maybe this is KINDA weird and might seem obsessive butttttr whatever uuw sorry
HAi im using up all my courage to write this but it all comes from the bottom of my heart hehe
I LOVE YOU iiiiíreally do i cant stand the thought of you talking to someone else i know its stupid but its true aahaggv when you started dating them (youknwi who ...) i got really upset and kinda lashed out im soso sorry for that i really didnt mean it we never actually dated and i was overreacting huhuu .. i feel bad for everything i said to you IM SO SORRY IF IVE SAID ANYTHING WEIRD I LOVE YOU aahhg ismile everytime i talk to you i think about you a lot idk what id do without you honestly we relate to eachother a lot and i feel like i can talk to you about anything—i know i can but im kinda too scared cuz i dont want you to leave me im scared ill mess up and say something you dont like and your opinion of me changes i dont want that at all . i think like that for everyone but for you its like .. more intense like way more im afraid of messing up infront of you cuz i dont want you to think of me as messy or strange i genuinely really love talking with you ... .. whrnever youre dry im scared tjat i messed up or something BUT plz know if im dry with you then its not cuz im annoyed at you or anything its just how i really am so you should think of it as a 100% good thing
argh this sounds so weird. sorry. i might continue this when im not sleepy