When you go away I still see you
With sunlight on your face in my rear-view.
I’ve been meaning to tell you just how much you mean to me. Every day, you bring a light into my life that’s hard to put into words. Even though we haven’t met in person yet, the connection we’ve built is something truly special. It feels like you’ve become a part of my everyday world, and I’m so grateful for that. Your messages, the way you laugh, and the stories you share, they all make my day brighter. I genuinely look forward to every conversation we have, and I find myself smiling at the thought of you even when we’re apart. It’s amazing how someone I’ve never met in person can have such a profound impact on my life. You’re like a constant ray of sunshine that makes everything a bit better.

The thought of meeting you in person is something I can’t help but be excited about. I imagine what it will be like to finally see your smile face-to-face, to hold your hand, and to share experiences beyond the screen. I know it’s going to be incredible, and I can’t wait for that day to come. Until then, every moment we share online feels like a step closer to making that dream a reality. You’ve brought so much joy into my life, and I can’t help but feel thankful for you. Your kindness, your sense of humor, and your understanding have made such a difference to me. It’s clear that you’re someone truly special, and I’m so lucky to have you in my life.

I’ve been thinking about how to put into words just how much you mean to me, and honestly, it’s not easy. There’s a warmth and plethora of happiness you’ve brought into my life that’s so profound, I sometimes find it hard to believe it all started with just a few messages. Every day, when I wake up and see a message from you, it feels like a little gift. Your words have a way of brightening my mood and setting a positive tone for my day. Whether we're talking about something deep or just sharing a silly joke, I always come away feeling better and more connected to you. It’s incredible how our conversations can turn an ordinary day into something special.

I think about the day we’ll finally meet in person, and it makes me smile every time. I imagine what it’ll be like to see you across the table, to share a laugh in person, or to just sit quietly together and enjoy each other’s company. The anticipation of that moment keeps me going, and it’s a reminder of how much I look forward to our future together. Your presence in my life has been a source of inspiration and comfort. The way you listen, the way you understand, and the way you make me feel seen and valued, these are things I cherish deeply. You have a way of making the everyday seem extraordinary, and I feel incredibly lucky to have you as part of my life.

I want you to know that I’m genuinely excited about all the possibilities that lie ahead for us. The thought of building more memories, sharing more experiences, and simply being together fills me with joy. Even though we’re navigating this journey from afar, every interaction with you only deepens my feelings and strengthens my excitement for our future. Thank you for being such an important part of my life. Your kindness, your laughter, and your genuine spirit mean the world to me. Until we meet one day, please know that you are always in my thoughts and that I am looking forward to everything that’s yet to come.

Ezzie, you are so much more than just someone I look forward to meeting, you are a cherished part of my heart and my life. I can’t wait for the day when we can finally embrace all that we’ve dreamed about. With that, please carry with you the knowledge that you are deeply loved, and that every moment we share brings me closer to the day when we can be together. Thank you for being the incredible person you are and for filling my life with so much love and happiness for the most vulnerable 3 years of my life.

don't ever stop loving me. don't ever stop being the ren to my lawrence.

you're the one thing motivating me to keep living in this life full of the craving for death.

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Pub: 05 Aug 2024 03:54 UTC
Edit: 22 Aug 2024 17:49 UTC
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