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“ Everything starts from you & everything
will end with you ... Let me
lead you to your end & my beginning ”

• • • My dearest, Xie ta • • •
Deluded paragraph about my source. If you
get your panties in a twist about this, then
it just means I'm better. I know him in a more
intricately & intimately way than anyone else.
I'm not the person to come to if you want to
talk about your love for him. Whatever devotion
or love that you hold for him means nothing
because it's shallow & not real. Whatever beliefs
you hold are all purely selfish. That isn't to say
that I am not selfish, but our selfishness is not
comparable. The way I feel is vastly different.
I am connected to him in a way that transcends
all beliefs, and in a far more disgusting & carnal
way than you can comprehend. He is the only
person I could ever hate, but he is the only
monster I could ever love. I'm extremely
mentally unwell about him

“ I missed you so much. I started missing
you from the moment I thought about you ”

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Pub: 20 Sep 2021 08:18 UTC
Edit: 10 Sep 2024 04:38 UTC
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