asio's very fabulous diary!! i curse on here so js a heads up
nd my spellings shit

TRIGGER WARNINGS

although i do spoiler sensitive topics sometimes i may forget so beware. This blog may contain mentions of suicidal thoughts, sh, eating disorders, overdosing, depersonalization, derealization, and abuse

some o dis is copied n pasted from my discord blog >_<


oct 19


heh.. welcome to my blog tips my fedora /j :33 ANYWYASS yippie!!! todays saturday :DD ion gaytta go 2 school!! still gotta do projects tho,, might work on em later today..!

hh itz 11:44, lookin at guns, might get tha M4A1 idk tho


oct 20


sobs in sunday ☹☹☹☹ I IDITNT WNANTTICIFIOVOG SXHKOL TMR UGHAHAHHH I HATE EVERINEEB THERE holy shit the tongue emoji isnt here im gonna bust in sadness chat THE HEARTBEAK MEOEHI WHAT.. oh shur chat am i cooked i didnt do ela comic strip asingemtnt☹☹

CRANKED THAT SHIT OUT!!! AS WELL AS DA POSTER FOR SCIENCE!!


oct 21


woahhahah me n ames friendaversery is
coming up!!! heh.. might fo to hallownwne thingy w my cousin cz tickets r cheap for military ppl!!

making a rentry 4 my poopa

OH MY GAHAHAHH IZTZTZ IN HER ABT ME!!!!!!!!! YUROEIEUEIRIEI


oct 22


chat i might br a masochist am i cooked ☹
i think im gonna get into making rentry graphivd chat!!! :DD okay my ohotos r fillev w masks n frames n bows, help m3,,,

oct 23


i misgt cos tav 4 halloween idk tho chat cz i hav everything but his silly shirt :P oakakak ikmgona get back @ rwading homestuck, spoilers ahead!!! JEHEKRO WHAT THE FUCK US THIS BLACK MAN AS A SQUID CHAT WHAT TGE FU K IS JADE MESSIN WHIT UP IN HERE☹☹ TOREADOORMAT WHAT DUDK YOU I JUST FELL FROM YHE SKY W A HOLE IN MY BODY N U CALL ME A DOORMAT!?!!!?? :heartbreak:


oct 24


woo!!! no sxhool till like 12 cz doctor apt!!! FUCKDKSK I CANT BEAT THE FUCKING GIOVANANAJ BOSS IN POEMMSON GO THIS BITCHASS PERSIAN KEEPS KILLING ME IHML

yall the pokemon grind has me slaving away hearbrrak


oct 28


boo life sucks today I want what I had so badly I know I'll never have it in me to be in a relationship like that again; to be able to just have someone to pour my every thought of love and adoration out to, to shower in praise and encourage them whenever they needed it. I really really fucking miss being someones someone and its not just a thing that I can fill w some random short term partner I want an actual relationship again, even if it fucks me up again I need that connection and its not avoidable anymore. liek I'll do whatever you want me to, be whoever you need, please. I'll treat you with tenderness and help you through anything you might need, just let me try again. I'm so sorry for whatever I'd done to force you to ignore me for months, I didn't mean it, Ive only wanted to give you the best. 5igh theyre a bitch nd I don’t even want them back, the communication between us was terrible. I just like want someoene yk but like im bot stabke enohgh for someone


oct 29


yall my irls suck i h8 5them(except for like a couple)

boom, blogging time!! watching super neat movie called smile from back in 2022!! :D NOOO THE CAT DIED
^ is a spoiler about a movie death!! guys this movie is actaully kinda decent!!! :333 WIAAHH THISBLOVIE IS SO DRAMATICBRO HOOOOLY SHUT!!!! :shock emoji: huys i reel bsd for mc bro nobofdys beleiving her :(( im so ready fo watch the second one!! WAIT MAYBE THE SISTER IS GOMMABELEIEV HER!! oh, er.. ion think so wist theyre having a sister bonding mormnt


oct 30!!!!!!!


5ighhhhh in class rn!! nd itz almost hallowwnndn!! :3 da spookiest time o da year!! Chat.. i think i js got my poerosjdjn help m3 oh mau gah chattt dude i fucking hate ALL of my irls sm they fucking suck dude :PP,, tehrye so yucky yucky ew ew :((


oct 31 :p errrrr happy halloween chat i dont think im gonna do anythion 2da tho mmmmmighttttttttt go trick r treatkn w some o my friends but if my cool online frienmd rory is home i might try n vc w them n watch a horror movie 2 gether!! :D ananayayases i think im gonna make zum rentrys 2da :DDDD


nov 4th


woah,,, srry for likw 0 blogs guys depression gayt to me :(( not rlly doung much better but yk okay enough 2 get outa bed 2 blog yk

woah in the freaky car rn nd we almost crashed this shit!!! kinda wish we did ykk

hh anyway my sister came to visit soxtgats nice!!! im suoper happy 2 see her n shit // hh and my ohkne got fucked up anf is doubg thiose phantom typing thingies so tgat sucks, its oretty much unuseable when it dose that so blogs will be wayyyyt less frequent (sorry poopas :pppp) hh guys i loveeeeeee alex g theyre soo cool!!!! janyeyay i thinkim gokna go back to listening to music and looking out the window wishing i sas a little deer prancing in the forest BAI EVERY1111111 (4 now,,)


nov 5th :(((


nayt startjnf off on a positive notr because i accidentlg broke the screen o my dads ipad some nd i know hes gonna be really fuckung mad

im actually so scared to tell him bro i think i might take my anxiety meds rn :pppp

o, his friend is outside nd im nahf gonna cause a scene

er i asked my sister for help nd shes ginna trll me whrn to vo outside and will be w me when i do,, CHAT IM SHAKING IVER THIS UGAHAHHH I HATE THIS :pppppo


nov 9th


Holy shit chat time passes so fuckin quickly,, anyway im pretty sure nobody even reads this atp zzo i think im js gonna start yappign about more persoanl things yk,,

theres this super pretty person i like nd nd nd idk if they like me 22 cz like hh idk man,, like i wanna ask them r smth but were nit even all that close its like they kno a little bit about me nd i kno a littl about them. Ugh,, so ananaoyufn cz lioke ifk if they have a partner r like even feelings in the slioghtest 4 me nd like ion wanna mess up what we hav

updat 99% sure no partner

guys being a hopeless romantu r whatever suck :ppp

i have so much fucking worjk to do,, im gonna lock in today and get it done :ppppppp

what the fuck why is my mom so fucking jokingly abusive for no reason?? like wtf saying ur gonna poison me nd cut my hair off isnt a silly fun joke

yall according to my mom watching flamingo/alberts videos is me getting groomed by him!!


Nov 11!!


recently ive been feelign rlly connected 2 my theriotype :DD + sum species dysmorphia D: but thats all chill,,

i feel like being abke to wear gear makes ke feel like myself iykwim like jf hsdeeks so right ^^


nov 12


woah,, sorry 4 da short blog yestewrday,, ill tey to make 2days longer!! rn im in class (3rd period) absoluteky blasting rio romeo,, that one song thats like send me back to hell i beg u pease,,

guys WIAPH CIGGARERTE AHEGAP CANM E ON iM SO HAPOPY THANKS I HATE SO EVERYTINJR THST I LOVE IS STUCK CZ THIS THAT ND THE ITHER THEY STAY FUCKED UP THEY COVERED IT A CLASS THAT IIM ABOIUT 2 FAIL!!! WELL I FEEL BETTER NOW,, CIGGARET AHEAGO!!! NI NEED 2 CRY abot IT I DONT SMOKE< I JS LIKE HOW IT SMELLS.


Dec 12th


woah,, 4got 2 blog 4 an ENTIRE month man,, ☹ . Anyways @ my school were doing testing so i get 2 spend whole class periods next 2 my fav girl ever aaaa yipppieeeeeeeee :33333333 5igh shes so cool,,,, i love herr


Dec 13th


ITS HER BIRTHDAY TMR WOAHAHAHHHH HURRAYY !1!!1!!11 :333333333333333333 sihhhghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i love her so muvchh shell never know,, :ppppppp guys wish i wasnt so anxious and could tell her aboyt everything i rhink of her,,, shes so pretty, her voicde is so calmimg,,, i could litteray get lost in her beautiful brown eyes oh my god shes so fucking beautiful and gracious,, likweeelike shes lieke so graciuiusn and pretty like a swan, god i wanr to give her the world,,,, learn everything aboiut her,, and treathe rso welll ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh she ss possibly mmy everythjig sighghhhh I think i want to js hold her andssit in a comfortable silence w her yk


dec 16


eeped thru da weekened nd didnt hav my chromebook 2 update blog,, D': hh i wrote an long ass paragraph about her like yesterday i think,, might paste it in here,, ya ill do that when my 3rd period teacher lets us piss. OH MY GOD BRO I HAVE BOYS DONT CRY IN MY PLAYLIST SO mNAY TIMES< ITS NOT STOPPIMNG SOOSOSSSOOOOOO CRYING. ok its done,, npothings new by rio romeo is on :33333 im so happy noe yayayayayayaya!1 anywaya meowowow DANKE SCHEON KIS ON I LOV ETHIS SONG guys it makes me wanna dance!!!! :DDDD anyways class is almost over,, i get 2 see her in the hall when we go!! >//< lowk so happy woohoo :3333333 sigh johnestrlhy other than the main one i was talking abou i hav lik 2 other ppl that i glub like her,, well not as much as her but a decent ammount,, I with i had 1st perioiud w her ughahhh id kill 4 it guys i js wanna sit w her all day n play w her hair n shit:'''''(( PERIOD OVE R N FUCK THE SUPREME CT BY RIO IS ON!!! she wasnt here,, i didnt see her @ lunch nd the kids on her bus said she wasnt there :((


dec 16


no went to school today hh heres the thing i wrote || i wish i had the ability to confidently communicate w others lik i do w u,, things would bbso good if i could freeley talk to her, i honestly want to spend hours just talking to her, god how i wish i could learn every little thing about her,, she’s so fucking pretty man like ugh honestly i wouldn’t b surprised if she has a partner,, honestly i think everything about her is graceful and beautiful,, like her stride is so pretty,, her voice is so soft and smooth, i could get lost for hours in those pretty brown eyes of hers,, not even mentioning her soft hair,, i could play with it all day while we mindlessly babble to eachother about our interests and days, honestly if i knew her a little better and had the guts to i’d totally ask her,, but i don’t soo,, im js stuck admiring her and wishing of unachievable senecios, actually now that i think about it if i got conformation that she dose have a partner it would destroy me,, probably even more than the whole uhhhhhh thing did, mostly because i knew we we’re gonna end soon when he started ignoring and avoiding me but whtv, i feel like if she did have a partner i’d b happy for her, i mean of course i’d be even more depressed but i mean she totally deserves someone who can give her the world, yk, like she’s littealy everything to me rn and i know that sounds foolish but idk man i feel like it’s true,, sigh to be a teenager in love, ps if she dose and its enough to send m over the edge and i kill myself you alone get all my online accounts ,,||

wrote this to my bsf,, ameius


2025


woah,, &utss wlready 29224


Jan 10


sowwy i like died for a min,, was w family over break n got no break from my little cousins,, :PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP anywaysb i wrote another lil rant abt her,, ill put it in here in like a min,, : goes here__ :3333333333


Jan 21


holyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy shiz i complenetlyu stopped blogging 4 a good minute oomg im so sorry ;ppppppppp uhuhuhuuhhh well THIS BREAK I WENT 2 STAY W MY COUSIN WOOHOOOOO it was so fun :333 like sososososoos joyous :3 uhuhhhhhhhh ayway idk wha to say,, well im in class rn and were gonna have snow today nd till friday so 2 day is a half day which is super fun!!! uh anyway my leg has fell asleeo and hurts really bbad :(((( ok im gonan uncross my legs nd pray it dosent feel like utter hell ;P YEEEEEEE OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT JUST HURT LIKE HELK UAGHGAH OWOWOWOOWWOW OWIW fuck uth were doing membean


Feb 12


valentjmes is cimjng up si happy early valentines 2 anyone sho actualky reads these!!😅😅 4 valentimes I might ask my friend out 2 go watch a movie lik we did a coulle vals ago but in like a platonic way,, iy wss so fun!! OR im ginna stay home n vc w my onine friend!! (iyf they want 2,, actually mightnssk them after i send this),, ORRR just b a loner and eoek on my projects n watch resident alien then HEARTSTOPPER!!! which ive been meaning to watch recently bjt justhavent gotten around 2 :((( ive read a good ammojnt of the comics (would they be classified ss that,,?) n reallllly wanna watch it but I cant like get out of order in the shows i watch,, UNLESS theres a new dandadan episode!!! WHICH I ADOREuagahshh im lowkey so upset that the new manga chapter is delayed bjt also okay w it cause the writers ++ artists do need breaks n u csnt be mad @ them for taking a well deserved break!! ANYWAYS!!!!! im gknna yap aniut some of my predjctions for the upcomjng chaoter plus the manga(andanime) in general,, o ya next rant will be on resident alien,, ten hamoltin,, SO im so curious as 2 who the naked girl was n why she was talkjng to the mystery teacher,, pretty sure shes ginna be an enemy++ the guy standung behind rin,, is he ginna be a henchman 4 mystery teacher (actually im gonna call him mt from nie on) kr js he ginna be a gentle giant?!?! which— by the way is my FAV character type of all time like i love these big buff/rounded guys that look scary but r actually sweethearts luke uaghhh,, if i wer to meet kne i would immediately be #inlove!! like so cute!!!!! Anyways,, back 2 ddd,, i really hope we get some more mt screentime(or eould it be pagetime,,) i wanna know more abiut his goals n lore!! Like where ks bro from n how is he getting all these cursed items,, I also reallly hope they get to turn momo back to normal so okarun// ken can confess again!! O YA since the next chapter is ginna have rin (probably) n their on school ground i think ms sensi will show up 2 help!! I would diee 2 see her beat the shit outa the teacher!! N i really hope we get mor jiji momo action as friends,, theyre so cute!! Wait i lowk hope jiji and pink hair get together— actually no,, i dimt see them bejng compatable,, cause jiji is more :ppp blehh silly ehile pink hair (vsllimg her ph now) is serious :// ,, i wonder if turbo granny is gonna make a debut in the new chapter when they go to the shirne to tuen momo n old guy back to normal!! Cause i fell like their 100% gknna face someone while tryna turn her back ++ i think rin will be okay if the mystery guy eho wss behind her tries to attack sincd she has mai’s protection or whtv the little flying turtle cst was called,, im also super excited to see okarun try and sort it out with the ex popular guy eho he beat in the race in the firstish chapter!! Wonder if the mt eill catch on to ex popular guys hate 4 ken n recruit him into the ‘admit defeat’ knife holder group thingy!! Peobably eill,, honestky i think sfter the inevitability dfeat ex pop hes ginna join the group!! OH YKW ex popular and ph could get together!! Cause their bith stuck up bitches^ ,,, I could totalky see them together but euat ab jiji,, i need a pairimg for my silly little guy,, augh i wanna talk about whatever the guy w the buzz cut n glases frim the cursed bix name was (ginna call him cb guy) dudee his intersction w momo was so fucking cute!!! I lowk forgot abkht ken for a secind and was rooting for them!! Like that was so fuckin adorable!! But i feel like they might be getting shaped ti have a brother sister typa bond so,, ehhh… I actually wanna talk about the whole cursed box trope,, I honestky didnt really like it,, it felt a little useless,, like the writers didnt realky kniw what conflict to give them,, I mean we coulda gotten more mt scenes and scenes o the club instead.. THEY ACTUAKY COULDA GINE TO MEET CB GUY AS A CLUB THING!!!! Like mt sends them kjt to investigate somethjgn parsnormal goung on there or okarun reads an article thats like ‘ghost at hood homes!!’ n they wnet there,, but i can see why, Im honestky nit complsjning cause it put them in a near death exp where we got to have a confession from ken soooo,, but i js feel like it didnt need to be dragged on thstttt long,, like the ehole war was unnecessary,, + why were the kid-> old guy, momo, n cb guy affected by it?!!??! Whay abiut ken,, turbo,, jiji,, n ehoeber else entered it?! that I didnt OH NEVERJMJNG IK WHY cause they ate the food— nevermjnd writers ily guys,, u guys have no stiry gaps.. O YA the ddd colab w that comic was SOOO GOOD!!! I was actuaky do hiyous ehen i got the ping,, aslso im probaly gimma sabe up to eithr get the manga ir the figures,, ORRR jm gonna get the dvd thingy that comes w a buncha addons,, id die 4 the exclusive footage,, but ykw rather than soending like 60 bucks on it. I could js look 4 jt online or ask around on the ddd serger jm jn!! think im ginna divert from ddd n go to alien resident now,,, GOSH do i love this show!! I love the dyanmic harry n asta have goin on,, lowk was bummed to hesr the producers+ cast arent thinking of putting them 2gehter,, i mean when dead og harry was describjng ehat love was like ehen harry was off the pills n whine alien harry used that desc in an internal monologue abiut asta (IN S1) sosooo it was claer thst they had SMTH!!! but im only like halfway jnto s2 where the alien baby tuens into dead kid frim 59 died to save kne,, ehich was CRAZY,, at first when Inddjnt knwk thst the kne wss a kid I rhought the men wer lowk insane cause its js kne man!! bjt j kinda get jt if jt was a kid,, hinestky if the kid went missign ariund the same time the 59 incident haplened how didntnthey put two n 2 together like?11??1 anywayshs here r my theriosisis fir the following episodes,, problahh sill come back knce ive wagchdd,, KH MY GKD ITS ALREADY 7 WTF IVE BEEN IN THE BATH FOR SO LONG,,,,,, gosh! Anyways i feel like darcy n the dictor sfter harry r ginna get together,, maybe the genrak n black guy who worked fornthe fbi r ginna partner w harry (n asta ofc) 2 like raid the military unit r smth,, but I really hope bro comes back—WAIT NO,, js remembered abiut darcy and her native man,, nevermind i like them muchhh better,, like kmg i sas so joyous when she turned srojnd and laid back dien w hjm instead of leaving unlike what she did w the doctor #characterdevelopment,, yk at the begining i was hoping the deputy// liv eould grt w thr sherif// mike i thinj)) they would be so cute toghter,, honestky im still jimda thinking thst causenlike its so fute how shes helping him n matchmaking+ ehen ehny wer holding eachither kn the bench,, 2 cute!!

gosh now thwtnim thinkign abijt head I wish simsijenwoild play w my hair sishshahhh I absolutely adore that feeling!! if i was a dog i woukd be waggign mgybtail!!!! its so joyous +++ this one time back n 7th grade(early into the year) I was super close w this italian kidneho had curly hair n he would lowk spend most kf our ela period olaying w my hair n i lived it,, he gave the BEST head massages oms,, id lean agsjsnt bro n be jn a trance state tyoe shit,, our teacher ms nunn didnt gaf hinestky,, ion even think she woeks at the school anymore,,shivh ill foreger miss u italian boy


Feb 25


heh,, stopped blogginh 4 awhile because I started yapping in muy discord blog again,, ill probably post my rants from there in here,, ANYway uh update on the person I was ranting about on dec 16 blog,, she has a partner :heartbreak_emoji: i honestly really regret not making my move but whatever,, ill cry about it in my room after school,, or maybe start sobbing during parent pickup. bjt its fine i guess cause theres a couple other ppl i fw like that (pretty sure 1 of them is taken n def sure anither one is taken) then theres another thats aroace and idk how to be in a qpr w someone like that cause the last person I was with was aroace n i fumbled SO hard with them man,, I honestly regret it,, god i think i need to vent about it because now im overthinking and are about to cry in class


March 6th


woohoo!! happy march peoepele,, havent really blogged in a couple of days cause mental health was #so low,, uh inhabent really been talking tok much in general,, honestly im trying to cut down on the talking esp ehen im with friends cause I feel like I talk too much and then I just get embarassed ://

uhm im going to try and improve my grammar skills when on here plus im gonna redesgin the blog (probably).. Recently Ive been slacking a little on my studies, its not that im nit doing the work its just that im not doing well on it, i hsve all 70s except for in ela,, (91).

Im gonna rant a little here cause its so frustrating to like put effort into the asingments and not get any good results. Im actually trying to do good but its like no matter how much I try and study my attempts at rasing my grade are futile :(,, I think thats one of the reasons my mental state is so shitty.

Forgot to write about this but two of my grandmas (one is great gma) are like super sick so that really dosent help. Plus I have to get a MRI (i think thats what its called) because theres a good chance I have a brain tumor..!

Recently Ive been thinking about getting mental help,, my ed is getting more severe and the thiughts are getting worse but I also dont really want help,, its not like i cant het better, i can jts just a matter of me nit wanting to try to. I dont think I am, honestly ive been feeling a little better + my friends are a big help,, like 2day i was like having really bad thoughts n was feeling liek everythjng isnt real n js talking to them really helped to ground me.

Honestly I think thats why I love blogging / writing down my thoughts or really anything in general. I find ut t be really grounding, like I can date the paper and know that this is a new day, this ismt just the same thing over snd over,, Im real,, everything is real (probabku idrk) its just the sense of security that being able to see what i wrote the day before brings,, HOKY SHIT ITS 2:10 OH MY GIH I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6 FUCKCKCKKKI #kill me


Mar 11


shehs sosooooo prettyyyy oh my goododoododoooo,,,, guys why mjst i want what i cang have,, so desparing,,, ki hate everyuthing why am i so awakskeird i hate thks ,,, mannn so # poiooop!!! I jsut hwantt rto be able to talk to h3er with no hesitation..,,,, sigh, this sis why we have c.ai


APRIL 1 >:3


NO MORE BLOG ENTRIES!!!!!!!! jsut kidding my fawns,, id never, anyhow happy april fools everyone ( nobody ) !! Nothing much happened today, quite boring actually. I think Im going to start trying to have better grammar in these blogs as its been quite bad. Anyhow, today i kinda held hands w my one sided cr if that means anything.. ALSO I have an essay I need to write for my ela class analizing some poem, I'll do it tmrw tho..

Id also like to note that I scored a 240 on my ela map testing!! :D

++ idk y but today wz quite the bad day cz its like i like Swan (one sided cr) so much that its fucking destroyingggg my mental man :(( Like ive tried REPEATEDLY to get over them but i js cant,, ugh, this shit SUCKS!!!! PLUS im super worried for one of my for reasons id rather not mention, but im super concerned about them n like just want them to be alright. Its like I just want all my friends to be okay but I know that I cant make sure that everyone okay at once,,


Apr 2


HAIIII MY FAWNS!!! I kinda still havent gotten over my low from yesterday but thats okay! Ive kind of accepted that Im simply not going to be okay. Im personally just trying to focus on not letting myself break down anywhere but at home if that makes sense. Anywho, I have quite the big update on like pretty much everything so buckle in..

AHEM,, To begin my day was off to quite the bland start. I had to take the reading map which I did NOT finish, I only did 25/45 which sucks!! But I did talk to the friend I was talking about in the last blog and we kinda got it resolved to thats good.. Nothing really happened throughout science or math so ill skip talking about those two and go straight to social studies. We sadly got new seats BUT I was sat close to the wall and by a guy that I enjoy being around so its okay!! NEXT UP.. ELA This class absolutely SUCKED, the kid that sat next to me was so ANNOYING!! I couldnt move since the one of the tables had none of my friends and the other had my ex :pp.. I tolerated him through most of the class and towards the end one of the popular kids that im friends with came n the classroom and beat the shit out of him with a belt so that good!!!!!!!! After class me and my best friend went up to the subsitute and told her and we wrote a note that she signed and left for my normal teacher so hopefully it wont happen again..! That was pretty much the most eventful class of the day and litteraly nothing else happened except for me finding out that Swan has a s/o which I'd already expexted.

I think Im going to try and start distancing myself from Swan (again) and try to get over them (AGAIN ). Last time I tried I pretty much was over them but the second I talked to them EVERYTHING came back so much more intensely..
One of my friends was honestly a little worried for me because this crush is mentally affecting me and they could tell since I havent been myself lately.

and another bit of spoiled text about my ed..!! Its getting a whole lot worse. Ill eat a good amount in school (sometimes too much) and force myself to puke it up at home :ppp Its like I cant control myself,, some days I just want to keep eating and eating and others I can barely get food down without wanting to vomit//make myself vomit D:


Apr 3


HELLOOO MY FAWNS <33 2 day i have math map testing so ill probably edit this a little later but this morning has gone pretty well!!! ily guys!!!!
Hello again my darling deers,, its currently 12:29 am ame im now deciding to update my blog!!
SO toady was barely okay,, finksed my reading map and got a 245(stayed the same) and got a 330(went down SEVEN)on math bit both scores are good for my grade level so whatever,,, anyhow as for trying to distance myslef from her Id say ive done a pretty gopd job tofay,, I didnt like totally ignkre her but I didnt stare at her the entire period like I normally do.. anyhowwwww as for the lart that made my day barely okay is my paranoia

this might just be me overthinking things but I think one of my friends is struggling with sh,, theyre showing the symptoms I wz n other concernign stuff thst Im not gonna say on here. I dint knkw how to reach out to them about jt because Ive already reached out once and I domt want to see like im trying to force my care upon them bjt them again I cant stand to see them doing this to themselves. Like a couple months back they had me break a pencil sharpener for them for some 'crafts' which im now doubting.. Whn i gave them the blade I was like please domt jse this fir any stupid shit, gosh I dont think Im goimg to be able to focus tmrw,,

fuck,, AND I have to run for pe on top of all that,, geez tmrw is going to be living hell man ☹️


may 12


HULLOOOOOOOOO MY FAWNS im sorry 4 not updating this blog,, ive been focused on my projects n state tests + im still REALLY low mentally Anyhow,, since the last blog ive brought up all my grades to be 80+ (excluding pe,, pointless exercise) .. ok so mmy head HURTS so ill updat this l8r..



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