
Nyallo ! You can call me Candi , Life ruiner or Hawwa ! Along with a multitude of names i use che//hym pronounce however if you need " real " pronouns he//it is fine . 
I am a Cupioromantic BoyGirl but don't actually think of myself with a gender , the most accurate would be femboy , although i am afab
. I am bodily 17 however am mentally behind , estimated around 12 . I am from the china clay country !
I am everyones older sisbro ,
i consider all my friends like family ! 
I have always been isolated and alone , having no friends my entire childhood i only had anime , and due to this i have an intense relationship with those characters , as to me , they're my childhood . I hate doubles as its really upsetting people claiming to be me or my childhood friends but am trying to learn to be comfortable with twins ! I am so attached to my irls as to me , they're me in another universe where i did have friends !
This also means i do not understand social norms or how to even socialise . I didn't get the chance to learn about people and now im paying for it , almost an adult and having the experience of a child , and the mental age of one .
I consider myself a burden and have horrible self esteem , often called a pushover . I cant say no and would do anything to make people stay , thats why i call myself a life ruiner
if i overstep a boundary or upset you , just tell me , dropping hints is pointless . I don't understand .
Here are my links : main , me , associations , boundaries 