lack empathy, but yes you can still cry on my
shoulder when you need to, ill try my
best to comfort you.
im a system anger holder.
i use tonetags a lot cuz i struggle
understanding tones most of the time.
i cant handle arguments
or confrontation, dms makes
me anxious so try not to dm me
unless i know you.
adding onto that, i can and
will be dry if i don't know you well,
but i warm up pretty easily.
i often reply quickly if i do want
to talk to you, yes theres spikes where i only
want to socialize with selective people.

2.
i have major spikes
of memory loss,
i struggle to remember certain
things, even if it happened a few minutes ago.
i've had a handful of concussions
in life, which contributes to this.

3.
i get anxious when
im attached to people,
which can lead to
me being possessive.
i struggle with my emotions,
which can lead to
major outbursts/shutdowns.
i struggle to handle simply "alr/alright"
and "ok/okay" on their own,
even less when they're in
lowercase. uppercase is
tolerated.

4.
i dont do well with negative comments
on my body.
even as a joke, ill take it to heart
and carry it with me.

5.
i am often rude or violent as a way to
defend myself, no i dont have
control over it.
ill sometimes apologize,
sometimes i wont.
i usually apologize if we're close,
but it usually just leads to me crumbling
or breaking down.

6.
i document.
i remember.
im not always stupid,
even if i struggle with things.
a lot of things happened
to me, which contributes
to the reasons i document.

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