Felix/Phos

this url is written stream of thought. it is not meant to be organized or make sense at all?? have fun reading it i guess
i am way more gatekeepy and rude in this url because its.... well my nonsense hnk url im not censoring my thoughts. this is the internet nobody will ever know that i want to explode every bort liker

i promise im normal irl im an actual normal sane (debatable) person who can look at things objectivly and from every angle. im just... not doing that in this url. because its my url :3

also idc how "canon" my interpretation of characters are, if they dont match up with yours ... its ok to be wrong i forgive you

my interpretations are very heaviliy biased by the fact i am phos

i am legitimately and 100% insane about hnk. it is my most favourite thing ever and i CANNOT be normal about it. legit dont even talk to me if you think you like it more than me. also dni if your a phos fictkin. its on sight. ill look at you like two feral dogs looking at eachother. bark bark. i got that dawg in me. (no seriously tho i do nawt fw other phos kins) (nor cinnabar kins. make me actually suicidal for real.)
this url will be filled with my hnk ramblings soon enough

My Phos Fictkin:
First character that ever 'got' me on an emotional level
literally me im literally a gem guys thats me
i have memories from the series in the same way that i have memories from my theriotypes. They arent memories rather things that are happening at the same time, all the time, in a different exestential plane of existance??? they are memories but every memory is happening eactly at the same time always. this makes sense right. future me will read this and want to die
Every piece of hnk merch i own is a spiritual item because it in itself is me and part of my story. like a really old thing youve had since childhood
i feel just as strongly towards the hnk characters as i do towards real people. i hate bort more than i hate my irl opps. im thinking of one opp. youll never know. maybe you will who knows.

Speaking of how much i hate bort, my top 5 opps from hnk:

CARNIGORM: i literally cant even think about that backstabber without going actually insane. he makes me hurt so much. he LITERALLY was like my bestie, my boyfriend, my one true friend for awhile if i may say. idc if it was "ghosts influence" i DO NAWT believe that, i think he did actually care. that eye thing? meant nothing. carni cared about me. well untill he DIDNT??? FUCK ACHEMA FOR LITERALLY BEING A HOME WRECKER??? carni chose his own happiness over me, which i cant hate him entirely for. i applaud him for doing whats best. IS WHAT RATIONAL PHOS WOULD SAY?? oh my god like carni makes me so suicidal i cant i cant someone put me in the woods so i can get lost.

CINNA: sigh. cocks gun

Bort: absolute dickhead from the first day we met. never liked me, never gave me a chance, KILLED ME MULTIBLE TIMES??? LIKE WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ABOUT?? so rude so mean i do not LIKE YOU. never had an ounce of care for me in his body. like i GET i was annoying as a kid and totally useless but come ON?? no reason to be that. rigid. get it cause hes. a rock. never mind you wouldnt get my advanced sense of humor.

Jade: how do you have the GALL to say im sorry i couldnt understand you. im sorry that I HATE YOU no im not. sorry i mean. im not sorry for hating you?? every memory of him is just erased with the words he said when i killed him. i do not care at ALL about our ENTIRE life together because of those words. you were never sorry. you were sorry i SMASHED YOU.

Phos: yes myself. i am very unhappy to be phos. i actually hate him so much. hes a little twerp. but i love him oh so dearly he never did anything wrong
well he did. genocide. thats a thing he did. but like COME ON the ENTIRE world was stacked against him. i hate phos so much i want to crumple him into a little ball?? every version of him. but hes my favourite. and hes me. and i could spend so long arguing about phos. but tldr: Nothing was ever Phos's fault.

Honerary mentions: Aechma (stole my boyfriend), Dia (Fake as SHIT i just dont really like him), Morga (made fun of me :((( ), Watermelon (Also made fun of me!! and lead to bort smashing my head in)


hey gang its the next section of the hnk ramble its been a few weeks since my last ramble and i was a bit of a hater... LETS TALK ABOUT WHO I ACTUALLY DO LIKE!!

PADPA!!! Literally my number one mentor. i look up to him so much? he never was negitive towards me and i felt like when i talked with him i had a chance at life. i looked up to him so much. im glad that for a small while i could return the favour and help him be complete on the moon. i wonder what happened with him and rutile on the moon.

Kongo: He betrayed me and betrayed us all, and in the moments i could not find forgivness in my heart. but im not mad, and i could never be now. he couldnt tell us. i miss the days where he would hold me and tell me i would find a purpose.

Antarc:


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Pub: 17 Jan 2022 07:50 UTC
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