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my jester or aka cas

friend, a word so short but yet can hold so many meanings and memory a word that is used to explain a platonic love between two individual

its seen every where in the world everyone has at least had one friend in there life and

i am so so glad to be able to call you that friend thank you so much for being my friend and i actually mean it, you mean so much to me and i want us to never part i wish that our souls will met in every path we ever take this universe or any other universe

and it has happen many times though we have been on and off before losing contact or whatever we always find a way to get to each other no matter how long we may part from each other

i just want you to know that i always open my arms for you to come back into my life i will forgive any mistakes you ever make as you mean that much to me and it pains me to see you feel sorrowful and it makes me delighted to see you happy

speaking of happiness you bring the light in my day whenever i feel down i just know i have someone beside me at all times no matter what and i want you to know that i will always do the same for you

if you ever feel down please dont keep it to yourself and talk to me if you dont want to thats fine i will wait until you feel alright to tell me as long i can be with you through anything you encounter

even if you spit curses at me i will try my best to understand you as you did the same to me and i dearly thank you for that i have so many things to thank you for that

just one rentry wont be enough to let me even state all everything i wanna say to you maybe someday i make one just dedicated to you as you deserve it no you deserve even more than that but my hands can do so little

so this is the best thing i can do for you if only i could do much more to give you what you deserve if i could i would give everything for you if i had to choose between one million friends or you i would pick you in every timeline every universe as you are worth more than those people out of everyone i would pick you the first you are always my first choice and you shouldnt doubt that even for one second okay?

i care for you so much its strange to me how one of the strongest love i ever felt for someone is platonic even tho for others it may be different i cant even describe my love for you and im sorry for that im sorry that i lack in love that i cant show how plenty that i love and care for you i would write hundreds letters for you even thousands if you requested me to do so

i would embrace the wounds and scars you bare on your body i wouldnt be scared of any of them any scar any injury any unkind things that had happen to you in the past that could haunt you in your nightmare i wish to be there and be with you in every step to see you heal to see you feel better to just know that your okay

every time i see a duo or a pairing i see us in them, i feel that we are platonic soulmates and i dont want for that feeling to break ever in the future the one that i want to enjoy life with is you i hope we would move in together and do things together no matter what i just want to see you in the future and for our friendship to remain forever and i wish you would wait for me, for us to grow up and get to meet each other

in the past we were definitely friends and i know that because our paths as always crossed back to each other and the fate of us being friends will remain on in the past present and future always cause i feel deeply connected to you and always will

in the days that we parted from each other due to circumstances i felt like a part of me was missing like i lost something so dearly to me if i was hand a box of everything that i ever lost in those times i would have tried to search for you in those boxes but perchance fate did its thing and brought us together again i am so grateful that i didnt stop hoping and wishing that we would meet again because that made me be able to come and see you again

i thank you for breaking the toilet in the roleplay we were in once and i had to fix it with ramen cause that was what brought us together it may be weird but i love to relive that moment again the moment that changed my life forever the moment that i thought would never have came in these two to three years i wonder how much my life would have changed if i didnt have you by my side but just thinking of another universe where we arent friends just makes me feel lonely already

after trios quads and more we still remain friends and thats what i love most about you that you are so loyal that it kills me and makes me wonder how? how did i find such a lovely and loyal friend in my life in these two to three years how did you even put up with me? thats my question people have said i was annoying and gossiped about me but you, you never did that you even trust me enough to give me access to most of your socials and i would never betray the trust you gave me i mean it i will NEVER betray your trust but now

what did i do to deserve such a kind and loyal and understanding friend like you?

billions of people yet fate chose to choose me to get one of the best people and i dont feel like i deserve this kind of love that you give me i feel that i never give you enough im sorry for all the times that i ever ignored you the times that i didnt use my time to spend with you i want this to be an apology for everything that i ever done to disappoint you everything that i ever didnt do enough

and i wanna end this letter with two simple lines, that can mean so much which is "i love you" and "thank you"

if theres anything in this letter that is mentioned more than once just keep it at heart that i meant it, i meant everything i said in here my little jester

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Pub: 07 Mar 2026 11:58 UTC

Edit: 22 Mar 2026 14:08 UTC

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