
Laila / Cyn / V
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Be aware of mentions of dark topics, like, mental health, gore, etc.. You have been warned.

5/15/26 — Friday
Helo hello! Restarted this diary and finally revamped it! :D today was... boring like always, i went to school.. LATE. you see, i got this new lame-ass bus driver i dont know why but, shes recently been more LATE. and more late is bad for me because normally i get on time, wait for my partner, como (10 mins late like ALWAYS!) and walk with them for 10 mins after i ate breakfast. always so fun but now im late as a motherfucka. But hey, at least i got to hang out with my partner in class and lunch 
i am planning to watch some true crime documentaries, i have watched alot but havent watched The Staircase and zero day, i just been watching alot of coldraven and thats it LMFAO. idk if i will do anything over the weekends (of course, like always laila!) But i really wanna hang out with my partner on sunday since, they told me there mom is free on sunday so..
EEEEKK!!!! I AM SO EXCITED >.< im hoping it does happen but i gotta ask my mom to make plans with my partners mom so, lets see!
its 1:58 as we speak we leave at 2:15.. my school ipad is on 15%.. FUCK MY LIFE!!!! 2:03.... LET ME GO HOME!!!
~2:54 PM
Hello! im currently home, about to ask my mom about me hanging out with my partner, and i will update you guys if she says something :) ~5:02 PM She said she will figure it out and talk bout it to their mom! im very happy :) yk, i would be on my phone right now but my phone bill needs to be paid and it shutdown! (happened yesterday) i prob have to wait until wes :( not too long though! Im just on my school ipad. I just been bed rotting like always and watching yt, i will draw in a min probaby. talk to u guys later!
5/16/26 — Sat
HELLO!!! im VERY HAPPY TODAY! GOOD AFTERNOON! (9:43) I asked my mom if i instead could come over here and... she said yes!! she is in a apt right now so she will ask her later, and guess what day is it today... ITS THE 16TH!!! ITS BEEN OFFICALLY 3 MONTHS EVER SINCE ME AND COMO DATED :D i am so so happy! im hoping we will last forever >x<
I am hungry.. my brother ate up half of everything so i might make myself some eggs in a sec, just watching lolcows (tophiachu) right now, i feel alot better that now im finally using my diary again! i keep losing my diaries irl so i rather just perfer doing it virtually :) i know this is a public diary but i always had the thought of, if i die, i would just want to show my last remaining thoughts on this world. I don’t really know why I have those thoughts, but doing this gets me off of my mind so :)
anyways I will talk to you guys later. I’m probably gonna go draw or eat… I don’t really know lol
~1:37 PM
hello, I’m back. I was cleaning and stuff, the thing that was on my mind while cleaning is my future, I always wanted to do something true crime related, but the thing is half of those jobs needs medical school or colleges and I am a lazy bum so I probably won’t be able to even do that… even though for half of my life, I’ve been studying bodies and stuff relating to that, etc. I did a forensic test in my school and they said I had the most highest score and they recommend me a bunch of colleges. The thing is I don’t know if I’m ready to be a forensic scientist, but I would rather be a Crime Scene Cleaner maybe a Death Investigator. I really don’t know what my future is going to be like and that is something I am fearing I might kill myself and maybe in the next 10 years who honestly knows, lol, but I want to live an apartment with my partner. Have two dogs maybe or just one doesn’t matter long, and just live forever but I know that’s not gonna happen forever but again I want to just live.I really don’t know what else to say. I might just go draw, I will talk to you guys later. I have nothing on my mind, but I might go watch some documentaries. Goodbye!!
5/18/26 — Monday
morning world! I got ready for school but now I’m just watching YouTube videos, I eventually find out that we’re not moving to Louisiana anymore. We’re just gonna move back all the way into Tacoma. Especially in this economy anyways I will doubt that we could able to move, I’m just glad I’m able to still hang up with my partner even if in one month we’re not gonna be in the same school anymore. I still have their contact info and I will always talk to them anyways, and she also said I’m able to hang out with them over the summer! So isn’t that just great news— anyways I’m hoping school isn’t as bad today. School is always boring but I just wanted to be interesting for once I mean I know we have SBA testing, which is really annoying. I don’t even finish the pre-test in my advisory! Anyways, it’s 7:40 right now and I have to leave at 7:50. I will talk to you guys later when I get to the cafeteria for breakfast, goodbye! :)