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"Our guardian star lost all its glow the day that I lost you..."
The memories I have of you are the reason I am so open about who I am, when I felt like I was delusional the memories of you made me feel normal, like you were right there with me. I have never truly been able to cope with the knowledge that I failed you, which is probably why it was, and still is, so hard to cope with the loss of others. I was a terrible leader and it led you to your demise. I loved you, and I still do.