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mikasa chibi09/15/2025
um hi! i feel like i couldve started this on a more meaningful date, but im starting it now because i just got this url ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)
im in healthcare class right now and i REALLY hope we dont have anything to do... sigh... i also hoped this for construction but we did stuff anyway and my hands HURT. i do not have to come to school tomorrow which is good because i have missing work BUT i have a back doctor appointment :C (big bad not good unhappy sad face) if they say anything about a back brace i will buy a rope dawg 🌈
holy fuck i jinxed myself so bad?? lmao??? i actually fear this day was way too meaningful but it can only get better from here probably? the world will keep turning and i will keep breathing, man.

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mikasa chibi09/17/2025
(8:30am) yesterday was a crashout but we ball! im omw to school (kill me.) but i got out of getting a back brace!!!!! i think my mamaw and papaw felt bad that my spine curvature got worse because they both gave me money and then my mamaw took me shopping at goodwill (ᵕ—ᴗ—) i got sum clothes, a teddy bear, a porcelain ballerina doll, and an angel figurine! 𐔌՞꜆. ̫.꜀՞𐦯

ok i have so much work that i did not do because i was shopping bye everypony 🐰
(1:03pm) i wish i brought my earbuds dear lord i dont wanna listen to these people bro (¬`‸´¬) i want to go home

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mikasa chibi09/20/2025
(4:14am) hallo everypony!! i meant to update this yesterday, i think? but i forgot (ᵕ—ᴗ—) this week has been bad and i feel horrible but i think i will be okay! i have a really bad migraine and i am very nauseous,, i think it is because my sinuses are draining again. dumb allergies. but umm tadc is keeping me alive currently!! i love tadc so much?!!! jax is my biggest comfort character right now :3 i love him bunches,, being a pomni and possibly ragatha fictionkin is not for the weak im so emotionally attached to him ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) i awoke at 1:25am for no reason and have not been able to go back to sleep i fear,, but i made a simple rentry (/zoobie) to try to get me back in my groove so?? hopefully i will make something that actually looks good soon (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) i will yap more later goodbye everypony!
(5:26am) caffine withdraws nooooo ughhh,, i am eatung caramel cookie gelato i hope it will help some waahhh....
(6:39pm) i should be cleaning but im taking a longgg break because i am lazy 🐰 i have felt very bad all day today but i lovveee jax so its okay! i must lock in and make better rentrys... oka bai ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

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mikasa chibi09/23/2025
(7:46pm) hai i haven't put anything here in a few days ermm,, today was not that good but my mommy brought me chocolate! anddd i lovevee tadc so much and i love funnybunny btw and im pomni and ragatha and gangle in one person btw ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) alsoo i love my internet friends i love when people are nice to me maddison and ouji are sweetie pies :3 also i love my twin serynitee!!!!🩷🩷🩷 i am so full of love and joy and happiness forever 🐰 anyways im gonna make myself food bai everynyan!

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mikasa chibi09/29/2025HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIKI!🩷 dazai wan dance
(6:41pm) HALLO EVERYPONY! i have not been here in a little because my sense of time is horrible, and i have been feeling very bad!! but i am okay; the angel will prevail this suffering! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) i went to physical therapy for the first time in a while and it was not bad! just a reexamination because i have not gone in a while.. before i went i curled my hair into big curls (or attempted to.. i ran out of time :c) because disability cannot stop me from being a princess!! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ andd afterwards my mommy got me carmel toffee coffee (the most delicious thing i have ever tasted btw) and a little bit of chicken!! it was yummyy... now i am home watching an old tadc va stream ^⁠⁠_⁠^ lizzie has such an amazing voice; i absolutely adore it! ⠀ i am making it my goal to start waking up earlier so i can have a better morning routine and i think it will be very good for me. also i am hoping at maddison has a good day at therapy tomorrow she is very nice to me and i do not want her to be upset :C ⠀ i am a bit spiteful today, but at least i am cute and others like me! i understand that i am a shitty person but at least i can still be nice without trying — i love to kill with kindness and frankly this persona is not a lie and more of a way to like myself. if you cannot handle my avoidant, narcissistic, obsessive compulsive, or generally assholeish traits (yes i am blamingthis on mental illness — mental illness is not fun or pretty!) you should not get close with me :3 okk that is my rant for today, goodbye everypony!🌷 (p.s. here are a couple of rentrys i made like, yesterday: /overalls, /daisy-bell, /princesstreatment 🩷)

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mikasa chibi10/03/2025
(4:22pm) today was kind of bad but it wasnt the worst so yay! anyway this subway cookie bomb as fuck AND GO LOOK AT /JAXCESTS I LOVE JAXCEST! YES!

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mikasa chibi10/04/2025
(10:01pm) HE ACTUALLY CANNOT SHUT UP ABOUT ME BROOO dear parker: legitimately get a grip and control your bsf this is so embarrassing for you telling my friends im a fucking creep like you get to dictate my relationships after you left sthu asshole! im not a goddamn creep i cried over your trauma more than i did ANY of my own. (that i apparently dont have! thanks for that!) not goddamn once did i think it was "hot" or something to get off to, youre genuinely a fucking liar! and all of my friends like me without you, even more so now because you are a fuckass cunt! i didnt need you for shit and i NEVER needed you to "glaze" me for people to like me. they like me a hell of a lot more than they do you lmfao you chronically online dumbass!! so thanks for making me leave MY friends when they were right about you. real fuckin sweet. i hope you see this and i hope you know every time ive relapsed this year has been because of you. and i hope you know your stupid name will be scarred into my skin forever. which you found hot at the time btw so suck on that. you think you feel fucking disgusting!! you were all of my firsts; you took my first kiss and my goddamn virginity. i "dont have basic human empathy" take a look in the mirror, jackass. if you were societally considered normal people still wouldn't fucking like you because you act like this. fuck all the way off of my shit you panty sniffing faggot. oh and ill take an infamous line out of your "breakup book": burn my shit! i hope no poor soul has to know the hell that is being with you, because its fucking awful.
go suck off whoever youre interested in now because i know youve already found someone to give you the attention you want again and i know thats why you really broke up with me! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) so fuck you dickhead, i hope you choke on it so hard it triggers an aneurysm. with no love, max. ♡

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