ok new thing going on. i need to track my interests. just recently they've gotten too insane and someone (me) needs to do somethign about it.

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TO DO: — TO BE HYPERFIXATED ON:
trigun (both) (oliver) / gachiakuta (oliver) / blood blockade battlefront (oliver) / the magnus archives (maggie) / full metal alchemist (both..?) (chase & grayson) / deltarune (new chapters) (mari & chase) / hylics (chase) / my dress up darling (season two) (chase) / the walking dead (game) (van) / persona (earlier games) (glorper) / subahiki (glorper)

i'd like to note that i'm not misusing the word hyperfixated on. this isn't a list of things for me to watch. i will not watch ot read or play wtv wtv these things unless they Call to Me and ruin my life. OK? so please don't fuck with me

Aug 15 25 : Homestuck & Harry Potter
ok. Homestuck...and Harry Potter. this combination is lethal. i'm making up for lost time spent on Danganronpa. and also sort of Mouthwashing since i replayed it recently w/ Chase. speaking of Chase, the other Chase likes Homestuck and that's terrifying. also, Hundred Line will likely return when me and Maggie start playing it again. oh and. Ron Weasley is my goat, as well as Gamzee. Oh Gamzee. ok so i thought i wasn't THAT into Homestuck like i really did. although maybe i only thought i thought that because i need to lock in to The Magnus Archives as soon as i finish it. or maybe before. so it'd be better for me to enjoy TMA if i'm not even THAT into Homestuck. but then i decided to look at fanart. which i haven't done so far. even though fandom is a huge part of Homestuck, i'm enjoying being late. and i'm kind of hyperventilating and i feel like my mouse is going to break because of how hard i'm squeezing it. i'd also offer my chair up—to break—but it already has, so it doesn't take a lot. not a great unit of measurement. well see now when i think about Units of Measurement i just think about Dave's one rant about asteroids being the size of texas or whatever he was on about. i feel a bit mentally ill. which i always do of course. but normally it's in ways i can hide or in ways that make people think ahh mentally ill. not ways that make me like Homestuck. not ways that make people think ahh loser loser loser nerd loser dweeb. i think i may just never talk about it. it might need to get the same treatment as like, Sweet Pool. speaking of SWP, i'm probably replaying that soon too! oh, but, by 'the same treatment' i mean like never bringing it up unprompted. even though i'm fucking insane about it. which is sad. i might need to put some Homestuck on my wall to help satiate never talking about it. it'll be hard. maybe Gamzee...i can talk about Gamzee. because at least i'm not throwing around names like John Egbert or Dave Strider. that should be OK. right? just a little Gamzee for the soul?

Aug 17 25 : Homestuck
it's been a while since it's been this bad. if this were a normal series that wasn't absolute humiliation, it would actually be my entire life. i can see it. but it just isn't. and i'm kind of Positive that i'm not super willing to take the consequences that would be pushing through that. but it's okay. Sollux is the realest character ever made. i love all of these characters so much Actually. Gamzee is still my favourite probably, but i love them all. i'm just missing Dave and Rose and Jade and John a Lot. Equius is also kind of really goated. i'm like getting kind of emotional over Karkat. he's a fucking loser. i thought people were making that up—which was the right thing to think, because they made that up regarding every other character—but Karkat truly is a pathetic little thing. oh my god.

Aug 19 25 : Homestuck
am i fucked am i screwed am i doomed? John Egbert

Aug 21 25 : Homestuck & Scrubs (2001)
oh my god perry cox you are the best character ever written
and
on an unrelated note
I GUESS GAMZEE IS NO LONGER MY GUY. KARKAT IS MY GUY. i don't care that his name probably gives people like, PTSD or something. Karkat is the best.

Aug 24 25 : Homestuck
it's happening again, i guess i'm in the deep end. thats right. another animation meme i'm looping. for the longest time, depending on my fixation, i ALWAYS have an animation meme i loop—when they're my FAVOURITES. the only two to ever have this were Mouthwashing and Clinical Trial. and yet here i am. here i am. here i am.

Aug 26 25 : Homestuck
i made it 100% times worse. i have a stomach ache

Sep 9 25 : Homestuck
Good news! Im in hell. Tbis is it. Ive done it!

Sep 23 25 : Homestuck
yeah i'm still here

Oct 3 25 : Homestuck
ok it has to go away eventually is what i figure. but it kind of isn't. in fact, it's getting worse. a few days ago i thought MAYBE itd go away, then my dear friend Rodya changed their pfp to Dave Strider and things have been downhill ever since.

Oct 23 25 : Homestuck
I AM IN HELL OHHMY GOD GET ME OUT I MISS HARRY POTTER!! HOW DO I MISS H ARRY POTTER BRUH

Nov 6 25 : Homestuck & Marble Hornets
oh my god bruh

Nov 17 25 : GET AWAY FROM ME
i thought it was over
callie: holy i'm so excited to get into TMA :)
eridan ampora: hey but did you evver think about me like at all. wwhat about me.
callie: I AM GOING TO STRANGLE YOU

Jan 28 26 : Heated Rivalry & The Magnus Archives
I ESCAPED HAHAHHAHDAHSHahhha..a. i mean kinad. i'm still here. i'm still VERY here. jake english makes me go fucking INSANE. but. i'm trying to venture out. hollanov peak for life and tim i'm in love withhh youuu.

Apr 3 26 : The Pitt & Disco Elysium
goodness gracious how the fuck did i get here. well, whatever. its fun. i'm enjoying real people tv, especially that's still coming out. active fandoms are WEIRD! fans are weird. it's weird being a fan. talking to fans. the culture throws me off so freaking bad.

Apr 30 26 : Project Hail Mary & Disco Elysium
ooohhhd.... ryan gosliggh

May 13 26 : Fight Club & Project Hail Mary
now how the fuck did we get HERE?

May 18 26 : Fight Club & Ryan Gosling (??)
Jacob Palmer I'm in love with you

June 5 26 : My OCs, Ryan Gosling, Project Hail Mary, Fight Club
oh jesus christ

June 10 26 : Supernatural, Project Hail Mary, Fight Club
Alright. Alright Alright. My streak is...I don't even know. Tumblrina. TMA, SPN, HP, HS. No clue what thats all about...they're all just so bad and good.

August 15 26 : Supernatural, Fight Club, Nine Inch Nails, Edward Norton
It's getting pretttyyyy bad. I got a poster and everything. Bought the $200 Blu-Ray set. /SPN ... Oh Man. And FIGHT CLUB! Fight Club...

Well you can see how that's going.
It's been a year since I started this, coincidentally! I cannot believe it. I cannot believe Homestuck fixation was a WHOLE YEAR AGO. It feels like yesterday. My desk, where I write this, is covered in Homestuck merch. I'm talking Nakodile plushie, Jakedirk mug, Jakedirk worms on a string, Jakedirk Standees, Wall of Erisol/Beta/Alpha/OCs/Striders/Jake/Jakedirk. Karkat Horns. Horse Poster. It's rough! It's rough, but I love it so much. And I love Supernatural and Fight Club so much. All three of these things changed my brain chemistry. Homestuck got me so cringe I could handle SPN, and Fight Club showed me how fucking #TRUE my love is.

September 9 2026 : My Chemical Romance, Nine Inch Nails, Fight Club
I miss the boys. Aghdhhahhehahhhh! But ohhh my gosh Bandom is kind of fun. I feel very late to the party, and silly. Being 17 going on 18 (soooon!!!), screaming MCR lyrics in my room...spending way too much money on CDs? Gah. But it's fun. And I like them a lot, both the bands. And they both aree...starting to really really mean a lot to me. Oh With Teeth, oh Danger Days. We're really in it now, eh?

I hope I don't associate this music with being kicked out. Dear god don't let that happen. Don't take it away from me, I need something to hold on to.... Treznor, ohhh man.

September 30 2026 : My Chemical Romance, Fight Club, Nine Inch Nails
Illi Mcmillin makes me want to hurt myself and others. Somebody get me OUT OF HERE

November 2 2026 : My Chemical Romance, Nirvanna The Band
What happened in October