♡ love, wave to earth. based on the lyrics.
With honesty, with love, with adoration, with my absolute heart, with everything in me. Meeting you, dating you, everything I do with you I didn't regret doing anything with you, every single moment I get spend with you, hearing your voice, reading your texts, seeing your face every once in a while brings me the smallest joy that no one could ever replace. Only something that you can bring. Only something that you can find in me even when both of us are hurting. And that's what I appreciate so much about you. We have an eccentric love, a love that I've never experienced with anyone else. Identity, words, affection, doesn't matter in this relationship. And I want to keep it that way. We don't have to express anything, we don't have to talk to each other everyday to know that we love each other. We don't have to remind each other we love one another. Our love stands strong without any of those. It feels nice, being comfortable with each other. It's refreshing. With love, I know that nothing can really topple our relationship, our friendship. Our connection.
My small heart turned into big, solely because of you. Before I met you, I never thought I'd have this kind of connection without anyone else. Not after I broke up with my ex on bad terms. I thought that at that point. I'd never have a long term partner that could truly understand me, and get my jokes without becoming sensitive and splitting because of them. I never thought I'd find someone more in love with me than I in love with them. To be equally loved to the same extent, to the same words and humor, always felt like a dream, until I met you. Like our relationship, like the small wave within it, everything between our relationships, brings us closer together. Deepens our connection even. That I cherish a lot.
Everything breaks down and surges close when I spend even the smallest amount of time with you. Every small comment, sweet or not, puts a genuine, happy smile on my face. I've felt this kind of joy talking to someone online. It showed me that I don't need to know them, or face them in real life to actually feel real feelings toward someone. Just mere words can change anything. And that's exactly what you taught me, going into this one hell of a relationship. My dream isn't to meet up with you in real life, it isn't to fly to your country, to hug you, or anything like that. (Though it would be nice) My ultimate goal is to cherish every moment I spend with you. Document everything in my heart that made me feel weird in a good way. To keep this connection even if things don't work out the best at the end. To have you by my side in hard times, easy times, happy times. Everyday of my life. I know it feels like this isn't a real relationship. But I want you to know, talking to you, in hard times, the anger, the sadness, everything that im feeling goes away. And disappears into you, and our conversations.
A song that reminds me of our relationship, is Love by Wave to Earth. I doubt that you didn't catch the outlined phrases of the message I'm sending, and the song exactly portrays our relationship and how it's been going this past year. Like mentioned in the song, it feels like everything around us, in different countries, disappears. It feels surreal to be in this relationship, being in a relationship with an amazing, caring, most beautiful person like you. Even if you don't think that. Even if you think lowly of yourself. Even if your family, your friends, anyone thinks that you're lowly, just know that im here, thinking that you're the most amazing, thoughtful, lovable girlfriend on this planet. This universe. Out of all these people, I picked you. And when you realize this, only then can my forever be seen.